Betting Love Above Destiny
34 Is There Still Who Should Blame And Be Blamed

After the clock struck ten times that night, Davina rushed out of the musholla while carrying a mukenna. He decided to rest immediately because tomorrow morning there is a schedule for the first stage exam at KM. And after that immediately follow the last day public lecture at the center. However, as soon as his feet climbed on the terrace of the guesthouse, he saw someone sitting on the terrace of the hall. And his feelings rippled how he knew it was Madina Shafa.

The girl has not said anything since last night. After returning from Al-Hashimi center he immediately prayed Isya and chose to sleep in the guesthouse. And Davina was sure that she would not immediately be able to reach her sleep. Maybe Madina was awake in a quiet time with a million thoughts that raged and did not find an estuary.

And when morning, Madina also just chose to remain silent. Even the girl tends to avoid every time Davina or Nabila allude to her engagement. Madina chose to switch the conversation with a face that did not look happy, but also did not look sad.

The silent attitude of his best friend, it is very disturbing Davina's soul. He knew for sure that Madina was hurt, but refused to talk. And Davina was willing to do anything for her best friend, for the sake of being able to see a bright twinkle on her face that ayu back to how it was. But Madina did close the door to telling stories. Or maybe the ayu girl prefers to complain about her feelings only to God, in silence, because she does not find the language of expression that is quite appropriate to describe.

For sure now, her tears look bright.

Davina slowly sat in front of him.

"Din." He gently rebuked.

Madina Shafa looked startled, and immediately wiped away her tears. Then he tried to smile at Davina. "Do you pray Isya?" tanyanya immediately. Always like that, he preceded asking when Davina was discovering her grief. Looks like he didn't want Davina to ask about her tears.

"Already," said Davina while watching the look on the face of her best friend ayu.

"Speak, Din. Even with just a word," Davina said in a soft voice.

"I'm not papa, Davina."

"I know, Madina ..." But not yet Davina finished with her words, Madina has cut the words with her words.

"Tomorrow we test the first day .. I did not even have time to open the book at all."

Davina simply nodded with an uncomfortable feeling. There was an incoming call on Madina's phone. One time ignored call. Until the second and third calls, Madina still chose to ignore it. Davina looked up at her best friend.

"From Ra Fattan?" tanyakanya.

Madina nodded.

"Why don't you answer?"

"That's it, it's okay" said Madina.

And then a notification of incoming messages. Long Madina watched her phone. His mind was confused, whether to see the message or just ignore it, like a few phones just now. But then he decided to read it.

If you cannot answer me, then forgive me for interrupting your time.

If by ignorance you ignore my calling, trust me that I will always understand you.

And if by reason of intention you refuse to answer my phone, know it! I cannot accept all that, my soul mate ...

Madina Shafa flabbergasted. It was his desire to read the text for the second time. However, his gaze blurred as there was water floating on his pair of eyes. And then the spot fell. Even then he sobbed, his chest felt sob.

Actually this is what Madina feared, why she chose to ignore it. Not answering the phone or reading the message. Because he will not be able to, he will not be able to not shed tears, along with the feeling of his heart that feels so lost.

Davina let it all go for a while, until in the next second, when Meidina had wiped away the tears.

"I'm sorry, Din."

"Sorry for what?" meidina asked in a hoarse voice.

"Sorry, if it's because of me, if because you know about the match, you can't refuse in front of the sheikhona." Davina said that while looking down. He wanted to hide his gaze which was where there was already water floating on his two neutrals.

Meidina just shook her head slowly, indeed that was one of the reasons, but not the only reason.

"For God's sake, Meidina. Don't bother with that. I have no burden at all. I feel happy when you are happy" Davina said in a raucous voice and tears fell.

"I know, Vina. You're my best friend. And I'm also sad when you feel pain" said Meidina.

There is a mutual desire to give between the two. Not just want to accept. Just as Davina wanted Meidina to always feel happy, Meidina did not want Davina to feel sick and hurt.

Even then, Meidina said, "Don't blame yourself, Vina. There's nothing wrong with this. Everything is God's will."

Indeed, all events and events do not necessarily exist, but because they are desired to exist. By Him Who Wants.

And not necessarily man can live with the attitude of "accepting" what has become His will, even though it already has the understanding, that all of it is the will of God. Everything still needs a process. Except for the servants who have entered the category of shalih and Kaafi. For them sincere and patient will be very easy. But for most other humans, they still need a process that sometimes does not take a moment. That part of the process is what we are raising in a story.

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Because they are still taking the exam, KM students who leave together to Alhasyimi center, can only attend public lectures for one hour, before the event closes with dhuhur prayer worshipers together.

They will return to the guesthouse, but an officer informs me that Meidina Shafa is being called to the headquarters now.

Even though the ayu girl had asked her friends to come back first, but, some of them chose to keep waiting so that they could go home together.

Like yesterday, today the weather is also getting cloudy. The cloudiness is getting thicker, and then the drizzle points go down. They began to look for shelter, and their choice of places varied. As a result 20 students kulliyatul muallimin level 3 who from the beginning always come together, now so divided, groups in different places.

"Rain, most in Rafka does not come yes," said Nizam while staring at the raindrops that fell from the roof of the gazebo, where they sit together at this time.

"So she said she wanted to come?" ask Ustadz Fadil.

"Yes." Yeah."

"That means he's definitely coming, Rafka's deck is a sportive guy" said the senior ustadz in a determined tone.

"Even if he does not come, maybe he does not want us to talk about this," said Ustad Widad chimed in.

It has been two days since his engagement pledge was inaugurated at the mosque, Arafka never came to Alhasyimi again, even though all his friends were waiting. They were very curious to know what exactly had happened. Why suddenly sheikhona betrothed him to Meidina, and decided the marriage in the near future. While they know clearly, if the melodic guitarist Al-Badar was still stated not ready to achieve a halal love. But why are we getting married soon. Then what exactly happened?

Just suddenly.

"Sorry, can we take shelter here?" The question that was said after the greeting came from Nabila Alia, he stood in front of the gazebo with three other colleagues. Zaskia, Meidina and Davina. They are both on a mission to find shelter from the drizzle that is increasingly heavy, and has now been renamed to rain, because of its increasing intensity.

Gazebo near Mushalla Assurur is the place they are headed, it turns out there are already some people who may also be in shelter. There are Ustad Widad and Ustad Fadil, as well as Nizam and Azmi khalidi.

"Why not, this place is public property" said Ustad Fadil with a smile. Even.

"Road up, Deck. You've got that wetness" said Ustad Widad with eyes concerned for Nabila.

"Only when was it Ustad?" chirps Fitria with a smile.

"Everything, everybody, monggo." Ustadz Widad quickly read his words.

The four beautiful girls immediately took their seats. It was seen Azmi throwing a smile at Zaskia when accidentally their gazes met in the air.

"Are there only four?" tanya Ustadz Fadil .

"All. But there is already a return first to the guesthouse," said Fitria.

"Meidina Shafa is where, usually you are always together," asked Nizam, this question represents another as well, because the KM schoolgirl formation is now incomplete without Meidina Shafa.

"He is being called to the head office, we are waiting for him to go home bsrsama" Nabila said.

"Meidina's mom should be in bed, Ma'am. If we all wait here" Zaskia told Davina. Which was immediately embraced by the sweet girl.

Davina immediately grabbed her phone to send Meidina a message. And when that message from Davina came in, Meidina Shafa had just walked out of the headquarters. He paused and pulled over to read the message. The rain was still quite heavy, Meidina sighed.

Just suddenly.

"Assalamo."