Bang Ojek I Love You
Complicated

The clock was still showing at six in the morning, but the noise in front of her room left Ilana stunned from a beautiful dream. Even though he was just about to meet and dinner with Park Seo-Joon, yes at least his impossible desire was achieved even through a dream.

Tok ... tok ...

"Sir Ilana!" the voice of Aunt Mira—, the owner of the boarding house, made Ilana gasp, between half-conscious he got up from the bed and walked towards the door of the room. His right hand turned the doorknob while his left hand was busy rubbing the eyes that still felt heavy.

Someone who is standing in front of the door of the room makes himself almost uprooted if he does not immediately control himself.

Saddam and his mother were staring at Ilana in pajamas with her hollow hello kitty and disheveled faces.

"Please!" Sasti, Mama Ilana shouted loudly as she saw the appearance of Ilana who looked classless to her. Two people with different characters are never in line. Sasti who likes luxury never supports the choice of Ilana who prefers to look simple and what it is.

Even they had a big fight when Ilana decided to join the nature lovers organization on campus. He wants Ilana to pursue more modeling courses costing tens of millions who absolutely do not want Ilana to live. For Sasti, women should be elegant and classy, clothing, skincare, to the trinkets worn should be branded.

"M—mama?!" Ilana was no less surprised by the presence of the mother in the morning blind. Ilana deliberately did not want to look at Saddam. Although not easy, he tried to look indifferent and not pay attention to the man who is now standing behind the Mother.

"Lana .." "clear but clear Saddam's voice greeted him, but was reluctant to answer.

"Lana, change your clothes! Mama wants to talk to you,"

"Speak now, Ma. Why would Ilana change clothes, too,"

"That tattered shirt is being packed, where's that silk nightgown you bought from France yesterday?!" sergeant Sasti.

"Which one?" Ilana frowned, she had completely forgotten which clothes Mama meant.

"Capek talk to you!" grunts Sasti upset. Ilana grinned the horse to see her Mama was upset.

Ilana pulls her Mama into the room, "Lo's out!" he shouted at Saddam who inevitably had to obey Ilana.

Brakk ... Ilana closed the door of the room with a slight slam. Just to show that he actually did not like the presence of Saddam there.

"Please Mama!" Sasti slightly shouted, trying to shake his hand from Ilana's grasp.

"Now that Mama is clearly with Lana, what does it mean to have Mama and that jerk come here?"

"Why are you talking rudely about Mama?!" sasti Protest.

Ilana let out a long sigh before continuing her words, "What is Mama here for? Who told you about this hostel?" Slightly softening the speech made the face of Sasti who had looked angry, softened.

"Mama wants you to go home, we fix everything. Saddam promised Mama that he would treat you fairly."

Ilana throws her ass into the bed hard, "Huh?! Fair? M—means Mama—"

"Yes, he's willing to marry you, Lana. Guarantee your life, so you no longer need to be tired of work. About the woman he hamed yesterday she will marry after she marries you. So ... you will still—"

"Your mother is not in her right mind!" ilana's jolt was full of anger.

"Lana! Watch your words!" The mother does not want to lose.

"Mama's been fighting for your relationship with Saddam. Who do you think Mama's doing this for?!"

"Make yourself Mama! What is clear is that Ilana no longer wants to be in a relationship with a jerk like him. Mending Ilana did not marry to death, rather than marry Saddam."

Platkk ... The Mama nodded and landed a slap in Ilana's face.

"You are stubborn! Same as Papa and your brother!"

"It's the mama who's selfish! It is the mother who is only selfish without thinking about the feelings of others. Mama always forced her will in the interest of Mama herself. So don't ask me why Papa would prefer Aunt Sandra over Mama!"

"Why?! Shame on you for all your sins?!"

Sasti seemed to be unable to hold back all of Ilana's words, without waiting for a second to change he immediately ran towards the exit and left Ilana's room. They were both crying, both of them were both injured from the quarrel earlier.

****

Almost two hours of limping without doing anything Ilana finally realized that today she had a plan to visit Rizal. Today happens to be a red date, office holiday.

"Sa .." said while attaching the smartphone to the ear.

"Hmm .. "Tesa's statement was unconvincing.

"Don't say .. if you're still missing!"

"Yes Lan, why? I didn't sleep all night, Reynold came to my apartment. As usual he's making overtime, "tesa slur.

Ilana widened her eyes wide as if she was going to be dislodged from her place.

"What the f**k!" objurgation.

"Lo take Reynolds back?!"

"Casual ... relax .. I don't turn a fucking guy like him around."

"Continue taking him to your apartment?!"

"Lan needs," Tesa's reply was light even though Ilana patted her chest many times listening to the confessions of her best friend that sounded so wrong.

"Lo crazy huh!"

"Not crazy, Lana baby. We're de-wa-sa!"

"Not so sane!"

"Anyway, why are you calling me so early in the morning?"

"What I should ask is elo, Sa. Didn't you promise to make me look at Rizal yesterday?"

"Astaganagaa. I didn't mean to, but I totally forgot. Well how is it? Reynold is back again,"

"Huh? Why again?!"

"He's sure I'm picking up the ring,"

"L—lo want to marry her?"

"Well, Reynold was married. He told me to get a diamond ring for his wife's present,"

'Ni child is not sane like, '" Ilana's mind in heart.

"Jaudah, I'd be sure if it was Sa. Hye!" Ilana closed her call to Tesa. Throwing his phone into bed, then dropping down while blowing a rough breath.

Various thoughts emerged in his mind, starting from how it could be so easy for a Tesa to establish a relationship again with an ex-lover who had married another woman. They only meet when they need to satisfy each other's desires. While for him it is a wrong action that is actually considered legitimate by Tesa.

She who was almost the legal wife of Saddam at that time was immediately disgusted when she knew that the man she was going to marry was cheating to impregnate her affair. Let alone to get back together, just seeing it made Ilana want to vomit. But Ilana has no right to judge Tesa or Reynold. They are adults who know good and bad. Every decision. Everything we do comes with risks and responsibilities. Ilana only hopes that one day someone can awaken Tesa if all she does is futility.