Betting Love Above Destiny
62 Sorry For All The Times And Events That I Have No Power In

The time that runs is very slow, even though the distance between YPPI Al-Hasyimi and Mother Fatimah hospital is no more than 5 Km only. Maybe because Davina wants to get to the hospital quickly, wants to immediately see how the condition of Meidina Shafa now, until it feels like a very long trip, although it was taken by xenia car.

Or maybe it was because there was no language at all during this journey, between Davina and the young man sitting next to her, controlling the wheel. From the moment the black iron horse wheel rolled from the courtyard of Al Hasyimi branch, until now it was almost at its destination, both of them faithfully embraced silence. Neither would anyone want to end the silence that struck even with just a pointless pleasantry. Both Kanza Davina and Rayyan Ali Fattan, who were sitting next to him, both fasted the word, and did not know when the time would come to break.

At the request of his umya-nyai Fitrotin-who asked Ra Fattan to take Davina back to the hospital, before he left for Jember after visiting Davina and Meidina in Al Hashimi. Although there is no word from both of them on the gentle order of Fitrotin's nyai, but both Davina and Ra Fattan both carry out the wishes of Kyai Fadholi's wife who still looks beautiful.

During the trip the two were both silent, until then the car stopped in the courtyard of the Mother Fatimah hospital, Davina was preparing to go down. "Thank you, Ra," he said.

"Davina's." Ra Fattan held back the girl's steps with her call. Davina looked at him. "I'd like to take a minute, would you?"

Davina nodded and immediately paused her intention to descend.the crown prince Darul Ulum momentarily sighed before starting to speak. "You must've been told about our parents' plans."

Davina responded to the remark with a nod.

"you have the right to decide, Davina. And whatever your decision is, I appreciate it" Ra Fattan said firmly. Davina looks up.

"You mean, Ra?"

"You know how I am, you know what happens between me and your best friend. That way you'll have your own judgment, and you'll have your own decision." Ra Fattan said so while looking right at the Davina netra. The sweet girl sighed and looked back down. He understood exactly what Ra Fattan meant by his words.

"So, you're asking me to decide first, Ra?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Not that, before this moment, you've already decided first. And I've accepted that decision." Meant to insinuate Davina with his words.

"Yes, a decision based on feelings in the heart, and which I think is the most true, because the heart is the place of Divine truth. As it turned out, my decision was hujjah, where I put more feelings in my heart, without finding out, my god approved it or not. So I could no longer stick to my decision, so I could no longer stick to my decision, which is not far from the word wrong, nor is it close to the word right."

what a beautiful sentence that he used, if only not carefully observed, Davina would not arrive at the word understanding. Fortunately, although it does not have the intelligence of Meidina, but Davina's intelligence and foresight can not be doubted, so he was able to understand the meaning of the sentence Ra Fattan which contains the deep figurative meaning.

Davina sighed again, feeling now that she was in a very difficult position. Although Ra Fattan is his future fiancee, but the young man is also his former best friend's loved ones. Although Meidina will now give up her single life with others, but this fact will not be completely lost from Davina's memory.

Davina does have a great love for Ra Fattan, but she certainly will not just ignore the story of the crown prince Darul-Ulum's love with Meidina Shafa. And that is also what Rayyan ali Fattan said to him.

"And once again for all that has happened, I apologize to you, I have deeply disrespected your feelings as the woman my family has chosen. In that case, not only did I feel guilty, but I had also felt sinful." Once again the series of words Ra Fattan successfully attracts a sense of haru in Davina, although the girl felt the need to emphasize something.

"But, you wouldn't choose to live with women just out of guilt, would you, Ra Fattan?"

The grim question from Davina was enough to make Ra Fattan feel stunned, but the young man immediately smiled and immediately said, "not just me, not just me, you wouldn't be you if I chose to be with you just out of guilt."

"of course," said davina quickly.and after that, the atmosphere returned to silence, both of them were silent again in silence, perhaps because they both gave the heart a chance to understand and understand each other, and, what exactly is wanted.

"Please, Ra!" Davina also replied with no less manners. Because in the depths of his heart he deeply appreciated the handsome young man.

"I agree on what our parents' plans are." Ra Fattan said so while looking intently at Kanza Davina, as if he had stated that he was joining with all his determination in his decision. "I agree not to atone for your guilt, nor for my parents, but because I hushnudzon at the will of God, this is the thing that he is more pleased with for me," he added with great steadiness.

"What if you don't, Ra? what if this isn't the best thing for us?" ask Davina quickly.

"Then by Allah's guidance, sooner or later we will know it, Davina," he replied steadily.

"Then what about feelings, you're in the moment?" Davina felt the need to ask this. Although personally he has not decided anything about everything.

Ra Fattan smiled, as if she understood exactly where Davina was going. "If I were to say right now, that I had forgotten Meidina, you would not believe it either. In my heart there is still a sense, which I cannot measure how big and how deep it is, but I realize, I understand, that it is no longer possible. not only because he was about to get married, but in this very short time I already knew one thing, or rather, God had told me many things ..." Ra Fattan slashed his own words regarding what he had obtained in a form of understanding that made him more 'wise' again in interpreting each incident.

And indeed not everything we know we can tell, we can talk to others, because if it's a gift, then anyone who doesn't like you, won't believe it, and people who like you, don't need that. Plus, each person has his own way of obtaining guidance and getting closer to his god. Then it was just right when Ra Fattan told Davina, "May you also have a clue to the truth at the bottom of your heart."

"Amin ya Rabb" said Davina. "Thank you, Ra, for the genie has trusted me to know all this now. But, sorry, Ra, for the time being I haven't been able to decide anything." The sweet girl looked down.

"I also ask you not to rush, Davina. Until you reach the true steadiness in your heart. And whatever your decision will be, I really appreciate it."

"Thank you, Ra."

"There is no need to thank, instead I am truly sorry for all the times and events that I have no power in them" Ra Fattan said once again.

"If you really feel guilty, I have forgiven you, you Ra" Davina said, giving a sincere smile.

"Thank you, Davina. Take good care of Meidina, and especially take care of your health as well."

Davina nodded, after greeting the sweet girl immediately out of the car, she had a smile before closing the car door tightly.

"Mak Davina," said Zaskia who also just got out of the car with the driver and Azmi Khalidi.

"Eye, Ning Zaskia." Davina was a little shocked to realize the whereabouts of Kyai Fadholi's daughter.

"Mother Davina is new too? who's ushered?"

Asked so, Davina could not immediately answer, making Zaskia look at the black car carrying Davina. The car that returned left the parking lot. From the open side glass, a handsome young man sits behind the wheel, who throws a smile at them all.

"Ra Fattan," murmured Zaskia.