BECOMING HONEY'S SISTER
HANA AND HER REGRETS

"Is Hana a bad boy?" asked the little girl, while removing the rough tears that were still pouring down her cheeks.

"Why do you talk like that?" my question, while gently stroking his head.

"Name ... Umi's gone. It's because of Hana, right?"

"Who said? That's not true, honey. Umi left probably because there was something important that ...."

"No, Umi Mila. Umi left because of Hana. Umi is sad to hear Hana's story. Hana should not have told Umi everything, Hana should have been able to hold back. Hana really is a disobedient child. Hana's a bad boy!"

"What do you mean, Hana?"

"So Hana to Umi's room. Hana asks Umi to prevent Aunt Sita from marrying Abi because Hana is tired of being used as a ridicule for friends at school. Umi is angry at Hana, thinking Hana is presumptuous to have arranged Umi. But Hana does not mean that, Hana just wants Umi to know that Hana is not comfortable with the existence of a new mother. Hannah was tired of seeing Umi and Abi fighting constantly. Hana wants the people in this house to reconcile and get along well like they used to. But it turns out that what Hana hoped could not be realized. Umi left the house. Now how should it be? Hana does not want to lose Umi, Hana is afraid that Umi will not return. Hana loves Umi." whine Hana.

"Calm down baby, now let Umi Mila talk to Abi first. We will try to get Umi Ayu to come home soon

" my promise to the little girl.

"Thank you Umi, please find Umi and take her home. Hana please."

***

It has been three hours that I and Ilam circled around the city of Jakarta. In addition to the two of us, Ilham also told Farid and asked Sila to help ma'am to come looking, but until now there has been no result. Meanwhile, messages and calls kept coming from Hana, questioning the results of our efforts.

"Pity Hana, she really feels guilty" I said to Ilham.

"It's not his fault. Ayu left because she felt her wish was not realized, so she chose a path like this to suppress me." Answer the Ilham.

"Mas!"

"Why Mil?"

"If you want this problem to be solved quickly, please respect each other. Don't just look at the wrong side. It's true that sometimes what he does is outrageous, but we also have to see why he does it all. Did you feel like you've been a good husband for Ayu?"

Mas Ilham stopped the car on the side of the road at my request. Everything has to be talked back. I want him to really fix everything. That women are also sometimes fragile, prone to make mistakes because they are created from crooked ribs, so it is natural that they need guidance from men.

"Then what should I do, Mil?" he recounted what had happened to his household, as well as the things that triggered the quarrel between them. "You know how to cause chaos once Ayu."

"Has all his mistakes been fatal and inexcusable by, mas? Before you answer it, also remember that mas and mbak Ayu already have five children." I said.

"Actually it can still be fixed, but that is if Ayu is also really willing to change. You see for yourself, how he. Just now that we all made a peace treaty, suddenly he already had a plan to match me with Sita. The thing that makes me even more upset is that he acts without speaking first, then he discusses the past that I have really forgotten. It's a disgrace to me, Mil, and I don't like him talking about it in front of anyone, let alone in front of you!" tehur mas Ilham.

"Yes, I understand you. But can you not forgive? We both know that Ayu has mental problems. If you want everything to improve, we fix everything back from the beginning by both agreeing not to bring up the past. How's it?"

Ilham gave no answer. He still looks upset, but after I brought up the problem of children, especially Hana who looks depressed, then he agreed.

"We both helped Ayu. You should also start to show your affection for her. How's it?"

"It's going to be hard, Mil, we've had a lot of problems. I was lazy too."

"Remember the early days of your marriage. Remember also how happy you were when Iqbal and one by one his sisters were born into the world. Reawaken the moment that can make love mas can grow on mbak Ayu. Can, right?"

"I'll try it."

"Remember mas, at least do this for the sake of children and remember how the struggle mbak Ayu to make mas happy even though sometimes the way he took wrong. he may also make mistakes because his attitude is too cold to him."1"

"Yes, I hope I can, Mil."

I hope this is the last mistake Ayu made.

***

The car enters the yard. Not perfect stop, we can hear the sound of screaming from inside the house. The owners are Iqbal and Asad. I don't know what made the two boys scream.

Not wanting anything to happen, Ilham and Ileham jumped from where the vik, running towards the house. Before long we could see the scene that really made emotions go up and down when Iqbal and Asad together scolded Hana so much that her eyes were swollen from crying. On Hana's right left were Sabrina and Yumna who were trying to defend her brother.

"Why with you two? Who allowed you to scold your sister, huh?" tanya mas Ilham, no less emotional so I need to give him a warning to be able to hold back anger so that there is no need for angry scenes. "The problems in our family are already too many, so please rest assured. Do not add to your actions because Abi is really dizzy to face everything!" Strictly speaking Ilham.

"If Abi doesn't remarry, none of this will happen" Iqbal said, in a quiet but clear voice in all of our ears.

"Bal, Abi can't explain it to you right now because you won't understand. You're young to understand all this. But obviously there's nothing wrong with Abi and Umi Mila's marriage."

"Then Abi wants to say that the wrong thing is Umi? Bi, Umi has tried hard to make Abi happy but why can't Abi also understand Umi and make her happy? Why Bi?" scream Iqbal.