Betting Love Above Destiny
2 Silent Love

"Every afternoon, I definitely take the time to sit here. Just wanted to see Irfan Arafka Wafdan, passing ..."

Zaskia sighed, not just for the first time she realized that her actions were a waste of time, or whatever the other terms were. But, on top of all that he had realized, in fact he could not stop the hospitality that he had done so long ago. It seems like it has become

Call of duty that cannot be ignored. Praying for five times.

Although he did everything because he hoped to see one name. But, when the owner of the name he had liked secretly passed, he was actually powerless to look up to look at his handsome face. The girl was only able to submit her face, and glanced at it with the tip of an eye. It was also blocked by the hijab that always faithfully adorned her beauty.

"Ehemk. Not through yet." Suddenly a questioning voice sounded in a seductive tone, which scattered all of Zaskia's daydreams.

"Mbak Nabila." Zaskia became nervous when she saw who approached her and who had caught her. "Who hasn't passed, Ma'am?"

"Which Ning Zaskia is waiting for" Nabila said with a gentle smile.

"Eh." Zaskia immediately lowered her head with a face that was met with red from feeling embarrassed.

He could not remember, this was the afternoon that I had, he did all the routine of waiting secretly. It may have been almost a month, precisely when the dormitory kulliyatul muallimin temporarily moved to the area of Al-Badar-natural studio - a group of prayer belonging to Al-Hasyimi pesantren, Al-Hasyimi, which all personnel is santri-following the increasing number of KM students coming from various regions, making guesthouses for students who are already available can no longer accommodate the increasing number of students.

So, the KM guesthouse building was renovated, and added several new buildings. For students of KM level three, while they occupy three guesthouses beside the hall in the Al-Badar natural studio area. So there, they can see or meet some of the personnel of Al-Badar. Including Irfan Arafka Wafdan, the name mentioned by Zaskia just now.

Perhaps Nabila had been paying attention to the routine of Zaskia every afternoon, until he understood, what was actually being awaited by the daughter of Kyai Fadholi-nanny of Al-Hasyimi branch-it.

"I'm not waiting for who, Ma'am. Just that, just enjoying the view of the afternoon sky alone," said Zaskia. The girl who has been well-educated since childhood, because she was born from among the Kyai family, must also be educated to always tell the truth. So that when the lie comes out of his tongue, he looks nervous, and his body language also looks uncomfortable.

Nabila smiled. "We already know, Ning," he said gently.

"Ka-we? You mean anybody?" Zaskia asked with a slightly panicked look on her face.

"I, Davina and Madina."

"Oh." Zaskia was immediately bowed. Her pretty face and has red cheeks that meet red, now looks more red like dyed. He was embarrassed, and felt very embarrassed, when the secret of the heart that he had been very guarded, was known by Nabila. And not only Nabila, but also two other friends. Kanza Davina and Madina Shafa.

"Falling in love is not a sin, Ning, there's no need to feel ashamed" said Nabila softly. He understood what Kyai Fadholi's daughter was feeling.

"Yes, Mother. But ..." Zaskia momentarily fell silent and took a deep breath. "I've been trying to close neatly what I feel. I don't want anyone else to know, even if it's not a disgrace. But ..." back the beautiful girl sighed. "What's so visible huh, Ma'am?"

"No. We understand all this because about two days ago, we saw and heard for ourselves as you prostrated and prayed for Arafka. We thought you wouldn't have gotten this way, if it wasn't for a special feeling in your heart for her" Nabila explained what became her assessment.

"Oh my God, I'm so ashamed, Ma'am." Zaskia covered her face with both hands.

"Yes, Mommy." Zaskia sighed again, and her pair of eyes became teary as she spoke. "If I feel my chest tight, because of the heightened feeling, I can only complain to God. Because only God has the power to make my feelings last, or I have to kill myself."

"God willing." Nabila to rub the shoulders of the beautiful girl was soft. He felt overwhelmed by the nobility of Zaskia Arifa for the taste he had.

"I don't know when I like Rafka. Maybe it was from the beginning, but I didn't realize. I just know that my feelings are getting stronger and bigger all the time." Finally, for the first time, Zaskia breaks down the long-buried love in a form of expression on others. Not like all this time, which he can only tell himself and his god.

"I heard the news, that Rafka mas has a black past. But all of that doesn't diminish my feelings. I used to dream that he would become my priest. However, this desire of mine was definitely opposed by my family. Because I know, what kind of figure Aba wants as my priest, very far from the criteria of Rafka mas. Oh, my God, Ma'am. I'm so far as to say it." Zaskia wiped away the tears with shame that enveloped her chest because she had said too much.

"No papa, Ning. Everyone who loves must have a dream" said Nabila.

"Ah no, Ma'am. I don't want to get too carried away by feelings that turn into ambition and then fight destiny. I will only keep asking Allah, if not, may I be patient and able to give."

"Amiin Ya Rabb." Once again Nabila patted Zaskia on the shoulder. "You're so sublime, Ning," he praised the girl who was a year younger than him.

"Bet Bes for tomorrow, can be advanced later tonight, no?" I heard a question in the direction of both. Which makes them look at each other. "Eh what is this? Ning Zaskia is crying?" The girl berparas ayu who always decorate her face with pasmina asked in wonder.

"Grandfather, Madina Ma. It's just a flickering, me" Zaskia joked with a crisp laugh. While Madina had exchanged glances with Nabila.

"I'm ready if the meeting is to go forward" Zaskia said.

"I also obey" said Nabila.

"There is no phone schedule with ustadz Widad?" seduce Zaskia while smiling at Nabila.

"Ah no." Nabila so slightly blushed seduced so.

"It means Davina's staying. Has anyone seen him where?"

"In musholla" answered Zaskia and Nabila together. Madina smiled at the compactness of the two.

"He's been daydreaming a lot from now. Is there a problem, Din? But when I asked him he said no papa," said Nabila.

"I met him first huh," said Madina and immediately passed from before Nabila and Ning Zaskia.

Madina Shafa's. Kanza Davina, Nabila Alia and Zaskia Arifa, they are stars of the class Kulliyatul Muallimin or KM. The great family of Al-Hasyimi pesantren must be the majority know these names, because of the academic achievements they have been incised so far.