Arti 'E
Bright In The Rain

The situation had begun to calm down since Irwan slept weakly, or it could be said to faint helplessly.

Irwan's mother and some of the mothers in this room were still slightly sobbing, while the men and the dynamic man came out and explained the situation to the people who saw from the outside, including Irwan's father.

I got a little closer to Irwan, the choking marks were clearly visible on the neck, and there were other stains there as well. The shape was like a splash of blood stains, red in color. A little bit faint just formed a strangled scar last time.

Irwan's mother approached me and began to ask who I was, I answered all the questions that were thrown. He then began to calm down a bit and made some tea and coffee in the kitchen with other mothers.

Turning to the guest room, Irwan's father, the Bergamis Man, and two other men were chatting there. One of them said that Irwan's energy arrived very strong until it could make him bounce from his place. The other two men seem to agree with the argument. Judging from the state of those who were breathing irregularly and sweating, it seemed to be true.

Broadly speaking, the dynamic man explained the reason why Irwan could be like that. The man's explanation is very close to what I saw before in indigo mode, when I know, this person is not an indigo as well as me, but he can know the state of Irwan.

The residents had dispersed earlier, making things calmer. Irwan's mother came back from the kitchen and brought a tray on which there were several tea and coffee drinks, she served them all on a table, everyone in front of her put one of the drinks there, I got a glass filled with tea.

After all the drinks were displayed, and the tray was placed on her own lap, Ms. Irwan said.

"Before, Nak Irwan also had symptoms like in magic sir, just that my husband even brought our child one of the smart people close acquaintances. Irwan recovered a few days, but it didn't end until then. Irwan is sometimes like a possessed person, chatting alone and often daydreaming"

"Yes, the acquaintance of the Father is a clever man. When you call him, he says tell Irwan to take there, and when he gets there he is bathed in flowers and some other processions"

"Did the acquaintance of the Father give pre-requisites before the ritual bath?"

The mute man asked Irwan's father that. In my opinion, it is a natural thing, when you want to ask Jin for help, then it takes a condition, whether it is a collision or a offerings so that the connection to the jinn can be connected, this is something absolute.

"Yes sir, the conditions are strange. Once the conditions are over, and the ritual is over. He also asked for money in return for the success of his rituals"

Then continuing, Irwan's father explained in detail the terms and events of the time to the man. I just kept listening.

They asked me a lot of things, and I also told them how Irwan was at school, I also told him about the time I met Irwan the first time when Irwan was possessed a few days ago. We talked a lot of things, and just spun between Jin and Irwan.

I exchanged numbers with Irwan's mother. Because it's night, I say goodbye. I walked ushered in by Irwan's father and chatted lightly.

The next day Irwan still did not enter school, and today Ayu is not attending school. She's ill. I wonder, was he sick after the family event he was referring to yesterday?

The clock bell rang. Me and some other friends walked to the canteen to buy some snacks and drinks. To be honest, bringing food from the cafeteria into the classroom was forbidden, but many students continued to do so, even teachers were not too often reprimanded. Looks like we'll get scolded if the garbage falls apart, as long as we eat and dispose of the garbage properly, I don't think it's going to be a problem.

"Do you agree that Arfa is the group leader in our presentation?"

"Gw mah agreed anyway, I guess there will also be many complaints about the cake. Arfa always gets good grades in presentation."

"By the way it's easy for you, the mentang-matang gw that you are the chairman, does not mean all the material presentation that makes the time. You will later I for the task to work on the material per chapter, to compile it into the presentation later, the format let me gw. If anyone wants a design stay addin after I finished entering the material"

When we were waiting in line for food, Arfa and her friends were discussing the presentation. Actually true what friends Arfa said, he was good at presenting the material, during several times during school events he was often appointed as a representative of eskul and presented some material in front of other students. In fact, he was once appointed as a filler of Friday sermons at school, and after he preached, many boys complained about the length of the duration he lectured, and after he preached, but they were telling the truth that they were so smitten by the contents of Arfa's talk.

I handed the queue to my friend, and began to approach the crowd of men.

"Mas Arfa's..."

