Anara & Oktara
22. Learn to Love

Finally get together again with both friends who are very reliable for the problem of venting what else is a deep enough problem. 

Maybe actually their meeting was not too planned but because with this prank call actually happened then from that eventually they will tell a little about their personal matters. "Actually you want to tell what the hell we both like a burden in the mind?" 

"It's my household problem anyway and I actually want to tell the same story but don't know the story is the same who you can help the problems that exist in my life." He tapped with his fingers on the table. 

After explaining some important parts they finally directly deduced what had actually happened. And it was as if this was the biggest question and the most unanswered question Oktara could answer straight away. "That's how he was also trapped in this condition I was confused what I should do. But how confused!" 

"So you two don't have genuine love and affection? If there is no love between you why did you decide to get married? I'm confused about the same way you think!" 

Oktara just this time told as much detail as possible. "Huh why is it so complicated? I just have to explain and digest well in order to find out what was said earlier." 

"Yes, what do I have to do so I can get what I want? Sometimes I feel guilty all this time to behave with him because he is forever very good with me. And if I can be honest in my inner heart that I want to actually change myself so that I can love and love him, but the heart problem is very difficult to live!" Just this time he explained as much detail as possible and only this time he could feel relieved because his two best friends even support whatever is best instead of corner and blame what should not be done and what to do. 

"If I said before too late and before getting what you should get from the person, it would be nice if I think I learned to love by force. Yes, maybe at first it might seem strange that why love should be forced and why love should be done, why love should be, because basically you are married have allured the promise not only from two parties but between man to man and his God. It's a bit of a problem like this, though, but if I think when you try to open your heart to a woman who may not love at first but long you will open by itself later," a brief clap that makes Oktara even think that suppose life is a bit difficult. 

"So do you two think I should learn to force my love on him? But I'm confused, where did it start?" 

"Jeez use ask to be explained everything that starts, if I think the simple thing doang aja used to be done so you get used to him."

"But the problem is I already have an affair that I love!" 

"Huh? When you got married you had another woman?" 

Oktara was timid to nod. "Gue is really confused, but how can I not get out of this zone as well?" 

"Gosh your problem turned out to be complete as well yes I think you are happy forever!" 

After explaining at length what really happened, finally Oktara can draw the conclusion that he must open his heart. And should be able to legowo because everything must go well anyway what else soon he will have a sister-in-law. Tiara is the only sister who is also a woman who certainly if hurt she will also be sick. 

He took a breath to be able to stabilize what he felt, say goodbye to go home and start for things that just hopefully can be lived well. 

They are both proud to have a friend who wants to change for the better. 

***

It has been two days Oktara felt very confused, why is Anara's attitude like this? "I want to ask you, why are you? Why are your eyes swollen? Are you crying?" He turned away Anara's body and took out the tissue that was in front. 

After sitting at the dinner table Anara finally explained what happened in the last few days. Both eyes Anara immediately widened not expecting it turns out Nanda can say like that. Oktara clearly refused, and rubbed everything because there was nothing he did and everything would be fine. 

"Are you honest with me?" 

"I have to be honest, especially if I never do it? Even though I'm not a good man but I never do that to other women even if you don't, right?" 

"But why is he talking like me? Even he was crying indistinctly?" Oktara felt tight listening to those words. 

"Now just aja deh mending we meet together with the three of them explain one by one. How can you not think about what is unclear?" 

"I'm pretty sure what was said was the right thing, if you two love each other and want to be with me willing to back off." 

Oktara laughed saying this directly. It's easy to say part. "Well, what if you don't love me, I can't make it! You know why I got out of that house 2 days for what? Do you want to know if you expect me to come back or not? But there's something very confusing." 

"I really want to talk to you." Didn't Anara call herself you and me wrong? Which is usually only with formal languages. 

"I want to learn to love you!" 

Booms! It was as if the feeling had exploded a little. And confused to be able to answer what because the words that come out directly from Oktara are very rare and must be listened to carefully in order to get good things too. 

"Are you really talking like this about me? I really didn't think? I didn't hear wrong, did you say I was the same as me?" 

"I'm serious, you never thought I was lying and I never joke. Do you think I have a chance to learn to love you? Do you want to open your heart to me? Even if we are together again."

Anara is still not convinced and she quickly questions how the situation relates to Nanda. "I have never done it at all, until whenever I have never done it to anyone but my own wife."

The deg! Why suddenly the atmosphere felt a little bit hot which initially might be cold and immediately changed suddenly like so. 

His gaze was very sharp. 

"So how do you want to live my life with me? Uh, does that mean me?" Putting a pinky and then hooking in both. Like someone who just got married to adjust to something new.