BEING A SUGAR MOMMY
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And now I'm picking her apart

And now I'm looking for his mistake

Like cutting her down will make you miss my drawn heart

Like ugly it will make you miss my sad heart

But she's beautiful

But she's beautiful

She looks kind

She looks good

She probably gives you butterflies

He might make you butterfly

hope you're happy

I hope you're happy

But not like how you were with me

But not like when you were with me

I'm selfish, I know

I know I'm selfish

I can't let you go

I can't let you go

So find someone great but don't find no one better

So find someone good but not better

I hope you're happy

I hope you're happy

I wish you all the best

I wish you all the best

Really

Really

Say you love her, baby

Tell her you love her, baby

Just don't like you loved me

Not like you used to love me

And think of me forever when your hands are on her

And think of myself with love when your hand touches it

I hope you're happy

I hope you're happy

But don't be happier

I hope you're happy

I hope you're happy

But not like how you were with me

But not like when you were with me

I'm selfish, I know

I know I'm selfish

I can't let you go

I can't let you go

So find someone great but don't find no one better

So find someone good but not better

I hope you're happy but don't be happy

I hope you're happy but not happier

The lyrics of the song sung thaya partly express his heart even though he actually does not want if the person who loves him is always thinking about it even though he already has his successor, he wants them to be happy without continuing to remember the past, he wants them to be happy,their story is just the past and now thaya just wants to focus her school.

When the match was over and they also won against GARUDA High School, Thaya hurried home alone and had told livy, livy,livy also had time to ask if there was a problem because ever since thaya returned from the toilet thaya like crying and kept a lot of silence, where her brother had not seen the trunk of her nose.

Thaya went straight home to her apartment, she needed to be alone, the incident that happened a few days ago successfully made her quite worse.

He was crying in his room, the incident in the toilet was back to mind.

"Clix... Ayya beg you stayin ayya, do not get nearin ayya again." cried thaya at that time, of course arsen stared in disbelief thaya, he thought only said to daren but it turns out he was too.

"Why ay..why, why is it wrong brother, because of the problem first.fine, I'm not sorry and sister also want responsibility ayy, don't tell brother to go too." Arsen immediately jerked the hand of daren who was still holding thaya's hand and held the two shoulders of the crying girl, while daren was still silent, The words of arsen continued to ring in his head.

"No sister.thaya doesn't want to, Thaya wants to go, take it off..." Thaya immediately pulled her body out of the arsenic grip and went straight from there, after which she did not know what happened to the two people she had lived there.

Flashback off

"Sorry.maafin thaya, thaya don't know how,thaya think it's been a good decision for us to stay away from each other." Thaya said softly, still crying behind her pillow.

Satisfied with crying, the girl got up from her bed and went out of her room to the balcony and picked up her guitar.

This afternoon Thaya just sat on her balcony strumming her guitar and singing, revealing her heart's contents that were truly fragile,while his phone from earlier vibrated that he deliberately turned off his tone because he again did not want to be disturbed.

He also glanced at his cellphone saw there was the name of his daddy there."hallo."wanted lirih.

"I'm sorry beby, Daddy doesn't know if you're your mom's niece." Uno said he apologized to his son after he saw the news about daren's engagement and he also saw the father of his mother thaya,all this time he did not really want to know his wife's family because he only needed Elsa but not her family.

Thaya cried again broke, really she now needs someone beside her, listening to her grievances, but the fact that she was alone and now her daddy contacted her because she really felt guilty.

"Honey sorryin daddy kiddy,yes.it's all daddy's fault that makes you suffer some of this back, sorry daddy babe,because daddy you separated with arsenic and because daddy again you tell daren.oh my god, what I do god." Thaya just silently cried to hear her daddy's words that vibrated to hold back her cries, she knew that her daddy now must be holding back her crying because she felt guilty about him.

"You go back to England again son, Daddy will take care of your move soon." Said Uno continued his words that had not heard his daughter's answer but he was sure the child heard his words.

"No dad.several more thaya will exam, Thaya will finish her school here,its okay." Thaya tries to toughen up, she also realizes what her daddy says is also the same as what she thinks and she also had time to blame her daddy, but anyway all has happened, but anyway,the only thing that comes out is the story, while the daddy is the way of life.

"Really.you don't have to feel strong baby, this is your daddy is not someone else, if you can't say, Daddy will pick you up soon and we'll stay together again."

"Gak papa dad.thaya certainly can pass her, already yes.thaya has not eaten, you want to eat first, Daddy kaga kaf herself well there." Then he's oun ending the call.

Thaya took a deep breath and threw it away slowly, she opened her phone and saw a lot of messages and missed calls from her friends and there was also arsenic and daren,he oun ignored without intention to read let alone call back, he finally oun ordered food through his cellphone and then left there to take a shower while waiting for the arrival of his food.