An Overdose of Love

An Overdose of Love
Confusion proposes


Month after month has passed, until without feeling now it has been seven months more Karin has been faithfully working for me. Because his stomach was growing longer, making him no longer able to work, until in the end he said goodbye to stop working temporarily. She said after giving birth she could work again, until I granted her request. It is not by any means that I allow his door to return to work, for the pity of him who is hard in life makes this self truly unbearable.


Ms. Fatimah, who was initially only replaced by Karin, is now completely unable to return to work, because her husband has banned the effects of the disease suffered does not allow her to do heavy work again. His age has entered old age, making the body increasingly weaker to do heavy work as prt.


"I have to see Karin, to see if she's still okay, isn't she?" a worried heart murmur while busy driving a car to his house.



Even though it has been almost two weeks because I do not work at my home anymore, I am still good to visit, which is sometimes just to know the store. For me Karin's pregnancy made my heart feel pity, during difficult times no man could accompany her.


Slowly the car has managed to enter the area around the perkarangan house. When my machine died and opened a little window, accidentally the eyes stared at the focus of mothers who were shopping for vegetables in mamang vegetable sellers in the cart, which was right in front of the house Fatimah. And accidentally this self has managed to eavesdrop on their conversation.



"Eeh ... ehhh, do you know what Fatimah's son named Karin is? Strange, no, the more the day his stomach is getting bigger once? Is it possible that the gossip about him that has been contained is true?," guess one of the mothers who wear negligee.


It looks like there are five mothers who are busy shopping, with their hands busy choosing vegetables to be purchased, but their mouths are also busy working to gossip people.


"Yes .. yes, those are mothers. Do you not feel that he is young but how can it be two-bodied? Is she not a bad woman? Just look, he if work leaves early in the morning and returns a little late," said the answer curly-haired mothers.


"That's a damn thing. Cook when work leads to another, the night goes home," the symbol of the mother berdaster.


"It's weird that Fatimah's mom. Cook a bad boy like that just want to be maintained, make it ashamed. Basic unfilial child, who usually bothers people only. It has been fortunate to be adopted by Fatimah's mother and family, but now disobey has humiliated the family," Nyinyir symbatan other mothers.


I who heard it, can only clench a strong hand in the car, to hold all the anger full of emotion already residing in the chest.


"But it's true 'would the mothers, if Fatimah's mother's child was actually pregnant? You guys just guessed to slander just like that, it's not good. Maybe Karin looks bulged in the stomach due to the fat body only times," asked the mother who wears the hijab.


"Mom doesn't believe it, anyway. It was obvious that Karin's stomach was big. If the body fat alone will not be as big as the front so," replied the curly-haired mother.


"Heeh, yes .. yes, ma'am. I believe!" The hooded mother replied.


"Yes, mom. Must it. The shameless boy is his name. Lookie! If she wasn't a bad woman, there would have been a husband. The young age is so, must love the same thing that smells of promiscuity. Nowadays girls if not supervised, yes like that, can easily fall prey to promiscuity," added the curly-haired mother.


"Truly so," another symbol that is just a listener.


I was furious at their words, it felt like I wanted to go down immediately, to spray the mothers with words. I don't think I'd be willing to Karin in a non-existent situation. I removed my seat belt, and now I'm trying to get out of the car.


Bhak, I firmly closed the car door, until the mothers looked at me with strange gazes of surprise and wonder.


"Hallo, Moms. More shopping 'do you?" I pretended to be friendly to them.


"D-iii-yaa?" answer one of the people who look nervous, who is likely groggy due to being sampled by a handsome guy like me.


"What a pleasure, shopping while people go," My call to them.


"What do you mean, cogan?" The spoiled voice asked the curly-haired mother.


"So I heard a little bit of your talk, you know, in the car," I explained.


"Ooh, what did we just talk about?" replied mom berdaster.


"Yaapp," I answered briefly.


"We are not gossiping, but it is the fact that Fatimah's adopted daughter is pregnant with no husband. What a shame, "the cymbals answered the curly-haired mother.


"Let's go, ladies, take a sip of the shopping. You guys are ngomog continue, not immediately quickly want to buy vegetables that I sell. I'd like to sell around to other places as well" Displeasure mamang vegetable seller.


"Yes .. yes, mang. Why moment! We rarely meet to talk to each other like this" replied the other mothers.


"Oh yes, is it true what you said earlier, if the woman is pregnant and there is no husband?" I pretend I don't know.


"Yes, cogan."


"Now listen carefully, Mothers. Never gossip about Karin that is not-no, if you have no proof at all. You guys can take action on the authorities, which is on defamation charges, how?" I threatened to get angry because they had gone too far.



"Who are you? Dare to threaten us. We are not gossipers, but the truth is that there is," one of them looked angry.


"Truly it. Dateng-dateng main ngancam all," other symbols are pulak.


"Where is not threatened, if you say too much so. Karin is a good boy and has never been the bad woman you thought she was. She was the victim of an accident, until she became pregnant. All this time he worked as prt until he came home late at night, not peddling the body as you charge it. And just so you know, that she doesn't have a husband, but she's on her way to the palaminan, which is to say I'm the one who's going to be her husband now" I'm lying again.


