Anara & Oktara
9. Inner Bond

The bread on the table is ready. Oktara said goodbye even though her body does not feel healthy today. He got in the car and went to work. "Don't you take it to the office?"

"No, yes, I went first. Assalamu'alaikum." 

"Wa'alaikumsalam." 

After leaving the house, Anara usually after marriage always tidied up the house every day but before that he exercised lightly first in front of the terrace whose yard can really be used for sports. 

He was in an office with a state of body that did not feel sick or healthy. 

Start to work. "Lo why does it look so pale? Saucepan?" 

"Gue had gone home not shampooing so it was like not feeling well and like a fever," his voice was also a little bit shady and not heard as usual. 

The question of a million people. "Where is your wife pregnant yet?"

"Em not yet, but do'ain me yes! And I also do'ain lo hopefully soon after ya Bar!" 

"Oh very amiin, do'ain me anyway so I can follow you and certainly have a small family later!" 

Even if you know what is going on at home, surely people do not think they do not sleep together. "If I tell you what really happened, they can't believe it! Why do I not love this woman until now? Though if suppose I do not mind also I'm the same he's legitimate it's a sign up to us, but why am I even like this?" Because his head felt dizzy and did not want to think too heavy finally he forgot what happened at home and did not want to respond to questions that might be like a passing wind. 

***

Nanda checked his phone trying to contact Oktara who never came. For half an hour he was here no car stopped and told him to get in the car. "Geez so long anyway usually also this hour pick me up! I hate waiting!" he was upset by a few seconds checking the clock that was coiled to his left. 

"Gue sure as hell Nanda has been waiting for me!" The office work piling up makes it a little bit 

"I'm sorry I took you so long. Do not know why my body is not very good maybe because it was exposed to rain at that time, I did not immediately shampoo. You just got home from work?" 

"Yes I just went home anyway I was tired of working all day today. Sometimes we go for a walk I've been a long time ago we don't really go for a walk all day." 

"Yes later we will go for a walk, because I am very busy with my work. Oh yes the money I transferred that time is over yet? If so, then you will be told!" 

"Geez I'm so happy to date you, don't know why it feels so happy especially when we get married." Oktara felt choked and coughed suddenly. 

"You why? How do you suddenly cough? Bring you to your subscription clinic, let me anterin today." 

"I'm not okay I'm mediocre, so you don't worry too much about me!" Octara stroked the top of Nanda's head. They have a forbidden relationship that should not be woven at any time.  

Nanda arrived and went into the house. 

***

"Wa'alaikumsalam." He entered the house by giving his bag to Anara. Then he went into the room up the stairs to take a shower. 

Anara felt a very strange thing, why in her mind felt bad. But he tries to get used to it, takes Oktara's briefcase and brings her into the room. The feeling of something wrong after seeing a short message from someone when Oktara took a shower in the bathroom, it was so opiate to see who was on Oktara's phone. When he opened it, he got a message from someone. 

"I love you so much, I promise to be a good woman to you!" - Nanda

It feels like the whole body feels weak and really feels confused about what to do. 

His tears suddenly fell from left to right and left temple, which he instantly removed instantly. He does not want if for example this taste changes with jealousy even though the bitterness he feels. "Mas Oktara's message has not liked my presence and she prefers other women who love her much." 

Oktara just came out of the bathroom, and she quickly saw Anara doing something. 

"Why are you standing in front of that? How come your eyes suddenly cry? Why?" Anara could only shake her head and not answer anything she smiled, changing her position in the other direction. Oktara saw the movements that looked different and she felt very strange about what happened. 

Anara took the towel outside which was already dry and went inside the bathroom to take a shower. Oktara still can't believe what Anara did? He still guesses. He opened a message from WA and the message had been opened by someone, who else if not Anara who was in this house. There's no way it's someone else. 

Oktara waited for Anara to come out of the bathroom. After going out and letting the shirt go first, she asks if Anara opened her phone without permission. Anara's heart was beating faster than before. Very deg-degan. Confused what to answer. "I asked again, did you open my phone without asking permission first? If so, what did you open?" 

"What the hell, I don't know anything. Why anyway? I didn't open anything!" 

"Rare you open anything? You don't lie, do you? I don't like it like that." 

"Yes I ask ma'af same you Mas, you do not be angry with me. I promise I won't do that again."

"Well, for today I forgive you. But if you repeat again I will never forgive you, because this is not a polite thing even though we have become a halal bond. We already have automatic life should also have privacy so do not arbitrarily wait we are married you want to open my HP!" 

"Yes, I understand and I understand too. I hope you want ma'afin, I once again ask ma'af." 

"Gue sure that Anara has been squirming the text message, but if I suppose it means that it is a sign I was caught dong I cheated! I think I should keep this secret tight and I should be careful not to get caught again!" he murmured inwardly, he no longer wanted to be lost in this matter. 

"Allah will strengthen the servant so that he can live this life well and certainly be a proud Wife of Husband." Anara always prayed in him so that whatever happened would be something of patience and test in order to get into the next level. 

God slowly showed me the reason why Octara didn't love her.