Behind My Pain There Is You
epesode 56

...7 years later...

...* vatnam *...

...in an apartment...

" my sweetie baby let's wake up" said Ellen woke up her boy who is now 8 years old

" mom I'm still sleepy" replied Ellen's son, Bima ,,! covering her face with a blanket

the child that Ellen gave birth to was a boy named Bima, the age of the child is now 8 years old, intelligent children, smart geniuses, and so on,,walow is only 8 years old but his attitude is like an adult

The name Bima is taken from the name of the dady stands for Bernardo Bayu sukma,,!! Walow Ellen no longer wants a relationship with Nando but in the depths of Ellen's heart she still loves Nando

" don't you have the same promise today, to see the car show that will be held in the largest stadium in Singapore dear" said Ellen

" oh yes I forgot this mom is Sunday I think it's school day " replied Bima immediately woke up and sat on the bed

" uh basic child momy this one turn holiday spirit if in wakein for school ajah hard his asking for forgiveness" said Ellen while pinching the squeeze cheek of the child

" but Walow is so important I always won in the mom class" replied Bima

" yeah momy knows ,,!! because of that momy is always proud of the child momy this one" said Ellen while kissing the cheek of Bima

" mom I'm a big boy now I'm not a kid anymore ,,!! don't kiss me like that especially in front of my schoolmate" Bima said annoyed at the momy

" out of his momy son is very handsome and gesin ,,! so momy wants her nyiumin momy's son on this one ,,!! because in the eyes of momy you still keep Bima momy small and cute" said Ellen while holding both cheeks Bima

" mommy I'm an adult now even I already have a girlfriend" said Bima then wake up and run to the bathroom because she was afraid in her momy omeli because she mentioned the word boyfriend

" what Bimaaaaaaaa " cried Ellen turned out to be what Bima feared the incident

" i want to shower mom later I'm late om antoni soon want to pick up " cried Bima from the bathroom

" fucking bad boy look out for ya later momy find out who your boyfriend at school " shouted Ellen while shaking her head

" mommy won't be able to find it because my girlfriend is a lot of mom "yells again Bima from the bathroom while laughing satisfied to prank the momy

" what this kid is right ya ,,!! is she like her dady,,!! what was Nando like at his age,,!! ko I'm so into Nando's memory,,!! no no no I have to keep him out of my memory, '" Ellen told herself

" honestly I miss her a lot, Bima is very similar to her ,,!! every time I see Bima's face I always think of her because Bima's face is like a pinang on the same side of her dady is very similar ,,!! Bima is very handsome charismatic percis like Nando, he is smart, smart, even he likes automotiv like Nando,,!! there is nothing similar to me from Bima,,! But maybe now Nando has been living happily with the woman and also their child,,!! I should have thrown away my thoughts about Nando what more could I expect from him,,!! I can be a mother and father to my son,,! even Nando didn't know I had a child with him" Ellen told him

" oh so dady has a daughter from another girl and she doesn't even know that momy gave birth to me,,!! pantesan all this time momy never answered if I asked about dady,,!! from now on I won't ask any more questions about dady with momy,,!! it had been enough all this time that she had always been sad because dady had left her for the sake of another woman,,!! so I won't burden momy anymore with my silly question questions about dady not wanting me,,!! I don't need a dady anymore,,!! because momy is always trying to be momy and dady for me,,!! it's better now that I'm trying to match momy and om antoni he's a good guy who will be able to make momy and me happy ,,!! because all this time it was antonilah who always replaced the figure of a dady for me " said Bima

after saying to himself Bima who had finished bathing came out of the bathroom, after coming out of the bathroom Bima saw her momy who was preparing clothes for Bima to wear

" mom I love you, im so sory mom im just kidding whit you" said Bima hugging her momy from behind

" hay what rong whit you,,!! I now you jus kidding whit momy becous momy now my boy " replied Ellen as she turned to hug Bima

" don't wory boy,,!! momy knows you, Walow sometimes you jail ,,,!! but you know the limits because you're a smart kid I love you to honey ,,!! you are the source of momy happiness " continued Ellen still hugging Bima

" thenk you mom because momy was always there for me, and always understood me and gave birth to me as your child, I was lucky to have a momy like you " replied Bima

" oh my son you make momy moved" said Ellen as she tightened her embrace on Bima

" lucky Momy has a child like you baby,,!!! now it's sad, sad,,!! let's put on your clothes momy is ready on the bed" said Ellen

" after wearing clothes we have breakfast together " continued Ellen and release her embrace

" okay I'll get dressed,,! but momy came out first I was a big mom" said Bima

" okay momy wait at the dinner table dear" said Ellen then out of Bima's room

Bima is very similar to Nando,,!! Bima likes automotiv like Nando and today he will see a seport car show that will be held at the stadium with Ellen and Antoni

it just so happened that after Ellen left Nando she worked at an automotive company to finance her life and also her son,,!! walow Ellen is sometimes scared and was was was if she plunged into the world of otomotiv,,!! he was afraid of one day accidentally meeting Nando,,!! because the field he took is the same as one of Nando's companies that run in the field of automation that has gone international

Ellen had no choice she had to start everything from scratch again,,!! because there's no way he could ask for living expenses from the results of his company held by Clara,,!! he no longer wanted to get in touch with that Nando,,!! if she tries to ask for help, Clara automatically Nando will find her

Ellen thinks her life is happier without Nando with her child than it is with a man who always hurts her,,Ellen decided to be a single perent because living without a husband was better for her after being hurt twice,,!! Ellen did not want to be hurt for the third time

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