Betting Love Above Destiny
41 Is Not Misunderstanding

"I can't, un-to accept the proposal, Jenengan, Ra." Although with a stammering voice, breath gasps with tightness in the chest, accompanied by the roar of tears, and the head that is bowed helplessly.

Rayyan Ali Fattan was stunned by that answer. For a moment he was silent. And despite being fully aware, if he was rejected, but he still asked in a soft tone.

"Why? Have we never talked about this?"

Ra Fattan knows nothing about Meidina Shafa. He did not know what happened to the girl whose name he always asked for in prayer.

About Meidina, which was preached by Arafka, on the initiative of shaykhona, is still news in a limited scope. Only close friends on both sides know. The rest of it both shut up, and did not tell anyone, because it was a gesture from Shaykhona. So it's only natural that Ra Fattan doesn't know that.

"I ... I ..." Meidina Shafa seems not to know what to answer, or even just to give an excuse. Looking now in front of all who were there, from her tears, her gaze, and her gestures, how shaken the girl was. His heart and soul, as well as his innermost feelings were shattered meaninglessly after being wracked by the pain that seemed to crumble the body.

Only her tears were able to tell stories, revealing a heart that could hardly be translated with words.

However, for Ra Fattan, Meidina had to keep it all together. Because he did not arrive at a perfect understanding by just looking at the pain shown by the ayu girl alone. There must be a word, however short, that is important to understand its meaning.

"Speak Meidina. Explain what is really. God willing I will understand."

Meidina raised her face, looking at the beautiful netra of the handsome young man in front of her. Next he took a strong breath, just gathering courage, to tell the truth.

"Sa-me, it's engaged, Ra."

"What?"

Rayyan Ali Fattan stared in disbelief, and did not seem to want to believe. He looked at the girl carefully.

"Is that true?" Tanyanya gamang's.

"Yes, Ra. That's right."

"Tell me again, Meidina. So I'm sure that what you said is true."

"Ra, I'm getting married."

Meidina instead repeated the same answer, which was asked by Ra Fattan, but the girl instead stated the facts one more after.

"Astagfirl."

The young man immediately begged for mercy, because the shock mixed with pain he felt, as if piercing the heart. Ra Fattan then wiped his face and bowed. Now, he just realized, that this is the fact that happened, about his kinasih relationship with Meidina Shafa, which apparently must be finished here. The girl he hoped to be his life companion has now been edited. His love that he hoped would be halal, apparently did not get the blessing of God. In he looked down, the sadness, pain and disappointment felt mixed.

"So this is what you've been hiding from me all this time?" He asked with a heavy tone.

"I'm sorry, Ra."

"Sorry for what?"

"I ..." And Meidina was unable to continue her words.

"Oh God." Fizz Meidina in heart.

"So all this time, I was just dreaming?" The young man asked. The question that was asked to himself. From that, it is clear how disappointed he is.

"I'm sorry, Ra," asked Meidina for the umpteenth time.

"I have to apologize" said Ra Fattan quickly. Even at the time Meidina may not have finished speaking. This wasn't his habit all along. He never cut Meidina's words. Not even in a hurry to answer. The young man was always full of pain and patience every time he spoke. If this time he acts out of habit, everyone must understand what is the cause.

"I'm sorry, Meidina. I was the one who misunderstood everything. Misunderstanding your feelings for me. Wrongly consider you a taste with me. I'm sorry for everything. I was wrong."

Like this in the end, Ra Fattan considers that Meidina has not loved him all this time. And what ayu girl can do, on the wrong judgment.

Tell me the truth? Meidina won't be able to.

Revealing how much he loved? Is there any point in doing so.

"Oh." And finally, Meidina was only able to stare in astonishment. To explain the truth, he felt he could not. Stay now he must resist the feeling of sebak in the chest. And the unrelenting tears flowed from her clear petals.

Rayyan Ali Fattan smiled, still giving a smile. Before turning around to pass . But suddenly Kanza Davina called out to him. "Ra Fattan." The cute girl held back the handsome young man's steps

"The mountain is not misunderstood, Ra. It would be wrong to think that Meidina never loved aide, Ra."

Which makes Ra Fattan look at the sweet girl carefully, waiting for what will be said by Davina after.

"She's so in love, she loves Ajunan so much, Ra. Her tears are proof. He decided to agree to marry, because he knew that between me and the marriage had been betrothed long ago."

"What?" And not only Ra Fattan was shocked by what Davina revealed, even everyone, everyone who heard it.

"What are you talking about, Meidina? All your words are not true" Meidina said.

"That's right, Din. You don't have to dodge. I can judge when you can't refuse the sermon because of what, "' Davina replied with a firm look sweeping through Meidina's tear-soaked face. Then Davina again directed the conversation only to Ra Fattan alone.

"I told Meidina, Ra. That marriage is just a conversation between families. Whereas between the invitation with me, there is no attachment to taste, and we have the right to decide the matchmaking at any time. But Meidina doesn't believe me" Davina said in a trembling voice. It seems clear that the guilt that binds the body, on Meidina's choice to marry, while in it is not accompanied by a sense of desire and like.

"Davina said the truth, Meidina." Ra Fattan said softly to Meidina Shafa.

"Maybe Davina was right with her words, but does Jenengan know, if Davina's in love with the invitation, Ra."

Which made Ra Fattan stunned. He looked at the old Meidina, and turned to Davina as if he was searching for the truth of what Meidina said to him.

"What the hell are you Meidina?" sergeant Davina quickly.

"Yes, Ra. Davina loved the invitation from a long time ago, perhaps even before the matchmaking pledge took place. Before he knew me."