Being a One Day Bride
A different taste

Don't push your heart, if you want her to be happy, let go!

POVS. Alan

After I think about it again, I better give in and not continue to force this feeling. Because after all Belly can never be mine.

I let go of all my desires and hopes that I want to always be close to and have, I hope this is the best decision for me. Ah, no, this was the best decision for Belly to be happy even though my heart was currently breaking into pieces.

After my indifference to her this morning, I asked Darwin to drive me to the Hospital where someone in the care of me wanted to meet.

King, I met him in his ward with his parents there. But realizing my presence, his parents came out and threw a little smile at me. It's as if they realize that I only want to talk to the King with four eyes.

I just nodded with a slightly bowed body as a sign of my respect for them. As a child with no parents, I was obviously envious of the King.

But that's not what I'm here for, I want to talk about something serious and much more important than my sense of irritation.

"How are you?" I tried to make small talk first, to get rid of this feeling of my awkwardness.

"You think??" The king asked as if indifferently while staring lazily at me.

I could only take a deep breath, while saying the word 'patience' in my heart. If I don't feel sorry for him and I can control my emotions, maybe this fist has hit that shitty face.

"If there's nothing you want to talk about, it's better to leave because I want to rest" said the king, pulling a white blanket over his legs with bandages on.

"Belly today will return to Surabaya," did not want to buy time, I immediately to the point. Because actually I am also lazy to linger face to face with a person who sucks like a King.

"W-what? I have to see him ..."

"Wait for the King, he's leaving at seven tonight. There was something else I wanted to say," I obviously cut off his words because I saw the King wanted to get out of his bed.

"What do you want to say?" The king seemed to give me a chance to talk.

"Please take care of Belly, and be happy with her," I slowly drew this heavy breath. There was a slight tightness in my chest as I said this.

"What do you mean?" The king immediately gave a sharp look to me.

"I want you to take care of him with all your soul, never again do you hurt him. I give up .." I think these tears are very eager to come out, but these eyes can still hold up until those tears are still safely blocked.

"I give up and let Belly be with you," I continued again after feeling a little relieved because of the tightness in the chest is a little prong.

"Alan, can I trust you? Heuh, I can't even believe that you still want to disturb Belly," The king this time threw his cynical gaze at me instead.

"Meet him later at the airport, if you really don't want to lose him again, and I want you to take good care of him," didn't want to respond to the words of the King who continued to provoke my emotions, he said, I also decided to leave the treatment room.

While outside the room, I saw the eyes of the two old men of the King staring at me. It seemed like there were a lot of questions they wanted to ask me, but I immediately left the place without any greeting.

Until I opened the car door and slammed my body into the seat right next to Darwin who was waiting for me while holding the steering wheel of the Car.

"Ck! Weak," said Darwin while shaking his head staring at me with a cynical smile.

"I'm so weak" I replied, just awakening to Darwin's words.

"You're great, man, I'm proud of you" Darwin patted me on the shoulder a few times and then drove the Range Rover at a moderate speed.

"What will be her fate if she gets hurt again?" I still think about Belly's fate later.

"Keep thinking of him, until you forget your own fate!" timpal Darwin in a resentful tone.

"Come guys, there are still a lot of beautiful women out there! We're having fun, okay?" darwin tried to comfort me again.

For a man like Darwin, whose hobbies are only changing women, maybe he thinks the problems I'm dealing with are so easy. Until he took it easy and kept taking me to the nightclub for fun.

But this time I don't want to go to that noisy place again, last night I was screwed by a drink that I just kept gulping.

If you recall, Belly would have rated me as the worst man in the world because of the mess I did last night. Ah, what have I done, I feel like I want to come to her and apologize to my beloved woman all this time for my treatment of her last night.

My brain just keeps twisting Belly's name, my heart's intention to release itself, but it turns out my heart can't also mengikhlaskan.

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"Everything is ready, just remember what's left, Bell?" pras asked his daughter who is still sitting through the bedside.

"Bell," Prass tries to resuscitate his daughter for not answering her questions.

"Y-yes, Pa. What's up?"

"Hmmm ..." Prass just took a deep breath. He also sat next to his daughter while giving a soft rub at the top of his head.

"Papa know this must be heavy, we better leave immediately because another hour of our flight," continued Prass trying to resuscitate and calm Belly.

"Yes, Pa," Belly replied with a soft nod.

Actually Belly was still waiting for Alan, but from morning until the day began night Alan was never seen by him. There are so many things he wants to say. As he thought, maybe Alan is avoiding him now.

While heading to the airport, Belly tries to contact Alan by phone but Alan's phone number is out of reach.

Arriving at the airport, Belly continued to look for the whereabouts of someone. Belly really hoped Alan would come to see her but it seemed pointless. Alan didn't show himself in front of him.

"Bell, someone's looking for you" called Prass in a soft voice.

"Al," Belly turned her head towards the origin of the voice, her heart was now a little relieved that Alan had finally found himself. But how surprised he was when he found out someone who came was not the person he was waiting for.

"Bell, come back with me" the king took out a small box of white gemstones. Although his ankle still hurt, he was determined to squat while showing the ring box in front of Belly.

"Ra-ja, what are you doing?" belly's eyes widened, while several times looking around because many people crowded to watch the action of the King.

"Belly, I can't live without you. I want you to be with me until we're old" with tears in his eyes as a sign of his regret at having wasted Belly all this time, the King hopes Belly won't turn him down again.

"Bell, I know you haven't been able to forgive a mistake all along. But, please let me fix it. I promise, I will never hurt you again" continued the King.

Many people who roared there, saying the word 'Receive' several times made Belly become misbehaved. But after receiving the King's treatment tonight, it somehow felt so different.

Isn't this what he wanted? Didn't he love the King so much and couldn't replace him with anyone? His heart that had continued to tremble when he saw the King was now changing like never before.

Belly shed her tears, then she raised her head up in the hope that the tears would no longer spill.

However, as his head looked up with a hand rubbing his cheek, he saw someone up there staring at him in silence. A gaze that could be faintly seen due to the distance that was not close could be drawn if someone there was experiencing a deep disappointment.

"A-lan?"

To be continue ...