BECOMING HONEY'S SISTER
Taking Over Responsibility

From the information I get, Mas Ilham is like this because of the problems that come in a row. After dropping the talaq, Ilham was really sorry, he was upset, just about to pick me up, Iqbal again made a tantrum. He joined a motorcycle gang and took part in the action. The continuous work of Iqbal like that makes the credibility of Ilham who just started his career questionable, moreover his efforts are teaching services where he must provide the best example but educate his own son he is unable.

"Ilham is bankrupt. He's in a lot of debt." Suddenly mom gave me information that must have surprised me.

"God ..." I called God's name. Think repeatedly to strengthen yourself.

"What do you do, Mil?"

"What's Mom?"

"After all that has happened, this chaos, such conditions of Inspiration and its unruly children. Financial chaos even wrapped in debt. Will you stay or leave? If you go, I won't turn you on because you deserve better. It's not all your duty to bear."

"I'll stay by Ilham's side, ma'am. I will continue to share it, as I promised Ayu."

"Alhamdulillah Mil, Ayu really did not choose wrong. He left his son to the right man. I am so grateful."

It is not easy to do everything. I had to replace Ilham as head of the family for a sick husband and six children. Moreover, I don't have much ability to earn a living.

"We're moving out of this house." I finally decided to sell the house of mbak Ayu. A decision I had to make because we had no other choice. The debt of Ilham is due. Ayu bill must also be paid but there is no money dime.

Hearing my decision certainly made Iqbal angry. He did not accept his mother's property I sold so he cursed me all out.

"Finally it looks also how original you are, greedy woman. You married my father just to take our property. After making my mother die now you think you can rule her so sell this house. But I won't let. I'm not gonna let anyone sell this house. Hear it!" Iqbal.

"Polite talk, Bal." My love. "This house is for sale. We only have a week to empty it. So please cooperate. Don't make any more trouble because this family matter is already too much."

"Hehhhh, listen carefully. This is our home, so no one has the right to sell but you. Hear it! After all, is his father Yumna not able to give you the money to have to pestle our family?"

"Why? Was he the kind of irresponsible man who only relied on his wife to dredge up someone else's possessions? Then, after you get the money will you leave our family?"

"Iqbal!" I'm really upset to see this kid. I'm so tired. But it hasn't changed either. "Are you not aware, you are one of the reasons why this house is sold. You forget how much debt you owe because of you, Bal. To redeem you, release you from the police station, indemnify the victims of your motorcycle gang, also for the hospital expenses of your father who also hurt because of you. Pleased!

And one more thing, please do not bring my previous husband because he has nothing to do with this. Listen carefully, my husband is not a rich man like you but he is a very responsible man so I love him very much even though our lives are very mediocre. Unfortunately his age is not long until I have to experience all this. He died and the cause was your mother, so he was keen to marry me to your father!" I said with burning emotions. I'm really upset at this kid, he's gone too far and I have to shut up his mouth and his attitude. Ianjafud.

"A ... What's?"

"Your mother owes me her life. She made me a widow and Yumna an orphan. But instead of being responsible he got me into this. She burdened me with her children and husband. It's very cheating, isn't it. And you ... If you really love your mother, you should also take responsibility. You must make both of us Ridha's hearts so that we can forgive your mother!"

Not only Iqbal was shocked, but also Asad and Hana who happened to hear the quarrel between the two of us. I don't really want to say any of that because I don't want them mentally to fall, but I have no other choice. The boy continued to attack me with scathing words. He doesn't trust me and it makes me tired.

"From now on think carefully if you want to make trouble. Including if you want to hurt Yumna. You owe a lot. And, if you don't want to follow the rules I made, please leave this family, you can stay with Sila's grandmother. She's your mother's mother, so she'll definitely love you more!" I'm affirming.

Not wanting to make the three children hurt deeper by knowing the truth, so I decided to leave them. I have a lot of business to do too. I don't want to waste time fighting with a little boy who is now my son too.

The sky of Jakarta is so cloudy like my mood. There is a very heavy burden and I don't know when it will turn blue. I looked far ahead. Actually Madam Sila has offered help, but to avoid Iqbal's accusations so I refused.

At this time I have made a decision.the money from the sale of this house in addition to paying the cost of Ilham mas hospital, paying the debt bill and mbak Ayu, I have bought a simpler house. Type 60 house. I think that's enough for me and the kids. The rest I will use for sales capital, it happens that the house is in a strategic location, so it is very suitable for selling daily needs.

Mbok Asih will continue to work with us, while Farid I stopped because I think it is not needed and to save expenses.

"Oh my God, I hope everything goes well. I can take good care of the kids." I said. I'm mentally preparing to talk to the kids that starting next week they have to transfer to a state school to save on education costs. I don't want any more fuss though I'm pretty sure Iqbal will be in a fight because I've been planning on putting him in the boarding house.