Aqidah Love
Feeling of Loss

"Mom wants us to go back to your father's hometown, do you mind, Fa?" Saidah looked at the princess expectantly.

"Go back to your father's hometown?" ask Fatiya who repeated the mother's request.

Saidah nodded confidently.

Fatiya nodded, the beautiful girl agreed with the mother's request as her promise would fulfill the wishes of the only old man she still had.

"We leave after you take the graduation, but sorry if later mom can not accompany you at your graduation, son," said the mother with a sad look.

Her condition is still weak, as well as advice from doctors who require the thin woman to be treated in the next two or three days, make Bu Saidah not possible to come to the ceremonial event that the duration of the long time.

"It's okay, Mom. Fafa does not take the graduation nor does it matter. We will leave the day after tomorrow, if Mom is healthy and can get out of here, yes," Fatiya replied with a smile, to calm the mother so as not to feel guilty about her.

"If so, is Mom okay if Fata stays for a while? Fafa wants to say goodbye to Pak Angga." Fatiya fixed her mother's blanket.

Saidah nodded weakly. "Go, Son. Mom's okay, after all, there are nurses who routinely check their mother's health, right?" Saidah rubbed the back of the princess' hand lovingly.

"Good, Mom. Fafa wants to prepare first," said Fatiya who immediately moved. "Tomorrow at night, then Fafa will take our belongings," he continued while removing the mucus.

The girl then smoothed her face and immediately put on a hijab. Fatiya took her backpack, took her lipstick and applied it to her ranum lips.

Only the lipstick that Fatiya uses to beautify his appearance, even though it is only thin because Fatiya does not like to preen.

"Fafa's leaving, Mom. Assalamu'alaikum," said Fatiya later, after making sure his appearance was quite neat. Fatiya kissed the back of the mother's hand with an unedim.

Today, Fatiya appeared relaxed without the usual uniform. The girl wore a long dark-colored toad combined with an orange-colored blouse, making Fatiya's appearance look fresh. Despite the fact, what appeared from the outside was inversely proportional to his current mood.

Fatiya then immediately came out of the mother's nursery and closed the door again in a tight fit, so that the mother could see the atmosphere outside.

Before leaving the place, Fatiya took the time to meet the nurse on duty to leave his mother.

"Sorry, Sus, I have to go out for a while. Please my mother routinely checks in, yes," Pinta Fatiya politely.

"Good, Ma'am. We will definitely monitor the patient's condition" the nurse replied kindly.

Fatiya smiled and then immediately left the hospitalization puskesmas with a feeling of relief.

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Thirty minutes later, Fatiya arrived at the showroom where he worked by riding the angkot as usual.

Fatiya hurriedly stepped through the spacious parking lot with an ever-smiling face, greeting the people who passed by her.

"Mbak Fafa, the tumben Mbak Fafa is not wearing a uniform?" ask a janitor who is sweeping the yard.

"Yes, Mas. I didn't go in today, Mom. There will be a moment with Mr. Teddy," replied Fatiya with a friendly smile.

"Okay, Mom, thanks for the information. I went inside first, yes," said Fatiya who immediately spurred a step to leave the janitor, who then continued his work again.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Mr. Teddy," said Fatiya on the doorstep of his supervisor's room.

"Wa'alaikumsalam, Ma'am Fafa. Please come in" said Mr. Teddy kindly. The Angga-aged man then pointed to an empty bench in front of him.

"Lho, earlier he said, Ms Fafa can't go in because her mother is sick?" asked Mr. Teddy, after Fatiya sat across the table in front of him.

"Yes, Sir. It was like that, but it's another matter" Fatiya replied. "Fafa had previously apologized if this was sudden," Fatiya said next.

"Why, Ma'am? What, his marriage leave is coming from now on?" ask Mr. Teddy while smiling.

Fatiya also smiled wryly, there was pain in the heart of the hijab girl heard the word marriage. "It's not about that, sir," Fatiya replied with a choked voice in his throat.

Yes, friends in his office have received an invitation from Fatiya and previously the beautiful girl has also applied for leave to her boss, starting from the day before she graduated to one week after her wedding.

"Lantas, about what?" asked Mr. Teddy who caught the grief on Fatiya's face.

"Fafa wants to resign, sir," Fatiya replied nervously.

"Why is that, Ms Fafa? What, would-be husband Mbak Fafa say?" Mr. Teddy's question, the more it makes Fatiya's heart sliced, sick.

If it's true that he got married and Daniel wanted Fatiya out of his job, he would be happy to do it. But this is different, Fatiya stopped precisely because he failed to get married and would go far.

"The decision of Mbak Fafa is right, Mas Daniel already has a good job and his salary is also definitely very big. Truly a sholeh wife candidate," praised Mr. Teddy.

"Oh yes, sir. I also want to say goodbye to Mr. Angga, has he come?' Fatiya deliberately switched the conversation.

"Pak Angga today is not here, Ma'am, he has business outside the city with Mbak Didi," replied Mr. Teddy.

"Good, Sir. Then, let Fafa try to phone Mbak Didi later," said Fatiya. "Fafa said yes, sir. Sorry, if during Fafa's work here, Fafa made a lot of mistakes" said Fatiya.

"Not at all, Ma'am. Mbak Fafa has worked very well, I was helped a lot by the presence of Mbak Fafa," said Mr Teddy.

"Oh yes, Ma'am. For car sales bonuses to the Antonio Group Company, we will immediately transfer to Mbak Fafa's account along with severance pay and last salary" said Mr. Teddy.

Fatiya nodded. "Good, Sir. Thank you very much," replied Fatiya who immediately moved, the beautiful girl then greeted Mr. Teddy before continuing the same party.

Fatiya came out of the showroom with mixed feelings. Four years he worked in the showroom owned by Angga, of course many memories that he knitted with his friends.

The beautiful hijab-wearing girl walked across the large parking area with heavy strides and with a sense of loss and heart still left behind, until Fatiya did not realize the presence of someone who had been waiting for him at the gate of the showroom.

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