"Yahuuwhhh. The Most Popular, the feeling I saw dideretin many girls yes, so envious Iw. Bede dah people sholeh mah emang always mobbed women"

"Who are you guys, by the way?"

Arfa replied to the insinuation, he took his hand off the keyboard on his laptop.

"Do you want to talk about Ayu?"

He immediately guessed what I wanted to ask, it was good that this could shorten the time.

"Yes, how? Tau?"

"He's sick, in class he's absent too S"

"If I also know, you know what he's sick? Or is there no thought for him? You're his escrow Ayu, attention dong same girl"

"Mmmmmm-mom.. Kasian diomelin girl gk attention. Makanye, you pan degetin many girls, try to give more attention to them"

"Gw never ask approached girls, they also just come to ask for help about lessons or anything, if I know yes I answer, if you don't"

"Later I will discuss with the members of eskul, how about who will look to be negotiated. But I think I was appointed, so before I was appointed mending gw show first hand already"

After replying to his own friend's insinuations, he answered my question.

"Lu ama Ayu looks so cute? What's your relationship? You guys didn't admit to something that tainted Eskul's name, did you?"

"It's just temen, and it's definitely kaga"

"But there are some other members who are even dating, that's what you think?"

"Gw opinion? My answer is, their actions defame the organization. But I have no right to criticize, because judging from the side of me, I am not much different from them, so I do not want to be seen as hypocritical later. Whatever our actions, the blame lies with each of us, not the organization.

It seems they ignore the presentation material on their respective spelling and even gossip about members of eskul who are dating.

"Gw can come along, njenguk Ayu?"

"You have to, let me. If there are other members who want to join the most I also refuse. Not good with Ayu's family if you come with many people, or I'm worried that Ayu is not improving because of the writhing of many people who come to her house"

"Yaaaah. okelah, let you. But I say hi to Ayu?"

"In fact I prefer you who say hello to him himself when he is healed, but okay, later I send greetings from his best friend named Yuli"

I didn't go to school today. 'Heeeehh..' I slowly sighed inside of me. Last night after coming home from the family event my body went limp and my head was a firefly. Since childhood I have a weak and sick body is something that has often happened to my body and myself.

I spend all day sleeping and reading books. Honestly, when I'm weak like this, I hate sleep but after taking the medicine I'm forced to sleep because of the drowsiness caused by the drug.

When I sleep in my weak state, I always have nightmares. Dream about a figure who has always accompanied me all this time, even from the day I was born. I was an Indigo from birth. At least until three years ago.

When I met Arfa, many changes occurred, which I initially depended entirely on my mystical abilities and considered all things easy. Now everything's changed.

I know that figure, he is the genie of a human who lived during the colonial period. I often dream about the torture that this person is going through.

She is a woman, not yet a teenager. It's about 9 or 10 years old. He was held captive, his hands tied, he was kicked to a far corner and his head hit the wall. Half-consciously, he saw his father murdered in plain sight. His father died after being shot several times in his chest, stomach, and lastly his head.

She watched her mother being tortured and raped alive. Very harsh treatment of the invaders against the natives who are their own birth mothers. His mother resisted with all her might, while calling her husband and daughter just wayangnya, he was beaten, grabbed, spat, clothes consisting of only a few rags just torn, forcibly, they touched his mother's body violently. Some held hands and feet, others played with their mothers.

Even after a futile resistance, they still played with that helpless body. The child's mother tried to bite one of the soldiers who held her back, but it was a fatal mistake. The soldier shouted furiously and smashed his mother's head into the ground.

'Splaaatts!!'

Blood came out of her mother's skull, her lips no longer moved to call her husband and child. The soldier banged his mother's head several times, until there was no longer a moaning from his mother. His mother was dead, and even as a corpse, the savage soldiers were still playing with his mother's body, laughing and screaming.

Satisfied with his mother's body, they threw the body violently, turned their eyes to the little girl whose hands and feet were tied with her mouth covered in cloth, they grimaced and began to walk closer.

One of them dragged this kid with his head down, down, getting out of the house that was supposed to be a place to rest at night by a couple and their daughter now feels hot because of the blazing fire. It was not just a blaze from one house, but a village.

