Anara & Oktara
60. Marriage Plan

"Yes, I've immediately picked up to your house just a minute later I will get there you and and a beautiful one okay?" Sony turned off his phone because he was almost 10 minutes late so for a girl he did not really ngaret.

He quickly got into the car after saying goodbye and headed to Nadia's house to take her to a place he had been thinking about from last night that was able to make her unable to sleep well.

When in the car whether this choice and decision is sure to marry Nadia and whether it is possible in the future they both will last because he thinks Nadia is still overshadowed by a thickened past.

Suddenly the thought of something that wants to be asked directly to Nadia maybe this is a very sensitive question but if not asked it will continue to shadow her mind and she quickly asked directly to her Nadia is playing the phone. "I want her to be the same you do you still love Oktara your ex?"

"Why are you like that, why? How do you like that anyway do you still hesitate to marry me who is still loved by the past?" Her name is a woman must be confused when a man who already wants to invite her to marry but suddenly just ask questions like that.

"Yes no papa, just the name doang kok no mean anything. I want to make sure doang do you want to start being a relationship with me?"

"I really still love him even now I still love him but if I think it's not good to love him but he never loved us, maybe it sounds like a cliche we don't expect the same he's lying I don't expect I still ngarepin him even to this second I assume he's still mine. How anyway. when we were very happy to be a fiancee suddenly just broke up and I was sure at that time he was my soul mate and until anytime would be my soul mate but apparently we are not mate and we are separated by the unexpected. Long enough to keep healing the heart and I feel why the hell life is like being forced to be unhappy and why my life is always loved by problems but maybe that's what the process is called, if I may not undergo a process in the past maybe until now I have never been aware of how to become a more mature human being so a better human being and even become a human being who can accept what has happened in the past."

"But before I was sorry to say it was the same you have no intention for anything about your past and bring up your sadness but what is clear is that I want us to be relationship cramming not because it is overshadowed by the past and I just want to really menggejalanin relationship with you so I'm just as detailed as you." Sony knows very well that relating to the past can never be eliminated the more we remember the more we find it difficult to forget how to make us forget yes we have lived with whatever we have how to walk and how to move forward.

"And you don't have to worry when we get married I'll never remember my past and I'll live my future, maybe it's weird and you feel like I haven't really loved you yet but when you give me a chance to change and you give me time to love you and love you the same you then I'll try it so you don't worry about what I do later."

Because they do not want to discuss too long finally Sony agreed the words then they both look for a topic of discussion that is much more interesting that does not make the situation increasingly murky and longer possible will stay away because the past is what continues to be discussed and become the main role.

They had entered a jewelry store and quickly Sony asked for items that Nadia deserved to use. "Yes, have you just choose which items you want to wear and which items you want to use I love it sincerely not for nothing."

Because there are so many choices there to make Nadia confused about which jewelry she should wear later she thought this is for a proposal or how rich but it turns out she was wrong when Sony said what he meant the goal is to give this.

"You know not why I suddenly love you necklace and ring yes really no mean anything anyway want to tell if I am really serious whether you are not a symbol or this is nothing just to give me a prayer."

"Hey, why are you talking? Yes, you have shown me which you like and which you choose I will pay whatever you want."

The jewelry store seller was ready to take the goods he chose he said maybe the woman was nervous to choose which items are suitable for her to wear and fit. "It's easy how many couples who come here are also groggy and confused so it's not a problem like how to either."

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"Thank you you are very good with me and I did not feel very good when you love this jewelry because I think this is too excessive when we are not a really halal couple still in process?"

"Udahlah, everything will be fine and everything will also be lived if you are used to me there is no meaning of anything I would have said earlier if I did not mean anything just want this love to be with you so that you are happy for my seriousness." He smiled by displaying very deep right and left dimples to make his face even sweeter.

"Yes, thank you very much, you are good with me. I'm just grumpy."