Anara & Oktara
46. Painful Chat

Karin's House. 

Ridho accidentally picked up Karin at home before he had not been confirmed first because it was so lazy to tell or chat. Quickly because he entered the room to change his clothes while Ridho was engrossed in chatting in the living room. 

"I don't know if you're getting married soon."

"Yes Aunty did not expect very soon I'm the same Karin will be married, I really did not expect it turns out my soul mate was already in front of my eyes." Ridho was just a pleasant talk answering questions that came out directly from his mother Karin. 

Meanwhile, when Karin in the room was confused to choose clothes to be able to walk with Ridho today, he also did not know where to go because Males also made his name. 

"I think it's cooler." Quickly because it took the origin of one of the clothes in the closet and then quickly he wore without having to combine the clothes he wore with the veil he wore. 

Without makeup polish that is very menor quite electric and also powder to be a little confident than being in a home that is far from wearing no make-up at all. "Well, that's like having to go now." Karin also took a bag and shoes that were in the room shelf and then went down and approached Ridho who was waiting below. 

When he came down below suddenly the sight of the two people who were sitting and chatting was immediately dumbfounded to see the appearance of Karin who was very ordinary. "Why are you guys thinking about me like that so much what's wrong with my appearance?" 

"How long have you been in the room, it's just these clothes that you wear?" Mama's question that makes her feel a little ambiguous why suddenly the question like this market feels really strange. 

"No papa kok Aunt Karin looks prettier and more what it is." Quickly and without lingering because it was saying goodbye and when it was outside opened the door by Ridho, it looks very happy Mama really saw her son who will soon be married to an arranged man. Although he may feel that the man who invited him today has not fully placed his heart on love is not there but he still tried and lived it may there be a miracle that God gave. 

"Today we'll eat before we find the invitation." 

"So the invitation that we ordered was apparently not printed anymore because the printing was closed, he said, so we find another place that is a lot and if I think it is not necessary for us too urgent because it is still about 2 weeks too." 

Karin just nodded and understood not to make any comments. Hope everything goes very well. 

"Are we actually doing everything here?" Ridho deliberately pulled an empty bench and allowed Karin to sit down. 

"Why do you think I'm like that? Don't speculate anything. There's something I want to say to you that you hope you understand what I mean." Ridho showed the photos of the invitation to because which invitation would be the right one they would choose for their wedding. 

In any case he saw even the theme covering for their wedding was also placed on the table from the photos that were deliberately taken and sent to his mobile phone and given directly to Karina to the candidate female. "This one is better and better." 

"It's also true that this one is simple." The waiter put food and drinks on the table and then excused to leave. 

"Once from here we immediately see the forms of invitations that we will choose later continue after that we just go home papa, right?" Karin just nodded. 

"Cock the food is not eaten anyway? Don't you like it?" 

"I want to tell you the same story so that later you are not surprised," said Ridho quickly showed a photo of a woman on his cellphone that is very neatly stored. 

Then make Karin immediately ask what the name of this woman and what her relationship. Ridho quickly said the photo was the most special person and his life that until this moment could not shift the feeling of love and affection. "Either know why I still love and love this woman, her name is Anara she is married and has a child so if I think she is a very important person for my life, if asked who is wrong, I am sure I am wrong. But I still love and love him if I think it's hard to forget everything in him for my life."

"Is he too good for you that you can't forget him?" 

Ridho nodded quickly which made his feeling instantly as if he was sliced and slapped. 

"She's a woman I've loved for a long time even from the past until now there's no change." 

"Well, when you say this to me does he know if you love him?" 

"Yes... He knows that suppose I like and love him but he says we are only limited friendship if there is no sense of each other for him. I just sent a short message to him if for example I really love him very much if I am going to get married soon also married with another woman and another woman is you. You know why I married you, what is it?"

"Will I forget him?"

"It turns out that woman has a very strong feeling in her. Without being told what we are thinking. The way I wanted to marry her, I had to marry another woman. If until you succeed in making my feelings fall in love with you and you manage to make me forget about him then you are the winner. There were so many women I approached but never reached the ending. I gave you a chance so you could change my life." 

"God willing I will try to change it, with God's permission everything will change with time." 

And Ridho just smiled just finishing the food and drink in front of him. 

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There are a lot of invitations there. They are told to choose which invitation will be used as an invitation to invited guests later. After about 15 minutes of choice they finally found that the invitation was white like gold. 

"Geez I don't think I'll be married soon" he murmured inwardly. 

"I hope you understand that if we get married we will never be happy, because our happiness is not created but forced. You understand what I mean? And until whenever I'll never love you?" Ridho said this directly to Karin. 

"Why are you talking about me the same? You don't want to open your heart to me?" Karin actually wants to open her heart to Ridho how like a woman who wants to get married. 

"Please say my words hurt your feelings but yes it is like that. Yes, if it runs out of here we just go home right away." Ridho first got into the car after paying for the food they ordered earlier. Karin was ready for how long to get into the car sitting next to her in front of the wheel.