Because of Jelita
Ill

"You don't go home Ndra." asked Jelita as she rolled her hair.

"You kicked me out?" While I'm covering up Jill's coffee.

"No.. Who knows if you'll go home.."

"Jill..I promised you, didn't I go home to the apartment tonight?"

"okay.. I'm tired.I'm sleeping first huh Ndra?"

"Sleep..I'll catch up.."

Like Jill who became my wife..My life will not be like this. For whatever reason I can't die, Jill. 6 years old I live with her, while sitting on the bench in college.

Although we were without marital status, Jill was never anything behind me. Sweet and bitter things in our relationship, but on the other hand there's Hilda.

To this day, I have never touched her. I feel guilty for her, but even more guilty for Jill. If there had to be a choice, I'd choose Jill.

I saw Jill fall asleep, curled up like a baby. I got into the blanket and I hugged her, My eyes started to shut.

I woke up, it was 11 p.m.

There were some incoming calls from Hilda,

Actually I still want to be here with Jill I still don't want to go home yet, but Hilda just kept calling me and sending me some messages. Yes however Hilda is my legitimate wife, she said, Although I did not want it but I also felt a little sorry for him. I finally decided to go home I did not have the heart to wake Jill who was sleeping well.

I was forced to go home , immediately rushed to get ready.I left more or less money beside Jil as much as 2 million so that Jill was not too disappointed, I left the money more or less, when I saw him he was no longer there when he woke up.

I kissed him on the cheek before I went home slowly I opened the door so Jill wouldn't wake up I knew she was so tired.

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

right I said it when I opened the door..Hilda hasn't slept yet, she's still waiting for me.

" O Andra! From anywhere you just came home"

" I told you not to wait for me my job is still a lot in the office.. If you sleep only!"

" Where could I possibly sleep Mas I'm worried about you"

" next time you won't have to worry about me..What if I don't go home?"

" What keeps you from going home"

" you don't need to know Hilda"

" Till When will you be like this keep mas Andra!"

" Hilda please I don't want to fight with you tonight"

" Why the hell! you are this cold as me!What's my lack, I've tried... tried everything?"

" there's nothing wrong with Hilda"

" Do you not want to learn to accept everything Mas"

" Give me some time…"

" When is Masn?? until when.if you can't move on from your past"

" Hilda you never know my past…"

" don't try to figure out something that will make you sick…"

" Is it true that there is still someone else in your heart.. May I know who he is…"

"I don't want to talk about this.."

"Whatever it is, I will still survive for this marriage..There's still a chance to pick one... . before it's too late?"

" Don't talk about delay, because it's too late for Hilda..."

" Let's try to start from the beginning of Mas Andra.." Hilda immediately hugged me, I saw it very differently tonight…

"I'm ready to start Mas Andra..So I'm his full wife..Surely we can." said Hilda hugged me tightly as a grown man I know the purpose and purpose of Hilda. For whatever sake I can not do it because only the beauty crowned in my heart.

I let go of Hilda's hand that was coiled around my belly." I'm sorry Hilda I can't.."

I saw a look of disappointment in his eyes.

then I left Hilda and I cleaned myself in the bathroom. I deliberately linger in the bathroom so that when I return to bed Hilda is asleep.

The morning had arrived when I was preparing to leave for the office, I saw the clock was pointing at 7 am. Hilda grimaced to me saying that she had a fever.

"Mas..Like her I'm a Fever.Take me to the Doctor huh?"

I saw Hilda's face that looked pale, then I approached her and I held her temple turned out to be true Hilda Middle high fever.

how else, I am also a human who has pity on Hilda and then I drove her to the doctor.

"Where are you guys going?" ask Mama

"I'm Fever Ma.mau doctor Mas Andra.." Sahut Hilda's.

"You are indeed pale Hil. Yes Already, Heart in the way yes..."

Inevitably I have to help Hilda to walk.Because at this time Hilda really Lemas with very high heat.

CELITA

Morning slowly I work my two eyeballs, I feel my bed. That's right! Andra was no longer beside me, there were only a few notches of the money sheet. I swear it hurts so bad ..but I try to be mediocre.. because I realize now Andra already has a wife, inevitably things like this will happen in the future… true said Vita I have to be more sincere again through all this.

I immediately rushed over and got ready to go to the office. As usual I was busy with a pile of work in the office.from this morning I did not see Andra at all.

I tried several times to call him by phone, but still there was no answer from him when clearly connected.and I sent some messages, still no reply from Andra

Finally I decided to look in his room, there was Meriska's secretary Andra. Coincidentally I also wanted to ask you some files that Andra had to sign.

"Siang Mer.." I asked Meriska who looked busy as well.

"Jiang Bu Jelita.."

" Where's the file I gave you yesterday, Mer?? What has been signed by Mr. Andra, usually has been placed on my table ..if not so Mr. Andra himself who delivered it to my room.."

" Waduh it's like it hasn't been signed Mr. Andra deh bu…"

" Yes, did you ask, didn't you Mer?? or if not..Let me go in to ask for an autograph, because I have to do it today…"

" Well, it just so happened that Mr. Andra did not enter Bu today.. Didn't Mr. Andra tell you first to Mom…"

I shook my head.