
Al,"
"Belly!" He immediately approached Belly and hugged her tightly.
"What happened Al, why are you crying?" Belly who was hugged by Alan tightly felt confused.
Alan immediately took off his embrace, "Don't leave me again bell."
"Al, what's going on?"
"I'm looking for you. I thought you were...."
"Hmmm..." Belly showed me a bag of medicine in her hand.
"I've redeemed Al's medicine, I'm not gone or lost!"
Seeing the drug in Belly's hands, Alan realized. If his concern for Belly at this time was so excessive.
"Al, there's no need to worry like this. I'm fine!" Belly shook her head, so astonished to find Alan's behavior.
It can be clearly illustrated if the current Alan is so anxious about him, but Belly also felt that Alan's anxiety is so excessive that it makes him uncomfortable.
"Let's go home." Belly decided to return to the apartment immediately.
Alan was silent, following Belly from behind. While walking towards the parking lot Alan called his man.
"He's with me!" Said Alan briefly, then he cut off the phone unilaterally.
In the car, they both felt awkward. The atmosphere became quiet without any sound.
"Bel, next time you want to go, you have to...."
"Should you give permission??" Cut Belly with her face. Alan had not finished speaking.
"Bell, it's for the sake of...."
"For my safety? Didn't you?" Cut Belly again.
"Bell, please understand. I'm so worried about you. So, try to comply with my request."
Strange debate in his opinion, he should be the one who feels angry because Belly did not tell him if going to the pharmacy. But this was instead the belly who looked angry and upset at him. Understanding women is difficult.
"Alan, when do I not understand you? When did I not comply with your wishes?"
"Bell, should we argue just because of this matter?"
Alan wants to end their argument. Right now the most important thing is that Belly is back with him. But it seems Belly different thinking with him.
"Alan, you should understand! You know, you're always selfish. You want me this and that, but you never want to hear my opinion first!,"
"Al, this treatment of yours has made me go awry and even feel constrained??"
Belly hopes that Alan is aware of all his attitudes because Belly has taken everything from his heart.
Alan stopped his car, he was completely out of focus to drive again. The feeling was like slashed, very sick when he heard Belly saying something that he did not feel good about.
All of his actions were just to protect Belly, all of which were done just to keep Belly safe. But he did not expect that all the treatment and attention instead made Belly feel uncomfortable.
It's all my fault, I keep giving, hoping you'll receive. It's my fault, because even though I knew this kind of rejection would happen, I still kept hoping for you.
Alan was just silent, his mind just kept talking if this was his own fault.
Alan doesn't want emotions to face Belly. However, Belly's condition is currently still not healthy. Giving up, that's all he had to do.
Alan turned the engine back on, headed for the apartment. According to him, today Belly better rest first.
Arriving at the Apartment, Alan immediately asked Belly to take a break.
"Rest,.."
Hearing Alan's words, he immediately went to his room on the upper floor.
Not to mention his anger, someone had knocked on the door of his room.
Geck! Geck!
Belly wakes up lazily, she feels sure when Alan is knocking on her bedroom door. His hand also opened the door of the room that was being knocked by someone from outside.
"Mom Belly, sorry to interrupt." Sumi an ART commissioned by Alan comes to see Belly.
"Eh, mummy. What's up?"
"This is a deposit from Mr. Alan." Sumi handed Belly a paper bag.
After Belly received it, Sumi went back down to carry out her duties.
"Huft," Belly took a deep breath. He was amazed by Alan. Even when Belly had revealed all of his strands, Alan just kept quiet and did not respond to any of his words.
Now, Alan instead gave him an object that he might be desperately needed for. Feeling arbitrarily treated by Alan, he also brought the object back to Alan.
Belly looking for the whereabouts of Alan, it turns out that Alan is now in his room. Belly ventured into Alan's room, which she had never visited before.
Not yet had he knocked on Alan's room door, it turns out the door had been opened by Alan because he happened to be about to go out to his study.
"Belly?" Alan was surprised that Belly had put her face in front of his room.
"Is something??" Alan asked to confirm, because Belly does not usually meet him.
"It! I no longer need your gift!!!" Belly handed over a paper bag that she had received from Sumi.
"I didn't ask for it Al, I don't want you to continue like this! And one more thing, I remind you...."
Belly tried to temper her frustration for a moment, "I can't continue to accept your gift. And you know if I'll never be able to....."
"Reply my feelings?? That what you mean?" Since then silent for trying to listen to all Belly's words, Alan finally cut his words.
"Bell, I've been thinking about the consequences from the beginning. I know that," Alan continued.
"I gave all this to you without wanting you to repay me, I sincerely did everything for you as much as I could, I will also continue to take full responsibility for you while I can. No need to return my feelings, Bell, for me you are near me that is more than enough!."
Finally Alan can breathe a sigh of relief, he wants to straighten things out to Belly. He does not want to belly think that everything he does expects a reciprocal. He also hopes this time Belly will realize if his feelings are sincere without wanting anything back from him.
"Rest, and dress the phone so I can contact you more easily. I wish you hadn't disappeared again."
Alan went into his room, he took something that he would hand over to Belly again.
"Here, tomorrow morning we're leaving for Surabaya." Alan gave Belly the plane ticket he had ordered.
Belly remained silent without a sound. He took the plane ticket out of Alan's hand. I don't know why his mouth was just silent, but he was so enthusiastic to nag Alan.
Maybe because he had heard all Alan's words to him. I don't know why he just realized it. Alan did do everything for her sincerely. Just try it if there's no Alan, maybe I don't know what will happen to him when the King just dumped him.
"Al, uh,"
"Yes? Anything else you wanna say? Say Bell, I don't want you to hold him."
"How can you be this good to me? What is your heart made of?"
"I'm just doing what I think is right, take a break, Bell."
Alan is not good at words, he prefers to act.
"Al, I'm sorry that I can't return all your feelings. But, I'm sure someday your kindness will...."
"Yes, yeah, yeah. I'm sure God will repay him. Rest, early in the morning you must prepare."
Belly returned to her room, her heart rumbling to feel bad for Alan. Although Alan was right near him with all his goodness, somehow he just kept thinking about the King who had obviously dumped him.
Hearts can't be forced, I'm sorry Alan.