Baby Amber
Conscious Train

The sound of the rooster sounds like a simple word to each other. Makes me sigh in relief, indicating soon the sun will soon appear on the eastern horizon.

I opened my eyes slowly, after some time forced to close my eyes to not see the creepy figure that was standing right near us. My mother also started to calm down. It seems that Mother can already feel relieved because apparently the figure has gone. Ratih also still seemed calm in his sleep. He didn't wake up and he didn't hurt me anymore.

"It's dawn soon." whispered Mother. He stood up and checked on the condition of Ratih.

"Looks like your wife's okay. Thank goodness he's not possessed anymore" said Mother back. I checked on Ratih's condition. His breath seems to be up and down in a regular manner. His once cheerful and shady face, now looked grim and pale. Even the eye bags under her eyelids were very clear.

"Pity you, Brother. I will try to find a cure for you now." I whispered as I rubbed the tip of his head.

"Let's take ablution first." Mom pulled my arm to follow him back.

"But Train yourself, Mom." I said softly.

"It's okay. It's soon dawn. Let's get ready for prayer." take Mom. I followed Mom's request. I pamiti used to hope he heard in his sleep.

"Dik." I called out my wife's name, because I saw her eyes open.

"Silver. You all right?" soft ask. Mother who was about to go back, came back to the bed to see the condition of Ratih.

"Sir, how do you feel?" ask Mom attentively. His hand gently rubbed my wife's forehead.

"Mother. You hungry? What thirst?" ask Mom attentively. While Ratih who was asked just shook his head.

Finally, Mom and I stopped going back. I knead Ratih's cold feet, while Mom stroked Ratih's head. Bersholawat and recited prayers hoping that Ratih regardless of the disturbance of his brother's spirit. Hope Ratih will be fully aware and can sincerely accept the death of his brother.

"Yes, Nduk." Mom and I answered almost simultaneously.

Ratih sobbed, it really made me and Mom panic.

"What do you feel, brother?" ask me slowly, afraid to make Ratih cry even more.

"I'm sorry, Mom, ma'am." said Ratih on the sidelines sobbing.

"For what?" I stroked his head gently. I feel so guilty I pepper my wife, in times like this I can't do anything.

"I'm sorry for getting you into this problem" said Ratih still with sobs. I hugged her tightly, tried to calm her down and make her stop blaming herself.

"Mas, if I'm gone, you get married again" said Ratih to make me shocked and stunned.

"What the fuck are you, brother? it's not good to talk like that." I said, followed by a nod to Mom's head.

"Russiafar, Nduk. Don't think the no-no. Leave everything to the Gusti Allah." ask Mother to make sobs Ratih even more loud.

The dawn prayer began to be heard from some of the violators in the village. Mother moved to take ablution in the back. But Ratih looked calm.

"You just wait for your wife, we pray alternately." asked Mom. I followed my paradise's orders. Accompanying Ratih who was still empty of his gaze, but already looked better. Ratih never asked for a bond in both hands. He seemed so accepting and accepting. Actually I can't bear. But for his good because he was afraid that he would fall out and harm others, it would be nice for me to still leave it like this until later Ratih got treatment.