BECOMING HONEY'S SISTER
Ruptured

But Ilham was still angry with me. He thinks I'm the one who made all this messy. Because of my proposal to release Iqbal, the boy finally got big. I mean, not so. I just don't want the kid to feel alone. Don't let him get further away from his family. He still has Abi and Umi complete even though I am not his birth mother but my love is also great for them .

While Ilham, he still chose to avoid me. He tried to stay in his own office.

Until night, I had not slept. Just sitting on the prayer mat while waiting for Ilham to enter the room. But he doesn't care at all.

He soon entered the room wearing reading glasses. Mommy must be busy with her work. I had heard that the problem in the small office mas Ilham.

"Mas" called me, standing at the end of the bed. There was no answer, he did not ignore me. "Mas still angry?" my many. "Mas, I'm sorry ya." I knelt beside him, hoping he would forgive.

"Sleep!" He said, without looking at me.

"How can I sleep if my husband won't forgive me?"

"More than you, Mil?"

"Mas, please do not think that I do not obey, mas.I try to obey mas, really. It's just that in some problems sometimes I think it's excessive."

"Excessive? you know what Iqbal did was very dangerous.he even involved his sister. The sign was that he really seriously wanted to destroy this household. If I wasn't firm from the start it would be dangerous for him.

At this time it is fortunate that Iqbal is still young, otherwise he will not be able to be released even though I can hire the best lawyer possible.understand you!"

"Yes, I understand. I'm sorry."

"Now come out. Just sleep in the other room because I don't want to see you!"

I can't speak. Inspiration blatantly kicked me out. It's uncomfortable, but that's the truth.

I went out of the room, towards Sabrina and Yumna's room. There I decided to sleep tonight.

***

This house is really like hell when Ilham closed his mouth, as well as Iqbal. While the others also did not dare to open their voices, only Ibed who still wanted to joke, even though no one wanted to serve.

"Would we split up?" Said Mas Ilham, after breakfast and we both went back to the room.

"Let's talk about you today!"

"Astaghfirullah mas, why is that?"

"Go stay at mom's house. Farid will take you!" mas Ilham then left after dropping one talak on me.

My body was limp, tears were flowing. Didn't expect to be stuck like this. I mean actually well, I just don't want the kids getting ruined.

There's nothing more I can do because Ilham closed the communication door. He hurried to go to work, then I stayed alone confused.

But I can only follow what Ilham said. I immediately packed my clothes and Yumna, then moved to the house of my mother-in-law escorted by Farid.

"Astaghfirullah, why is Inspiration so stupid. Have you lost one wife and lost another? after all, how can menalak wife who is pregnant. The speech is invalid!"

"I'd better go home, ma'am." I said

"Don't Mil, you're here first. The inspiration is just being confused. He doesn't want to be completely separated from you. He's just confused until he has to break up with you."

Whatever it is, I'm still an ordinary woman who has pain when she's being stabbed. Though my intentions are good. I did it for the kids, but it wasn't appreciated. As a result, the originally sad me has now turned into a disappointment. I don't like the treatment.

***

It's been two days, but Ilham has no sign of picking me up. I'm getting worried. Lest he be right, decided to drop the talaq so that it would no longer be burdened by me.

I've been planning, just go back to my hometown. There I can stay with both my parents. Restarting a new life while awaiting the birth of her sister Yumna.

While packing, suddenly mother went into the room, she brought the news that made my heart feel like it wanted to be dislodged. He is now in the hospital.

I who originally harbored disappointment now began to melt. As my mother said, I was asked to come to the hospital. Until there, this heart was immediately broken to see the condition of Ilham who lay weak with his body side already hit by the stroke.

While mom was busy taking care of the administration, I accompanied Ilham to question this matter.

"The spirit is healed, yes. I will never leave you sorry if you were wrong, especially yesterday. I love you and the kids."