Anara & Oktara
11. Sensitive Questions

"Mas, can't I be the same as you? But you have to answer honestly, right?" When it was night time to sleep they chatted with each other because their eyes did not feel sleepy. They are not the same bed, but opposite each other in the same room. 

"Yes you have asked me not to do much and do not have much fun!" 

"Can I ask for one request? May I ask you to love me?" 

Oktara was just speechless I couldn't answer anything. He turned away and closed his eyes and went to sleep. "It turns out that my question made her not like it!" grunts in the heart, because he had awakened from deep sleep he also woke up very lazy to pray at night but still he forced to wake up and perform prayers. 

He prayed wholeheartedly in order to find tranquility within himself and beauty in his household heresy. While shedding tears, complaining to the universe is a much more calm path in the chest. A sound of breath was heard in Oktara's ears. 

He glanced at who was crying as much as he could, but it turned out that it was just ordinary. 

"Anara mending you sleep more than you cry like that. You're done with the prayer, right?" 

Anara did not answer anything fearing that her voice turned raucous she took off her face and laid her head on the bed, it feels very relieved when he has done something that really mustajab for him when people are fast asleep he asks Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala. 

Maybe some people feel that life must have challenges but when life without asking it feels really futile. Because our lives are interdependent between a creature and its God. 

The next morning Oktara's body began to improve. He rushed to the office. "Other times if the cry is not too excessive is not good. Try to reflect in front of the mirror in front of your eyes so full!" 

When he reflected in front of the mirror it was true that his face was very moist and his eyes slightly swollen reddish color. Because it might be too much to stop shedding tears until it really makes both eyes react. 

"Yes, if so I go first. Suppose there is nothing you stay my phone only. For a while you lived alone when I was not home, but later I will find a housekeeper to make you not tired." 

As usual, he drove forward to see Oktara get into the car and then he re-entered when it was done. 

***

There is a lot of preparation to be done, especially if he is getting married soon. The wedding is planned to be held in about 1 month. 

So Tiara and Vedro are one office or one job so they often meet which makes them fall in love until they decide to get married. Actually the beginning did not expect at all would be a match like this, but maybe the line of God is very large and that certainly makes it all together because of his will then they are united. 

When viewed from the flashback to the back, it is not unexpected. Everything just went so far even beyond expectations. 

And now they are united in a bond of love. "I really did not expect that we were united, it turns out that what happened in the past should not be said because all of that will be a do'a for both of us." 

"Yes also yes I was very excited for marriage the same you let alone accept you to be my companion, uh even now we will be a couple. I swear I was not really sure at that time accept you as my companion but now thank God I am grateful. After the problems that happened all this time in both of us's lives."

Tiara leaned her head against Vedro's shoulder. "It turns out we're both really, really happy, right?" 

"Everytime I don't want to lose you, unless death separates us both." 

"Can for example? Will that happen too?" 

"Yes but not now. A time of sudden happiness is taken, right?" 

***

Nanda thought about his fate that had not been married by Oktara, until anytime. "Why is my relationship still so gray? I am so confused about what to do! Why I don't feel so good about Oktara, I think she's hiding something behind me! Did I ask him so he could be honest with me? Moreover, nyokap has started to ask when Oktara bring his parents home! Why is my mind going everywhere like this. I don't want her to marry someone else, but I don't want her to tell me!" 

As a woman, you certainly feel confused and do not want to be thrown away because until whenever women are the most impactful. 

"Lo why is it like a lot of that thought?" One co-worker from Nanda asked lately a lot of thoughts and failed to focus on work, it was very influential. 

"I don't know that I'm really dizzy with my relationship with my boyfriend, lately he's been changing that much, more busy. You know why?" 

"If according to my experience and according to my friends, the guy must have a relationship with other people, I'm sure he has a relationship with others. Or he's married you don't know maybe!" 

"It's true, too, but where the hell could he betray me?"

"Once upon a time, there is no faithful word, even if there is a typical faithful man, it is a sign that he is a good man and deserves us but it is 1 in 1,000." 

Nanda immediately fell silent, maybe what was said by his friend or co-worker was right. He had to ask Oktara directly if this suspicion was right and if this suspicion was wrong. Which woman wants to be cheated on and which woman wants to be hidden, surely she wants to be the main human being. 

"Yes, I've continued working first, because I'm tired of having a lot of deadlines to do."

"Well, if so, I'll continue to work as well. Thank you so much for your advice to me I am so happy to have a work friend like you!" nanda's smile quickly. 

"No need to hurry either." They also work together on their respective tasks on the computer screen that is already on in front. 

Oktara got a message from Nanda, when she later returned to the office she wanted to meet with Oktara and a message that made her mind seem to want to meet quickly because of the many questions lodged in her head. 

***

They met when they got home from work. When you want to pick up Nanda, Nanda's face is very sensitive and very stubborn to tell or ask. "What do you mean you sent me the same message? What the hell do you really want to do with me?" 

"Actually our relationship is just Anara me and you, you and I pray 'there are no other women in our lives, right?" Instantly Anara pecked suddenly.