Anara & Oktara
43. Forced to Marry

"How do you like my cooking?" Finally finished also make fried rice in the kitchen even though it may be with potluck seasoning and also only egg ceplok also on it but this is very draining especially for the most special people and also most importantly it is added chili to make it slightly spicy. 

The first mouthful he put into both his eyes looking up always chews him to feel whether this suits his taste or not. Like cooking on television. "What value do you think I'll give you?" 

"If I think you'll give me 100 because my food is perfect?" In a very simple way, but able to make it tense as judged by a professional jury. 

"Humans are not perfect even food sometimes there are shortcomings as well so if I think I love the value of 85 you learn a lot more so that you can make me much more than which now?" 

Anara roused her lips down because it was really hard to get value for herself from people who were stingy about numbers. 

"Well, it's up to you, if so I take a shower, yes in the room?" 

Anara went into the room and bathed the baby who had just woken up, because he still can not eat rice so he must be very early in the morning to eat or breakfast first nutritious so that the child can get a good intake later into his digestion and most the important thing is that a mother must be able to do the best for her child so that later her child becomes a smart and smart child. 

Because he did not want to capture the moment just for real quickly Oktara also posted on both phones the first was the cellphone of Anara lying on the table and the second was a mobile phone that he accidentally put it in the bag with the same photo. Since the two of them married they have absolutely nothing to hide let alone all the contents of the phone. 

"Geez it turns out Papah's son is very beautiful yes, you are big fast yes so we can walk and we can also go to the rich garden of others."

"Didn't it seem like it's been almost 1 month at home?" 

"Yes it turned out that time was spinning so very fast really not because it was the journey of the time you were pregnant and also giving birth and now she is already in front of us." 

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Preparation this time is very tiring even when reflecting in front of the mirror it feels like turning back and turning the direction does not want to be in the position now. "Actually you're not the same love as me? What if I looked at you like so much different? It's it's not just a wedding doang?" As a woman must be very lazy if marriage is just a sign not because of love and affection. 

"Actually I don't love and love you, because I don't want to forget about my past, if these words are painful for you, the reality is that I really do not love you but I want to try to love you. Help me make me forget my past." Ridho mother really could not accept in a short time like this because his past always overshadowed his mind. 

Karin went into the dressing room quickly she shed tears that she had withstood from earlier, he said, the issue of love and affection is very important in any relationship in a very sacred event, since it was first introduced to a man and this is for the first time the last time in life why must feel a very great wound. He said that suppose to love other women and until they get married later maybe it will be like that continue women where do not feel sick prospective Husband will not love him just just to live his routine as a character Husband. 

When outside Ridho turned out to have changed clothes with clothes the first time they came earlier. From a distance he saw Ridho open a photo of one of his WA friends status. The man who was sitting was sad to see the photo of a small family that is the longest in WA status, it feels sad, when Karen approached Ridho said that the photo was the person he loved so far who turned out to have a partner and also children. 

In the photo is very visible a pair of couples who are very familiar and even very romantic they seem happy. "Why do you still expect people who already have a partner and also have their own family?" 

Ridho did not answer and looked at Karin with a very sharp gaze quickly he asked ma'af because he was presumptuous to ask this directly even though he might be a candidate

Husband but until anytime it is a personal thing of his past that does not need to be revealed to his own candidate. "I'm asking ma'af to be with you I don't have any intention of tipping this up." 

Quickly after saying goodbye to get out of the fittings of their clothes, they just go into the car. "From here we just go home because I have a lot of work that I have to do." 

Karin could not refuse he just agreed and while in the car there was no chat between the two of them. They are like being alone and stiff. 

"If so I just go home anyway ma'af if suppose I don't stop by anyway greetings the same people who are at home." 

Karin thanked him and nodded he went into the house and was asked a question by Mama who was very happy very soon the same daughter who was a child now soon to be married. 

Because he did not want to ruin the mood of Mama became bad quickly he said he was very happy married and impatient. "If only Mama knew that suppose our marriage was not expected by one of us?" 

"Anyway you two should be able to be a very independent couple and you should also be able to understand each other never be selfish and you should be able to be a good wife later do not be too dependent same old man, okay?" 

"Where's the shirt fittings?" 

"Udah, everyone has been running continuously he said he has a job so that's why the fittings of our clothes go straight home, yes already if that's how I went into the room first yes mah want to change clothes because it has not been praying also mumpung still have time," his smile was very forced.