Anara & Oktara
44. Meet Ridho

"Why do you have to do everything anyway, he was ready, you you have a partner, why do you have to think of people like that?" said Oktara who was really angry because he felt unacceptable when this is not a matter between why he was told to solve problems that occurred to people in the past. 

"I'm not good if for example Mama Ridho said directly to me to ask for help to find him I'm not good for nolak. I wish I could understand yes I put Pingkan at home first." 

"Yes, it's up to you that you actually married her just as I did, you're more important than home?" Oktara was really angry. As a woman who obeyed 

Her husband eventually abandoned his intention to leave the house because he did not get permission. 

"Why don't you go and why are you still here he said he wanted to find him and tell him, so that he went back to the house emang he was already big, also already big, already big, grown-up?" 

Anara smiled and then briefly kissed the cheek of Oktara saying all this as if just a friendship or friendship if there is no other purpose for cheating. Moreover, they both already have a child who is not really likely to cheat let alone double to other men one was tired let alone two. 

"You why the hell keep getting angry with me when I'm not okay and I also do not make any problems how?" 

"I don't want if suppose you go to and fro just as the person is not clear let alone he ever likes you, if suppose he wants to do evil as you keep you diem how? As strong as the woman will never be strong as a man even though the man is thin so if I think you are mengingan at home yes." 

"Well, if you tell me to stay home, I'll never argue at home." After they had begun to subside and also began to get along suddenly the sound of the phone ringing in bed quickly both eyes look in that direction. 

"Yes, you've been hunting uplifting times is important." 

He quickly lifted it by sliding the screen of the green phone to the top. Very heard a moaning voice begging him to be able to find where he is because he is confused also want to find where it is because he does not know where the association is. 

"Yes already in Aunt I will find as much as possible and I will tell you later if for example there is news, upset and do not think. Aunty calm down, don't be sad." He quickly turned off his phone. 

"Yes I gave you the opportunity to find him and you remember my message anyway you should be able to take good care of yourself and never do anything outside of what I asked. But there are conditions, yes" he said at a very long length. 

"Yes, you have already told me what the conditions are I will want to exist in kok and also want to obey what you say." 

When he heard Oktara would give one condition and the condition was that he had to accompany him then he laughed again because so possessive he did not want to lose a difference with his attitude that was much more indifferent and relaxed. "Yes already if that we just go straight away may we meet yet love understanding let's go back home." 

They both get into the car looking for where they usually hang out and where they usually spend themselves when sad or upset. 

***

"Riddho," call Anara who saw Ridho who was sitting alone looking ahead usually if again upset or sad he likes to stay silent in front of the lake from the past until now there is no change still always has. 

Anara and Oktara got out of the car and approached. "Wait a minute here I want to talk first." 

"Yes, but not for long." Anara slowly stepped out and called out her name. 

"Ridho, what are you doing here again?" 

Ridho just smiled normally even he could not answer anything he felt at this moment much more deeply could not even be expressed. "I want to talk to you, can't I?" When looking back there was a man who was watching the two of them by putting his hands on his chest with a cross. It turns out Anara is not alone but with her partner who certainly is natural a married woman must be accompanied by her mahram. 

"Can I talk to you for a minute?" 

"I actually do not want to marry him even until this moment I feel really sad to accept the offer to mate with him instead of why yes I did not really like and do not like not in love with him. But I feel sorry for my parents who are getting older even now they really want me to get married and happy. When the hell can I find someone who is really dear but it turns out when I have got happiness, it turns out he already has a partner even now he is very happy to have a child." Ridho is very depressed and also feels sad not being able to reach what he wants, and really want to marry the woman who is in front of him now right up to anytime and anywhere will never lose that sense because his love is too far and too deep so it is difficult to get to the surface. 

"Ridho you can't say it like this is your choice and maybe it's your destiny with him, your time is very hearty think like that That's a sign that you are selfish to hurt many people. You can't be like that you came back to the house earlier Mama you contact me, she was very worried about your presence why you didn't go back home?" 

Ridho only kept silent then when he wanted to hold Anara's hand quickly Oktara rubbed him and lowered the number because no one should hold but himself. "Gue hope you can appreciate me if I'm here?" 

Oktara withdrew to the back then let the two of them chat until she really thought this was enough. 

"I hope you go home sorry people are home yet nyariin you when you really do like this? Ridho I'm sure you will be happy later who will be very happy when you have a family and also people who really care about you." Anara is able to penetrate the feelings of Ridho, he is the most able to make his mind change and willing to do something because it may be super soft words and also a good word to hear. 

***

Having successfully persuaded her to return home quickly Oktara advised her not to get too close to a man who still harbors feelings for Anara. 

"I hope you don't have any more contact with him let alone communication." 

"Changed change a man if he still has feelings yes will grow if suppose the woman continues to approach him." 

"It's true, too, but I'm sure he'll be happy later after marriage we do'ain aja the best." 

"Where he doesn't love you, you're so kind to him that even you treat him like a man is treated by a mother" Oktara said in her heart. 

***

Finally Ridho was welcomed home by Mama by hugging her very tightly. Mama told him to sit on the sofa and asked yesterday where and also why there was no news at all even his HP number was really not active Mama was very worried about why-why. "I don't know why I just calm myself down if I can accept reality or not."

It made Mama very surprised what her son meant. "Actually I do not love Karin but yes because I want to be happy Mama and Papah yes I have tried to love but it turns out that the more days H I feel sick." 

If indeed it is the real answer from the beginning Mama already really wants it too if everything is ended for the happiness of her son but because Ridho did not say anything so Mama just accept what actually it will happen later why it can be like now after everything is almost finished. 

"But I want to try to love him but I hope there's no coercion." 

"Just Mama always supports what is best for you, you don't feel that everything is depressed." The two of them embraced each other.