BECOMING HONEY'S SISTER
WANNA GO HOME

"Why is Hana crying and hugging you?" suddenly Ayu entered my room, without knocking on the door let alone excuse me. Apparently he saw us in the back. "Mila, answer my question!" mbak Ayu tightened her voice. He seemed to forget that he was pretending to be nice to me, until his original attitude came out.

The way to talk to me is always like a big lady. I can only smile. "What's the talk?" my many. "Why do you behave like that again? Have we not made peace?"

"Oh that," he cleared his throat. "I mean .. I'm really worried. Why is Hana crying? What's wrong with her? I'm his mother, of course, very worried about him. Are you guys fighting? Or did you scold Hana for what happened that night? Mila ... Hana was a child, she sometimes could not distinguish between right and wrong, so she lied. I didn't think it would be like that either. But Hana's actually a good kid."

Still making his own son a shield. He even had the heart to vilify Hana. I can only shake my head. "I know and am very sure Hana's a good boy."

"Why with him then? What are you guys talking about? I'm really worried. Please tell Mila!"

"If you're worried, you should ask Hana. Why am I angry with you? Hana just told me that she misses her mother, so she asked to be hugged by me because she felt less attention than mbak. Maybe Hana needs a mother figure ...."

"Mila!" he returned to throttling. "Please don't just talk."

"Hana is getting bigger..Usually girls need more of their mothers' attention."

"Is that so?"

"Yes mbak. This is PR for mbak, so as not to just think of one thing that makes mbak happy just to forget the other source of happiness. Don't get it after you lose it later even regret."

"What are you talking about, anyway?"

"No, I'm just reminding you." I went straight out of the room. Back to avoid mbak Ayu because they do not want to be provoked by emotions because of his actions. Even Ayu's call was ignored.

Up ahead, the intention of wanting to alone even met with mas Ilham who just came home from work. I really wasn't ready to go back to talking to him. I'm still very sensitive. Want to calm yourself first.

"Today how are you? Why are my messages unrequited, phone calls are not answered" Ilham said.

"Mas himself has sent a message or call mbak Ayu?" I asked back. "And I've said, you have to be fair first, then I'll just be ordinary to the mas."

"What the hell are you, Mil?"

"Mas ... realize no, however I am the second wife who just entered the life of mas and mbak Ayu. In it there are children who always judge how their parents. I'm just trying to minimize the occurrence of misunderstandings. I don't want to be hated by children! After all, we have discussed and we have promised to be fair. Where's evidence?"

"Hmmm, who's Mil? Who hates you already? Say."

"Way what? Let mas can scold him and they hate me more? Such a reckless attitude would be a new problem for me!"

"Well, Mil. I'll advise them to be nice to you."

"No need. Meddling will only add new problems."

"Mil, um,"

"What burden, Mila? It seems like your mood is not okay. I'm sorry Mil, I can't be a good husband to you yet. I cannot give you comfort yet. If you want to tell me what I need to do so that you can be happy. Cheerful as we met."

"I want to see my daughter. I want to go back to my hometown. Want to live like before. Though lacking, but I feel calm. Can you make all that happen?"

"Mil, um,"

"Mas can't, can you? Yeah, let me be alone then."

"But we're married, Mila."

I know, it's a risk to be a second wife. There will be those who will not accept our existence. Even this was reminded of my mother before we got married, but I remained reckless. Now I regret it. It feels, if I can repeat the time, I want to reject the application of Ilham. I just want to be in the village to take care of Yumna.no why life is short of origin not far from her.

That kid, he's sacrificed for all this. But my promise can't be kept. Bring him here in the dala. Such a situation would only make him uncomfortable. I don't want Yumna to know how heavy my burden as a second wife is.

"Mil," call me Ilham.

"Go away. Please leave me alone. I don't know what it's like to be away from a child." I said.

"Now get ready, we go to your village. I'll book a departure ticket tonight" Ilham said.

"What's? I didn't hear wrong, did I? Right, I can go home?" my many. Still can't believe what he just said. My eyes were shining until I heard it.

"Yes, right Mil. But I'm the one who's with you, yeah."

"Don't. I have to work, I go home alone."

"No way, if you want to go home, you have to take it."

No other choice was given to Ilham. That's why I had to obey in order to go home and meet Yumna.

Unfortunately, when he heard our departure plan, Ayu immediately expressed his objection on the grounds that he would be hassles left by Ilham mas, also about the preparation for the election of the head of the foundation.

"Remember, this is a big dream. How could I just take it off? After all, this is not too urgent, it can still be postponed until the election is complete. If you leave now, you will lack time to prepare for the election" Ayu said. "Mil, you know, I often tell you how important this moment is for Ilham. You don't want to miss for a moment. Another month, after the election, you can fly with Ilham without having to rush time. How's it?"

"But ..." I can no longer resist this longing. Nor can they impose their will on them.

"It's okay Yu. I'll keep dropping off Mila tonight. In preparation for the election, InshaAllah can be taken care of by the team. I'll watch over the phone." said mas Ilham.

"Mas," mbak Ayu looks very disappointed with the decision of Ilham. "I fought so hard to get elected. If later because of this mqs lose, I will be very disappointed in you both because this is not only a struggle of mas, but the struggle of all of us." said mbwk Ayu. "Please Mil, don't disappoint us. Don't be selfish." she asked.