An Overdose of Love
The circumstances of the foster mother
It felt so hyacinth heart once, when brother Adrian brought this self to join his car. I don't know what he wants now, which is clear I can now only surrender with a myriad of displeasure.
"Let me go, take out ... get me out now," my whine tugged strongly at Adrian's sleeve.
"Silent you. Don't expect to get out" she snapped in surprise.
This self can only snort in annoyance, when the person I once respected, has now dared to lie down without any guilt.
"What do you want now, brother? What does it mean that you forced myself like this?" say annoyed when in his car.
"Later you'll know after you get home" he replied casually.
"Home home? No. No. No, I don't want to go back to that house anymore. Anyway brother Adrian must put me down now, or you will see me hurt from jumping from here as soon as possible" I threatened.
"Please if you can, because this car has been locked tightly so you don't do much, '" he replied.
"Huueeh, what the hell does big brother want from me?" ask him to argue.
"I want nothing but your love, you know!" resolutely.
"I told you I don't love you, because in my heart there is someone else" I explained.
"That can't be, because you will forever be mine" he replied seriously.
"Hahhhh, it's hard talking to brother. That love can't be forced, you know!" yell answered.
"Indeed, love cannot be forced, but if the strong want to get it anything can be done, including in a rough way though," said Adrian.
"Whatever. I won't love you forever, period!" I replied annoyedly who now had his hands ready.
"No problem. Anyway I will not give up on getting you," said brother Adrian with confidence.
"Hopefully Adrian has not done anything strange to me, when he has now taken me by abduction" murmured a troubled heart.
Forever I will lose speech, when the man who was beside me always put his ego first to himself, without thinking about how others feel. My mouth was silent no more words of rebuttal, as the net continued to turn to look at the car glass, which showed the view of the highway was crowded passing by vehicles.
There was only the roar of the car engine that accompanied our trip. For some reason from our mouths we were still both silent, there was no topic of conversation. Until at last the house that bears a silent witness between happiness and the destruction of life, I will now return.
"You come out now" said he, who opened the car door.
With a sewot face, I also according to what he just ordered.
"Now come in" said he who had pulled my hand.
"What the hell is going on, brother? You if there is important business can talk well, do not play rough like this," I complained when the hand was so strong pulled.
"Not to bring it, just come along. This is your home, too. Why should always complain not like, want to come here," he replied ketus.
Again this self can only resigned, when brother Adrian will start inviting me to enter the room mama.
Praang .. preng, the sound of an object has fallen.
Brother Adrian who initially held my hand is now released instantly, when his legs have run straight into the foster parent's room that has been opened.
"What's up, bik?" The voice asked brother Adrian worried.
I was so shocked, when I saw the state of the mother whose face was pale in the condition of clothes and hair ruffled.
"Astagfirullah, what happened to you, ma? Why is your condition so messed up?" a heart murmur who wondered when he saw his condition, with food already scattered messy on the floor.
"Custom sir. The lady again would not eat and change her clothes" said the maid, dressed in a white uniform.
"Yes, let me take care of everything. You just clean up the food that fell," said Adrian, who relaxed.
I can only look at the condition of the woman who once loved me very much, has now changed dramatically with a worrisome condition.
"Mom why not eat? Don't eat, ma! It will hurt later, and papa will be very worried about your situation like this," said Adrian's hoarse voice.
"Let .. let me not eat. I don't want to eat. Karin ... karin mom wants to eat with you. Where is Karin .. where is Karin, aaahhh!" said yell at him.
"Relax ma ... calm down," said Adrian who now hugged him.
Deg, what a shock he had when the name he spoke from his mouth called me. I who do not believe the consequences of being surprised, until unconscious has now shed tears suddenly.
"Will you eat, if Adrian takes Karin," he bargained.
Just a weak nod like a child he showed, a sign that he agreed what Adrian's offer. The hug had come off, and now the man who had always given me pain was now approaching me who was still fixated speechless.
