Anara & Oktara
13. Infidelity Revealed

Dinner is available on the table. It feels itchy to ask this directly but may not want to change the mood to be damaged finally he to the side first. "You why? How many thoughts are that? Tell me a story once I can help." 

"Had I want to eat first is not good if suppose again eat us stories or again chat." 

Anara simply nodded and did not question anymore. 

Oktara could no longer hold back all finally he told Anara what he had been hiding. Oktara saw the face of Anara who was very hungry to eat the food in front of her. It does not feel like he could say the truth but if you keep it hidden until whenever he will feel sinful. A woman as good as her should not get a bad man. 

"Well, I went to the upper room first." 

"Yes, I want to wash dishes in the kitchen." Octara climbed the stairs and entered the room. 

"Actually I want to say something similar to you, but I hope you don't tell anyone. And this is all our secret."

"What is Mas?" He is positive thinking, hopefully okay. 

"But I hope you don't be surprised and don't misunderstand me first, even though I will tell you everything but I will still bear your life." 

The words uttered by Oktara seemed ambiguous. Then he took a breath and explained what had really happened. "So all this time I've had an affair!" 

The deg! Which woman does not feel sad when a man who tries to love her instead chooses another woman. The sickest thing was that the man even told me directly to explain the truth. 

Oktara saw that both her eyes had turned red while the tears fell from the right and left points. But trying to restrain her he did not want to look crybaby. 

"So that woman was the one I loved the most after I broke up with my ex-fiancee. I'm well aware that what I'm doing is wrong and you have the right to judge me."

"So you've had an affair all along?" Anara's body felt trembling and did not expect what had been felt so far to be true and really he heard from his own Husband. 

Oktara knows that the person in front of her is hurt and will definitely hate. But it is true that their marriage is not based on falling in love or even having attachments to each other and they also know the consequences at the beginning that the pain will have a great chance.

"Keep you now what? I'll make what you want even when you want us to part, no problem!"  

Anara could only keep quiet she thought the chatter at the beginning had made Oktara open to accept but it turned out that it was all wrong. And beyond a doubt and utterly impossible. "If you want me to divorce, I'm ready to divorce you!"

"I don't want to disappoint my Mom and Dad, I want to make them happy. Keep marrying me Mas even though you never love me and love me. Many of your family are willing to save my family. Me and the family have a lot of service to your family." 

Oktara did not expect Anara to say this directly and expectantly. "I'm pretty sure you're really sick to hear your husband, aren't you talking like that?" 

Anara shook her head. But he forgot his eyes were so swollen and swollen because he did not stop crying until the sound was as hot. 

Oktara took drinking water and gave water to Anara. He as a man does not feel heart when a woman cries and is sad. 

"You're not papa, are you? I'm sorry if the words I said were too painful and make you hurt, I'm not a good man and I'm not a man who deserves a woman as good as you Anara." 

It's true! 

But is there no way to try it? Trying to love Anara? Dear her? 

Nonexistent? 

Octara approached and grabbed Anara and stroked her shoulders for the first time. Anara just felt a very close distance to Octara. "If you don't want to divorce me, I'll give you your needs and that's all my dependents. Don't cry anymore Anara, I feel guilty if you keep crying like this. Forgive me I can't love you yet" he said trembling. Until whenever Anara will still remember the words of Oktara about wanting to divorce him if he is unable to bear it. 

"Neither papa Mas. Not papa. Thanks again for the kindness that has been," he said, who always remembered. 

Suddenly the sound of the phone ringing on Oktara's phone. Anara saw the name on it. He told Octara to lift him up. "Yes hello. There's a--what? How about a night-night call?" 

Oktara still had feelings and felt really bad when Anara Wife was at the side. "Yes, I'll transfer it." 

Oktara quickly turned off her phone with the red button. Anara recently sajmdah turned out Oktara was transferring money to another woman. And the attention to that woman? 

Anara decided to go to sleep and turn her body to the right but asked permission first. "Yes, if so I slept first. If for example, sleep first." 

Oktara washed her face in the bathroom, washed her face and brushed her teeth. Then he went to bed. But before that he took a blanket over Anara, so that he could sleep warmly. 

Actually Anara realized there was someone who covered her with a blanket. But he still felt silent. 

***

Anara sees a message from Tiara if for example Oktara's birthday today. Tiara invites Anara to surprise Oktara. But unexpected surprise Octara later. 

Tiaras

"So today, Oktara's sister, what if we give her a surprise?" 

Anara 

"She's calm, man," 

"You why? How come smiling is not so obvious? What's up?" 

"Em, no really. It's okay hehe. I'm not papa. You wanna go? I'll drive it forward, huh Mas." Oktara was confused why Anara was ordinary after the drama last night. 

Coffee and breakfast on the table. He took and with one gulp. "Yes, if so, I went to work first." 

After Oktara is out of the house, Anara plans to give a small surprise to Oktara. But not a fancy surprise or a mediocre surprise. 

He takes a jacket and locks the house to buy a birthday cake for Oktara. Which is not far from home. With a simple request, do not forget to buy fresh flowers. Take him home. 15. The pain is not playing 

In the living room, 

Anara is watching television. But somehow suddenly he felt bad after getting a short message from Oktara, tell me today he came home a little bit long or a little nervous. "Why do I suddenly feel bad?" 

