BECOMING HONEY'S SISTER
DEBATES

"You're scared, right. Sita will defeat your position in the heart, Ilham. That is why you do not want to get married again. It's Mila!" mbak Ayu accused me. "Do not know if you are inferior if you have to compete with Sita. You are a nobody, will be easily replaced by him who became an idol mas Ilham since he was in school!"

"It's not a matter of fear of competition, ma'am. Why marry again if the household is like hell? You realize, we are both full of falsehoods. Now be honest with me, you really can't accept me, right? Mbak's attitude was just pretending to fool Ilham, but actually mbak still did not want to share a husband with me. If that's hard, then why now you want to add new honey. It brought a much bigger storm. While facing this storm alone we are exhausted. Do not let the marriage whose purpose is for worship even become a field of sin for us. Remember mbak, do not let my frustration even affect the children. Be mature!" I said.

"Lho you know, why did you accuse me of being a no-no, Mil. We have made peace. You are not the only one who does not forgive me. So, Mil?"

"Not to dodge or pretend anymore. There's just the two of us here. Just be honest, I've heard everything. Talk mbak and friends, mbak, that will mbak keep only the baby I am carrying, while I will soon mbak put away. I see, right?"

"Ka .. you!" mbak Ayu was shocked to hear my statement. He never thought I would know everything. His face was instantly red. "You're eavesdropping on our conversation? How presumptuous of you Mila!"

"Where is it more presumptuous to talk about the person behind the back than to hear a conversation done accidentally? Until when will he continue to perform? Do you not feel sorry for the kids? They would be confused to see his mother like that! Ma'am, Iqbal, Asad and Hana are already big, already able to understand what really happened. They follow the words mbak not because they know mbak right, but because they are worried, do not want to disappoint his mother. Please don't hurt their feelings.

I don't care how I relate to Mas Ilham. I just want to make children a benchmark before acting. Even if you do not want me as honey, everything has already happened. Inevitably, you must accept as a consequence of your own choice." I said.

"No need to interfere in my business, Mila. Whether you like it or not, I will still propose Sita as the third wife candidate mas Ilham. Sita has agreed, just talk to Ilham mas then everything will happen. So, get ready to welcome the new honey in this house!" the woman smiled, as she was about to leave, I held her back.

"Did you hate me that much? So incredulous she's competing with me?" my many.

"What's? In one you! You think you're the winner? No Mila. Everything has just begun, so do not think that by being able to map with your mother you have become the winner. You're wrong, I can't be close to mom because I don't want to be close to her because I don't like anyone having a position beyond me in my heart. Including mother. And you now too. Understand!"

"Hehehe, it's so funny. Does not want anything to exceed him but the attitude mbak actually distanced himself from mas Ilham. First, with that possessive attitude. Second, they hate their loved ones. Third, now to bring another woman who mbak himself knows he once had a special place in the heart of Ilham. It is the same as making the abyss deeper with Ilham mas. Think dong, mbak. After all, what kind of attitude is that, hating those who are loved by Ilham. It hurts!"

Plaque. A slap was slapped right on my left cheek. Maybe he was offended because I said it hurt. But that's how I feel. How could he want to have the heart of Inspiration only for himself, even though there are other people who have been present for a long time. This further makes me believe that Mbak Ayu is really mentally and mentally ill.

"You're presumptuous!" The accusation. He pointed at my face with trembling hands. It shows that his emotions have peaked. I'm sure he hates me more. But everything needs to be explained to him so that Ayu may know where the fault lies. Sometimes someone needs to be slapped to find out the ugliness, even though sometimes he has realized it.

"I'm sorry, but it's all for the good of all of us, especially the kids. I do it all because we are family."

"family? Who wants to be your family, Mila? We are different. If not for Paying the debt, I wouldn't have made you ...."

"Pay debt? Meanin?"

"Sooner or later, God willing they will accept me."

"Don't dream of you, Mila!"

Ayu's emotions are back on the peak. He just kept quiet and hurriedly applied to the room when he heard the sound of Ilham's car coming. I also followed in the footsteps of Ayu, immediately entered the room.

"Umi fought with uminya mbak Sabrina?" ask Yumna, when I go inside.

"Yumna saw it?" suanyaku, slowly. Sitting beside Yumna.

"So Na wanted to come out after Umi, but Na saw Umi was fighting with Uminya mbak Sabrina. That's why I'm just looking behind the door. Na also saw Umi being hit. Must hurt his cheek?" Yumna grabbed my cheek, rubbed it slowly. "A patient umi." she blew it, then rubbed it back.

"It's okay. It doesn't hurt, it's slow." I said. "Tomorrow can't snack like that, son."

"Mi, why doesn't Uminya like Sabrina?"

"Who said? Didn't Uminya Sabrina ever get angry with Yumna? I don't think so, have I?"

"No, but Na often saw her angry with Umi. Na can also feel that she doesn't like us."

"That's how adults are, sometimes there are things that little kids can't understand, son."

"Sabrina said because Umi took their Abi."

"Then Na said what's the same about Sabrina?"

"Na said it wasn't true. Abi and Uminya were Sabrina who came to our house, right. They're the ones who picked up Umi. Means it's not umi who took her ashes. But those who take umi from grandparents."

I chuckled at Yumna's explanation. Don't forget I remind my little girl to always love her siblings, don't let adult problems affect children's minds.