They took the property, the women, and some of the children they brought. The colonists took the prisoners into a forest, where they were left waiting their turn to die. The women were used as sexual slaves of the invaders, not even the women, the boys who were with them also received the same fate, they were forced to perform sexual acts among men.

Broadly speaking, that's a dream that I often feel, even up to three years ago a lot of images that torment me mentally, honestly the more I mature, the more I grow up, my mind is getting worse and more disturbed. I did not share this mystical experience with anyone, except one man who was my age. Arphae.

I'm really grateful and thank Arfa very much. He has freed me from the devil's prison that locked me away even when I was just out of the womb. Arfa said that maybe the genie with me liked me from the moment I was born because I had something in common with the genie, or something like that. The truth is that he was attracted to me even before I was born, still in the womb.

''Maybe they did not read the prayer when they wanted to relate, and were disturbed by the genie''

The words that Arfa once said, tau tau come out of my memory. I was a little embarrassed to remember him saying that, but after I learned later, I began to feel that it could have been the cause. Satan can enter the human body through the veins, this is the information that Arfa gave me, and it is true as it is.

Not that right now I'm 100% free of that genie, no. In some circumstances, such as when I was sick, he still liked to approach. He still follows me everywhere I go, now I can't see him but sometimes he teases me and gives me back my vision and indigo ability.

I told Arfa about the genie who still teases me and I still have nightmares about the boy's life. However, Arfa gave a satisfactory answer, he gave me some things to do if it happened, and it was really powerful to expel the genie.

It's already ba'da Isya, but the bike on the first floor we have guests. My mother's voice was heard welcoming the guest who came. I was a little bit hopeful that it was Arfa who came to visit, actually I was hoping for a lot if it was true. I even prayed in my heart that it was true.

"Well, there's a friend you came to see. From rohis representatives"

The sound of footsteps sounded like someone was climbing the stairs, getting louder and louder. The man walked closer to my room, and he said his greetings.

I took a blanket that only covered my chest, I lifted it up to cover my whole body, face and head.

"Yeah, maap. Forgetting to make hijab. Do you want to wear it, or do I just go home?"

"Ja. don't. Get out first"

Fortunately I covered my face with a blanket, otherwise Arfa would have seen my face blushing with happiness as she came to see me and my prayers were answered.

The sound of the door closing, I stood up and started wearing the hijab around my bed. I don't have much time to dress up or anything like that.

"Arfa, you can come in"

My voice was soft but could be heard coming out, he opened the door did not close it again and asked how I was doing.

Actually it's heavy, I've done what Arfa said when there was a genie who disturbed, yes it was lost, yes, but from last night the genie often interfered and always came back.

"Why is it crying?"

I who unconsciously sobbed and let out tears made Arfa ask why. I wanted to answer that question, but the more I prepared time to talk, the more I sobbed. I kept wiping away tears with both hands.

Arfa who was sitting next to the bed just fell silent and looked. He did not try to get any closer or help wipe my tears. I know very well Arfa, he wouldn't touch me if it wasn't really needed. Even at school when I was trying to get close, he felt that and kept his distance from me, I really understand what the characteristics of Arfa are.

"Weight huh?"

"Patience, I've often said rich gini right? It sounds boring, but right now what can we as humans do?"

"Me and you are the same, we are the same beings who never had power. Do you feel like God doesn't love you anymore?"

A series of advice and questions came out of Arfa, indeed he often said the same thing when I told him about my problems.

After that my mother came to bring drinks and snacks for Me and Arfa.

The three of us talked a lot and laughed because Arfa who came did not bring anything, then instead asked mother:

"I don't know what to bring, because I don't know what to bring. Mom says I have to buy what now, let me go out, buy, just come back here"

It is fitting that my mother laughed after welcoming the arrival of the guest, it turns out that Arfa's behavior that does not know what to bring when visiting someone and instead asked innocently surprised mother.

In my heart I wish I could talk to Arfa for longer, three years I spent just harboring feelings for this man. He was aware of my feelings, but he did not move, he realized that it was something forbidden. Arfa has always kept her distance and been kinder to me than to others it has made the sense I have grow, and this is also very torturous.

When you love someone, but you can't vent that love.