"What's? Really it?" Surprised by one of them.


"If you don't believe, you will believe in yourself and see that I am her husband. Oh yes, mang. All your merchandise today I will buy, to clothe the mouth of the mother who this bucket," My regret said, who immediately gave some red sheets of money to the vegetable seller.


"Thank you, Cogan. For the good of you who bought all my merchandise today" cried Mamang as I stepped away.


"Yes. Take all the vegetables."


"Basar Moms lack of work, like just talking to people. You don't deserve to be insulted that way, Karin. I will protect you with all my might, so that you remain happy in your life. It is sad to see your suffering now. It is true that you are pregnant without a husband, so this time I will help you again. What a salute to your fortitude, who always patiently swallowed this bitter pill of the sufferings of life. I will continue to fight to make you happy too. Hopefully it can," a promised heart.


Tok .. tok, Karin's door is closed.


Ceklek, the door has been opened wide.


"Eeh, there's Chris. Come in and in, please," said the husband of Fatimah's mother friendly.


"Yes, sir. Thank ye.


The foot now stepped in, which just sat in the living room seat.


"So's there, sir?" my many.


"There was, but now again busy helping to cook mom in the kitchen for lunch," replied Mr. Samsul friendly.


"Oh, yeah. Dad's tumbens at home? Don't you go teach?" tanyaku.


"Today is only half a day of teaching, because the teachers had an important meeting, until the students were sent home half the lessons," he explained.


"Ooh."


"Carin .. Karin, make a drink. This is Mr. Chris' guest" shouted Mr. Samsul telling.


"Yes, sir. In a moment, Karin will make it soon," the cymbat Karin yells back.


I am sitting relaxed now silent a thousand languages, when the heart is raging thinking of something decision, which I want to talk to the family of this Fatimah ma'am.


"Well, will they accept me? Or maybe Karin herself will reject me? Huuffff, I just want to make you happy, Karin. May it be my wish this time you will accept it," a bewildered murmur.


Karin who has now seen once over her pregnancy, is busy carrying a tray containing drinks. Ms. Fatimah just accompanied from behind Karin's body, and as she approached me without further ado I kissed her pumice hand with impiety.



"Please drink, sir!" karin's orders.


"Yes, thank you."


"Oh yeah, the tumbens sir stopped by here? Is there no work, so take the time to stop by here?" tanyanya.


"It just so happens to be an empty job. I'm here to visit and see how you are, is it okay. In addition, there are actually important things that I want to talk to my father, mother, and especially you Karin" I said shyly to them.


"Speak, Mr. Chris. We will listen with pleasure," replied Mr. Samsul kindly.


"I'm sorry, if my words will be presumptuous. Because Karin's condition is getting bigger and bigger, so the purpose and purpose of my arrival here is ing-ing-ingg-wanted to propose to her!" my words were seriously stammered.


"What's? What did you really say?" Karin's surprise was in disbelief.


"Yes, Karin!" answers reassuring.


"Where, sir, ma'am?" I asked Karin's foster parents.


"We cannot give a decision completely, because all this is Karin's right to answer the decision. We as his adoptive parents can only support him, so that he can be happy for the disaster that happened to him," replied Fatimah's husband did not know in the confusion as well.


"Yes, Mr. Chris. It all depends on Karin. Because he is the one who will live the household later," the symbol of Fatimah gave an answer.


"Where, Karin?" tanyaku.


"I can't decide now, sir. Because it's too sudden for me to accept everything. I'm a despicable woman to the people out there, who may not be worthy of you. After all I am pregnant with someone else's child, will you accept sincerely and will love him? So think carefully about what you said just now" explained Karin between rejecting and accepting.


"All right, I'll wait for your answer. I'm sorry if I had been slow to ask you this suddenly. God willing, I will love the child you bear, even if I am not the biological father. My love for you, hopefully can make that affection present also for your child later," I explained.


"I'm not rejecting you for the good of you. But I also have to think about all this, so that everyone will not scorn and insult you, as a result of marrying a pregnant woman first like me," he added.


"Don't say that, Karin. The problem of ridicule from others, if we can hear from the left ear and we immediately throw it from the right ear, it means do not care about it. If we follow people's speech, we ourselves will not feel happy and his feelings will continue to be held back by gossip that further aggravates our situation," my advice.


"So how?" my words convinced him.


"That's it, sir. I really can't decide right now. Obviously I still need time to think about all this" he explained.


"alright. I will wait for that answer, because if the lingering is not good too, for the condition of you who are already two-bodied is getting bigger," I agreed.


"Yes, sir, fine."


"That's right, Mr. Chris. Let Karin think about it first. In part do not rush to take action decisions, because later it will not be good for the future, "symbatan said Mr. Samsul.


"Yes, sir. I understand."


I myself do not know what I just asked, in offering kindness to marry Karin. Somehow the original intention of the heart to visit, suddenly there was the intention of the heart to marry Karin. Maybe this is due to rumors that have been circulating so painful for me, that I can't stand to see and hear the suffering of Karin.