Actually doang want to go to the office Oktara, want to see what activities occur after returning home from work because the feeling was not good at home. Because a woman certainly fuss about this so than regretting the end he took an online motorcycle taxi to the office Oktara. 

There was a woman who was waiting in front of him thinking it was someone else a few minutes later Oktara came out of the room and approached the woman. Even positive thoughts are still in the shadows. Their distance that was not too far sounded once what they both talked about. 

"There are still many ma'af if suppose I go to your office first because I am very lazy waiting in my office." Oktara quickly opened the door with the permission to go inside.

"It turns out Mas Oktara with the same woman. So the woman was the one who was told that she was a lot prettier than me and it looked like she was the son of a rich man who was worth Mas Oktara." 

Both of her tears suddenly dripped unexpectedly it turned out Oktara was alone with a woman who was not her companion. Instead of wanting to make peace with yesterday eh now even hurt again. Quickly when the car just passed in front of him he was on foot to be able to go home. 

Not expecting it to turn out on the outside like that and even being alone with a woman. 

When in the car Oktara felt there was a strange thing she suddenly felt unwell but she did not know what was meant in her feelings. "Why are you suddenly such a freak? You think of something again, huh? A new feeling was you yesterday birthday why now his face is bent like that?" 

"Maybe this is just ordinary doang," inwardly in his heart and then continue the journey for them to walk together. Because he sent me a message earlier that he came home a little late. 

And when it comes to it still feels the same feeling that is feeling restless and worried. He told Nanda to first choose clothes at the clothing store when he arrived inside. Apparently there were some calls from Anara that he did not answer. Out of curiosity quickly he called back but there was no answer like a cell phone that was turned off, feeling worried if something happened because he was home alone. 

"I've bought this shirt to live on pay-only at the cashier!" He keeps his cell phone back and pays and they'll walk together again.  

"Why the hell are you thinking about something like that?" 

"No, I'm okay. Yes, if so you buy again what you will want me to buy today as well. As a sign of my gratitude because you have a surprise for me yesterday that I will never forget." 

Feeling given the opportunity finally Nanda quickly entered the bag shop. Which is very expensive and certainly branded very rarely found throughout the archipelago because the goods are also limited edition. While waiting to choose the goods Oktara was back to entertain for a moment some distance to call back. But still the results are nil and the sense of anxiety is getting bigger and raging. 

"You did the hell play HP mulu from earlier. Let's go find a nice bag for me. Why are you so weird all of a sudden and so much of a change of mind?" There were two bags in Nanda's hand on the left and right that were red and white. 

"Yes have chosen your favorite I will payin, I don't know which good ya already take if you don't choose both!" Quickly because offered 2 bags he finally brought the bag at the cashier to be paid by Oktara. 

"Please ma'af it doesn't seem like the money is enough!"

"You are why the hell is not even a person who is so goofy, he said just choose everything after you want to pay you even ah not enough money how the hell!" Nanda furiously made Oktara's head feel heavy and sick. 

He decides to walk out of the bag shop leaving Nanda alone who has not paid. "Darling, baby where are you going to leave me anyway!" Oktara did not care about the screams of the people inside the bag shop. 

He rushed outside the parking lot and boarded the car to go straight home. Especially when the call was not there at all. 

When he got home he knocked but there was no response. He looked back or the trunk but there was no response either. He quickly pushed the door to get Anara out of the house. "Where the hell are you Anara? Where are you again? Make me worry!" He felt trembling as he tried to call back no response. 

Not long after he saw Anara who had just returned home. "Assalamu'alaikum." 

"Wa'alaikumsalam, where did you end up? How inactive is your number? Where are you going?" 

"I was out of your office on foot."

"Huh? My office? Why are you there?" Anara nodded and answered nothing. He opened the door of the house with the key he took from the bag. 

"You're a freak. You're freaking me out, you know!" 

The ringing sound is heard. "Well, I went inside first! You pick up your phone." 

Nandas. 

"Why are you staying with me anyway? I've been waiting for you since, you have to pay for the bag. I'm ashamed of it."

Without a second thought Oktara transfers some money to Nanda to pay for the unpaid bag. He went into the house and sat in the living room. See Anara cooking fish for dinner tonight. 

The shavings! 

Clean the refrigerator that is dirty and must have been cleaned to be neater. She is a good woman, even tested with a man like her who is like this. In contrast to Nanda who is much more emotional and more guiding without caring about the people around him. 

"Have you eaten the cake?" When he opened the refrigerator, the cake he bought was half. 

"Hm" answered. 

"Oh yes." When I wanted to go back, Oktara said thank you. 

Anara just nodded and excused herself to the kitchen for cooking. "Why is Anara silent? And he's why?" 

Seeing the movements of Anara that looks different from before. Usually the woman is much more expressive and keeps it well gini even standard and mediocre. Oktara wondered if Anara felt angry when at the time of her birthday she did not come and even disappointed her heart. 

"Why do I suddenly feel this way? And why do I feel like a guilty person?" 

"Why did Oktara find me?" his inner.