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A few moments both of them were dissolved in silence. Rizal was still trying to digest what was now happening to Aura. What she did was certainly not something she could accept. However, judging Aura for what he had done was certainly not a wise thing.

"Rel ... " Aura grabbed Rizal's fingers.

"I'm sorry .." he continued.

"You don't have to apologize to me, Ra.  You should apologize to yourself." Rizal let go of Aura's fingers which kept trying to stop her from leaving.

"Zal, please, beat me up."

Rizal stopped his steps, looking back at Aura. Consider what he should do. Should he walk away or should he give him a chance to explain.

"Ra, do you promise to be honest about what makes you have to do this job" said Rizal. He hates to be lied to, of course, anyone who is willing to swallow a lie.

Rizal sat back down, Aura was matching him.

"Zal, five years ago when I left you unceremoniously, for no apparent reason was due to the coercion of my Papa. Mama died, not long after, Papa suddenly asked for a mutation from the company where he worked." Aura explained with a blank look. It seems that now he is opening an old album of his life that may be painful and full of wounds.

"Actually at that time, I refused to join Papa on the grounds that I already liked this city. With my school friends even though my main reason for surviving is you ... "

"Rb ... " Rizal's heart trembled at Aura's explanation.

"It turns out Papa still not like to leave me alone in this City. Papa forced me to move to a place in the middle of nowhere that of course I didn't like. Because sure enough, not long after Papa moved it turns out he was married to a widow with one child. Worse yet the age of the woman is not much different from me, Zal." Aura's eyes glazed over.

"That woman never treated me well, Zal. Every Papa out of town, he always ngundanfg his friends to come home. Until finally there was one of his friends who I used to call Om Jaka, suddenly being very good with me. She even used to tell me that my stepmom was angry with me in front of her friends."

"I who was in need of protection at that time would have felt that Om Jaka was a guardian angel. B-but it turns out I was wrong, Zal. She makes no difference to my other stepmom friends. "

Aura began to sob, Rizal could not bear to see it. He took some tissue and he gave it to Aura."

"Ra, if you're not ready to make an all-out noise"

"No! Zal, I have to finish this tonight. I don't want you to think macem-m-macem about me."

"What did Om Jaka do to you?" Rizal has been able to catch the direction of this conversation.

"That night I didn't know why Om Jaka suddenly went home. I thought Papa and my stepmom were at home, but they left me with that old jerk." A sigh of Aura felt the distress sending her chest.

"Ra .. drink first." Rizal gave a glass of warm water to Aura.

"Thank you, Zal"

"I-I don't know what's going on, Zal. What is clear after drinking the tea that my stepmother made me did not realize until the next morning."

"I-I woke up undressed, Zal. There's a blood stain on my bedroom sheets. It was clear that I felt pain all over my body, even to walk to the bathroom I couldn't. After being able to walk despite the pain, I went downstairs and saw Papa having breakfast with Om jaka, like nothing has happened. M-the three of them laughed as if they were celebrating something ..."

"There's a customer who wants to help me get off Papa's hook. He bought me this apartment. All these luxurious facilities are he who loves, the story was a few months ago he asked for a break, because he wanted to marry. "

"Initially, it meant I could be free from all the rules he had been through. However, unfortunately he even failed to marry, and finally some days he likes to come to the apartment again. S-so forced, don't want me to have to serve him again."

What Aura explained left Rizal stunned. He saw a woman in front of him who was wet with tears.

"Then why are you looking for me Ra?" ask Rizal.

"k-because I still love you, Zal."

"Ra, did you know that plunging into a dark world like this won't make your life feel calm? You will be forever under the control of that man. You'll be lost'

"i know, zal!!" pekik Aura interrupted Rizal's words.

"If you know why you didn't do this, Ra?" Rizal stared intently at Aura's eyes hoping that there were no more lies there.

"i can't do this, Zal!"

"What are you really pursuing, Zal?'

"This luxury facility? That Sport Car

? ik?Or-"

"Yes, Zal. What makes me happy, I need Zal's money to live!"

"But is this what your heart wants?"

"heart? My heart is dead, Zal!!" yelled Aura full of anger.

" Ooo .. Okay, I understand now Ra. As long as you are like this, don't expect you to get the love of the person you want. Because you don't love yourself!"

Rizal then snatched his jacket and immediately left before his mouth got out of control.

He no longer cared about Aura's screams asking him not to leave. To him this was more than obvious, Aura was indeed not the one that he used to be. He has really changed. Everything between the two of them is over.

Time has shown at half-twelve o'clock in the evening. Rizal drives his motor faster.Shivering, the cold rain that touches the skin makes it cold. It stabbed into the bone, and seeped into his heart.

Not about Aura losing her chastity, but about Aura who reluctantly stopped diving into the dark world for worldly reasons.

Rizal's heart continued to murmur, Aura is indeed not for him. In the past, exactly yesterday he was still thinking of fixing everything. But that hope was completely gone. Lost without rest.

The rain was getting heavier, making the remaining viewing radius a few meters. Through the night and the rain Rizal is trying to strengthen his heart. Inwardly he cursed, regretting his decision to help Aura earlier. Just fruiting anger, endless disappointment.