
Layla was completely powerless to hold back the already mounting cries burning in her heart, the longing for true love turning into the death that might come.
What would it feel like if the person who has started to feel in love again has to face a dilemma?
What it feels like people who have been present in the past will get the same wound story, the wound that increasingly makes him feel crazy to face alone.
How could that love that was trying to blossom end tragically someday?
Why is it that when I fall in love with a man, the dilemma suffers again? Is it wrong that I fell in love? Is there no gap for the word happy to be real? Why is my destiny like this! Oh God! Why don't you leave a single point of that happy word! Will I always suffer?! What I will feel every time!
I beg …
I beg you to let this one point feel even if it's just a blink of an eye.
I beg …
Allow me to repay all the good that was obtained at that time
Let me replace my life with his if it will save him later
Let it be, Rabb
Let me make her happy for the last time.
*****
"Laila?!" Say everything so frantic as Layla's consciousness began to waver.
"Mas Helmi ..." said Layla as if the tears were about to fall. He always held the cry alone, but .. for now the cry could not be held alone.
"Layla, you calm down, baby. Helmi's gonna be fine. Now we go to the hospital where Helmi was treated." Layla's father (Tuan Pradana) is trying to make sure Layla's condition does not panic about the news about Helmi's condition that is so suffering to be heard especially for Layla.
"Pa! How could Layla possibly be calm now! Layla Pa's husband ..." said Layla who could not control the emotions that had been so overflowing in her heart.
"Layla baby, you calm down. Don't panic like this, we just pray for Helmi, Layla." Layla's mother tries to calm Layla down.
"But …. Ma …." Layla who could not think calmly if the situation now was like this. The instinct of a wife is strong.
From the beginning, Layla actually had a bad feeling about Helmi. The incident actually began when Helmi was getting friendly with him.
*****
The beginning of the disturbing feeling …
The beginning of the romantic dinner begins the real catastrophe in Layla's household. The momentary romance will be disrupted by many things from the past coming back, the romance of Helmi and Layla will soon be tested and the initial round of doom will begin now.
"Layla my dear, you are so beautiful tonight, your beautiful body is also so fragrant that I can't forget this body of yours." Helmi who spoke while hugging Layla's waist tightly when they were still looking in the mirror.
Layla blushes to be ashamed of her husband's words, but Layla realizes that she is now not a perfect wife for Helmi, he who has been deformed about a tragedy that has happened in the past makes him also have to realize that he is not perfect for Helmi.
"Mas, can I ask you one thing? If it's allowed, if it's not okay, then I won't ask." said Layla who got a soft caress from Helmi.
"Why ask permission first? You are now my wife Layla, you deserve to know about your husband too, right?" said Helmi who seemed to signal that Layla could ask something that seemed so awkward in her mind if it was always kept alone.
Although actually Helmi is so afraid if the question to be asked by Layla is related to Carina, a dark boyfriend who is trying to be forgotten now.
' sorry Layla, I'm sorry I still can't tell you everything, I'm sorry I keep trying to hide this black ink in our household.'
"I just don't want to lose you, Layla. Now that I'm real getting in love with you, I'm never gonna let you out of my life, Layla.' inner Helmi who is still trying hard to cover all the things about Carina that will be the real threat in the household that is trying to be built by Helmi.
Layla was silent for a long time, but Helmi had prepared his wife to ask the thing she had been thinking about all this time.
"What's up, Layla? Why do you prefer silence? While I've allowed you to ask the thing you thought about so far." said Helmi who did not hear a single word from Layla after she invited Layla to ask.
"Sorry, Mr. Helmi." One of Layla's first words and one that was so painful to hear Helmi.
Helmi who does not want Layla to say continuously about the apology that is actually not worth saying to Layla on her. Helmi immediately scoops Layla's beautiful face and gives a sweet kiss on Layla's tiny lips.
"Have you forgiven that apology, Layla?" asked Helmi who saw Layla's reddened face when she was kissed again by Helmi.
"Layla, can I also ask you one thing? If that's what you allow Layla." said Helmi who still looked at Layla's shady face.
Layla only gives a small nod with cheeks that are still blushing like a pomegranate.
Helmi smiled sweetly and spoke.
"Never apologize to me, Layla. That word is inappropriate for you to say to your husband. I should have said sorry, sorry if I gave that touch now, sorry if you had to wait for me for days at a time."
"I'm sorry if I didn't call you back then, Layla. I'm sorry, Layla." Helmi who immediately hugged Layla's body tightly.
Layla seems to get a bad feeling will happen in her household with Helmi.
'why do I feel bad like this?! Is this just my feeling?! Why am I afraid to let go of this hug?!' inner Layla. Out of nowhere Layla could feel the unpleasant feeling, she even seemed unwilling to release a warm embrace from Helmi.
Long enough Helmi and Layla embrace each other, sharing the love that is already present in the recesses of the hearts of two human beings.
Helmi who wanted to end the hug she gave Layla immediately was prevented by Layla by saying so softly.
"Don't take it off, Mas. Layla please don't let go." Layla's love tightened her embrace on Helmi.
Helmi was so blushed when she heard the words from Layla, she felt that Layla was getting good at giving words to Helmi.
"If you want us to be like this until dawn, I'm ok." Helmi gives a warm hug to Layla.
"I'm sorry if I'm not perfect for you, Mas" Layla said between warm hugs that occur in couples who are already in love.
"Layla, why do you have to say that?! I don't like Layla!" helmi.
Layla immediately let go of the warm embrace between the two of them and immediately spoke a speech that could break Helmi's heart.
"Mas, I also have to be self-conscious. I'm just a blind woman who managed to get a perfect man like you, Mas."
"Sometimes I think, is it possible that a disabled woman like myself will get the word love in my life" said Layla who made Helmi just speechless staring fixedly at the shady face that was in front of her.
Helmi again gave a kiss on Layla's lips and immediately spoke,
"Would this explain how much I fell in love with you, my dear Layla. Do you need more evidence?!" said Helmi who again gave a heat attack on Layla.
Helmi really did not expect that Layla would say such a thing, the speech was so painful for Helmi.
'I'm that imperfect husband, Layla. Not you! I'm so lucky to meet and have such a perfect woman like you'. Helmi's heart seemed to have been filled by Layla and she would never allow Layla to leave her life.
'i can go crazy if we separate later, I already love you so much, layla.' inner Helmi who has been increasingly dominated by her true love, Layla.
If God can grant me this one wish, I just want to live with you, Layla. I will be so sorry that if you leave me this day, it has been dominated by the tenderness, the loyalty you have given me. Your gentle nature has made me realize that I already have the perfect woman, and that woman is Layla.
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