BECOMING HONEY'S SISTER
COMPLEX AYU PROBLEM

That figure was really there. Although our distance is quite far, but I am very confident, is the one who is sitting while folding his face and immersing in both hands it is mbak Ayu. I really wanted to run to him, but I tried to hold back while thinking of a way to make Ayu not feel disturbed let alone angry with our presence. More precisely my presence. I feel like I should know myself. Here, I'm the one he hates. If he wants to come back, it means there can't be me.

"It's better to go forward." I said.

"I? By himself? Then you?" ask me Ilham.

"I'll go home first."

"Who's home with you?"

"I can take a taxi. From here to the house not too far away, I'm sure it won't get lost. Just give me the money for the fare."

"But Mil,"

"Please mas. This time I have to follow you. Talk to her. Lower the ego mas, try to understand the condition mbak Ayu, at least mas must see it with various problems of his life. Pity him. When you need to persuade him, take him back home and start everything from scratch. I will not be able to live happily if Ayu also does not feel happy. We have three households with children as well. It has to be fair, it has to divide everything."

"Mil, um,"

"If you don't care about him, I can't continue this either. I am a nobody mbak Ayu alone can feel pity with his very complicated life story. It should be more pitying. He has tried hard for happiness. This time it's my turn!"

"alright. I'll try. Let's just hope Ayu hasn't closed the door of her heart to me "

Mas Ilham walked forward towards Mbak Ayu. Just a few steps he looked at me. I nodded my head. As he turned around, I quickly disappeared, watching him from afar in a hidden place that could not be seen by Ilham and Ayu. When I was sure they had talked without any expulsion from Ayu's mother, I left the place. Return home in a taxi that happened to pass in front of the tomb.

***

Arriving at home, I was awaited by Madam Sila who came looking. After hearing from me that Ayu's mother had been found, he went straight home to meet Ayu's mother.

"Where's Ayu?" Ask Madam Please

"Aren't you okay?"

"Why with me, Mom? Ayu's mother is my honey. I was like my own sister. Her happiness is the same as mine."

"Well that's my daughter." I'm Sila ma'am. "My biological daughter." she continued. A confession that made me feel sad. If Madam is her real mother, why is her attitude so cold. Doesn't Ayu know that Madam Sila is her mother? It turns out my guess was wrong. Madam Sila told me that Ayu knew that Madam Sila was her birth mother. He deliberately called Bu Sila Aunty because he considered Bu Sila was a stranger since Bu Sila decided to leave Mbak Ayu at the age of eight years with her father, who was, smenetara Bu Sila went abroad to pursue her career. "Since then Ayu lived with her father. She soon had a stepmother. It was his father's new wife who he deliberately called mama to make me jealous, but at that time I just ignored because my mind was only focused on the career until I ignored Ayu's feelings." story of Madam Sila. "Since then Ayu created a deeper jurabg. When I came back, he would no longer apologize."

"Oh my God," I'm getting dizzy hearing Ayu's life story that turns out to be even more complicated

"To get close to Ayu again, I deliberately approached Ilham. Building the foundation he dreamed of. A religious foundation. My hope is that Ayu will bend her knees to me, but she still does not want to. To realize the dream of Ilham to be the chairman of the foundation, Ayu tried hard in various ways. He even sought honey to convince the people how righteous Inspiration was. Actions that I think are quite excessive."

I'm dumbfounded. So he made me a honey brother so that people would count the godly husband. Can educate him to accept a honey in his life. Geez, my head immediately throbbed.

"Then now what do you want from Ma'am Ayu?"

"Mila .. I realized I was wrong. I ignored him from small. Now I'm sorry. I have no purpose in life anymore, I have everything but it feels empty because I lost my daughter. Now I want to get back close to Ayu. Repairing our relationship and treating her heartache. Ayu is not a bad woman, she is actually very good just the wound in her mind is too much so she can not control her emotions until Ayu has to experience pain in captivity.

Fortunately, Ayu has honey like you that can understand it. The doctor and psychologist who handled Ayu had told me everything that since there was you in her life, Ayu felt everything was getting better. It's just that he can't accept that you're the one who made things better." said Ms. Sila. "Mila, can you continue to guide Ayu even if she is not as good as you. Look at him as someone who is sick, have mercy on him. Please help him get his happiness." ask Madam Sila. The woman cried while holding both my hands. "As a mother I have failed. I know I can't get another chance, but I really hope, whatever I want Ayu to be happy. He has suffered a lot since childhood, his happiness is only Inspiration but unfortunately Ilham also wanted to give up and ...."

"No Ma'am. Who said I gave up? Currently Ilham mws are struggling to maintain their household with mbak Ayu. It's not easy, he needs support, but he will keep fighting. I guarantee it because I will try as much as possible to make Ayu happy."

"Mila!" Madam Sila hugged me tightly.

"I don't know what else to say, Mil. I can only thank you for being so kind to Ayu. He's really lucky to have honey like you!"

Our conversation was forced to stop when we heard the sound of Ilham's car entering the yard. We have to act like nothing happened to make Ayu feel comfortable. I decided to go into the room, for a while I did not want to show myself to be comfortable. I realized that I was one of the reasons he felt uncomfortable, that's why I had to disappear for a while.