"Look, Karin. Mama was so sorry to you that she was so sick that you left her without a trace. Every moment and every second, only your name is constantly called. There are several ways we have tried to cure him, but all that is in vain, because what is only you want appears before him. Forgive me for forcing you to come here, because all the answers are this, to show the condition of the depressed mother longing for your presence," said Adrian pilu.
I who heard his words, unexpectedly began to cry with unstoppable tears. It was unbearable to see his dazed condition with eyes staring blankly, which many times his voice just said my name. Immediately I approached him, and immediately grasped the hand that was once soft, now began to feel rough unkempt again.
"Ma ... Mama, are you okay now?" kataku.
There was no definite answer from his mouth, just a word of answer Karin's name that he kept calling.
"Mama, look here, Ma. This is Karin, Ma. Don't you miss me?" Repeated many.
Highlight the originally empty eyes staring in the other direction, now turning to look closely at my face.
"Yet? Karin?" said her.
"Yes, ma. This is Karin your missing child" answered me, who continued to cry.
"Are you Karin my son? Are you really my son?" he asked in disbelief, who was now giving out tears.
A strong nod that I can give, when the mouth is no longer able to speak, because the feeling of chest tightness because crying has hindered.
"Oh my God, my Lord. Are you really taking my son home? Paskins ... Karin, mama misses you so much" said his daughter, who now amplified the sound of sobs.
"Yes, ma. Karin misses you too."
We were both washed away with an unstoppable cry. The heart-wrenching encounter was so soul-provoking, when the person I loved was now sick, as a result of being too deeply adoptive mother loved me more than her own child. Maybe because we could not bear to see our sadness, brother Adrian now also joined in crying hugging us both.
I don't know how many minutes we were lulled by this sad meeting, because obviously mama has now fallen asleep due to fatigue washed away by the sadness earlier, maybe.
"I'm sorry for bothering you, forcibly bringing you here" said brother Adrian unkindly.
"It's okay, brother. Maybe this should have been the time we met, so you don't suck at feeling so guilty" I began to relax.
"Now take me home first, later if there is free time I will definitely look to mama again," I asked.
"I'll take you home, but answer my questions that have been a burden on my mind for a few days" replied Adrian now looking at me in full view.
"Why are you staring so hard? Is there something strange about me?" I asked who has now started to misbehave.
"That's not what I'm looking at, but .. but there's something that really holds up that I really want to ask you about" she explained.
"Whatis that? If I can answer I will answer."
"Didn't I ever tarnish you, so my son should be grown up by now. But why doesn't it look like you're with the kid I mean, so where is he?" ask Adrian who surprised me.
"Kids? What do you mean?" Pretenses asked.
"I'm the one who asked, what do you mean you don't know and understand what I'm saying?" ask the confused Adrian.
"Your question is strange. Child from where? Brother has touched me, but that does not mean I immediately have children," explained me who now wants to pass away, trying to avoid all questions Adrian again.
"wait. You don't lie, Karin. I knew before you ran away from here, your body was already two-bodied. So don't try to avoid my question, "prevent Adrian's brother who is now standing right in front of me to block the pace of the foot.
"You're the one who shouldn't joke around and make up about it."
"I know you ran away because yesterday's pregnancy came, and you were disappointed to hear of my engagement to Yona. Now tell me where my real son is now?" his seemingly irritated question began.
"Already, brother. I'm so dizzy facing you. Now let me go. I'm quite tired and very tired now" said I, who was beginning to be unhappy.
"But, Karin. I need clarity on everything. Do you not-don't you ab*rsi him?" guess said.
His voice that continues to wonder, increasingly nauseating if I hear it, until I reply just silently did not give an answer.
When I drove myself back to work, he unceasingly cornered the same question, but this mouth was silent a thousand languages did not respond.
"I'm sorry, brother. It's not that I'm blocking your meeting with a real child, but I don't want you to keep chasing me with the child as a weapon, when this heart is already attached to someone else," a sorry heart murmur, as his car had darted away out of sight.