
Just like this time, the young man made silence in response. Again he represented his sentence in silence, whenever another Masayu-or Masayu-Masayu expressed feelings-Arafka was silent.
"I'm not much, Mom. Compared to the classy women who have achievements, and the daughters of Kyai who also like you. I just ..."
"It's not like that, Masayu." Arafka quickly cut through Masayu's words that had not yet reached that point. "I'm still on my way to setting myself up. So I haven't been able to for such things." That was the handsome young man's answer.
Not only Masayu who was stifled to hear it, even some kulliyatul nausea schoolgirls who were not far from there, including the four stars of KM students who stood on the terrace of the hall. They see everything and hear everything. Hardly believing, an Arafka would answer that.
It's been a year since the name became a lip fruit with a plump of praise and a piece of flattery. Along with his work with Al-Badar, Sholawat Alhasyimi group. Arafka as melody guitarist Al-Badar, who always looks stunning. Not with excessive style, even he was like focusing on himself, and when smiling, like just smiling for himself. But, all of that just adds to the undeniable charm. Next to an undeniable face. In an instant, his name appeared to be an idol among the Al-Hasyimi pesantren family.
And Masayu, is one of those who like it. And probably the only one who was too bold to express feelings to Arafka. While others, prefer to like only through whispers of fellow friends, some worship in silence. There is also a prayer calling Arafka's name on a long prayer mat.
No one ever knew what Arafka responded to when her name soared into an idol. He continued to live his days as a student of Alhasyimi, although he did not live in a practical cottage as usual santri pesantren. But he still keeps his image as a santri who keeps his distance from the princess, like the others.
The answer to Masayu which is a form of rejection subtly, seems to be enough to answer their question marks so far. This is according to some people, including Ning Zaskia, who was seen at that time immediately looked down with a pair of teary eyes.
But not for Masayu. He considered Arafka only reasoned to reject him, because who liked the handsome young man many of the daughters of the Kyai extended family as well, which when compared to Masayu, in quotation marks, was, the beautiful girl must have lost favor in Arafka's eyes.
"Isn't that just an excuse, Mom?" masayu with a sad look, and now a thick cloudy look began to parade his face.
"Maybe so, according to the judgment of some. But for me, that is the truth" Arafka said. And his eyes confirmed everything. It was past time, because of the love he had lived, from the deck of one woman to the other woman. Now, he has inspired himself, and established his heart to achieve true halal love. And because the journey to halal love is still felt far away, Arafka always brushed aside the taste for flavor that might come.
"Well, if that's your decision, I can't force it. But at least, Mas Rafka should be able to appreciate my feelings," Masayu said.
"I appreciate you, if only not in this way that you go" Arafka said in a firm voice.
"What's my wrong way, Mom?"
"How do you think? Twice you tried to crash yourself on my bike. And twice, I was sanctioned by the foundation rules because of you. And now, if your whereabouts here are discovered by the officer, do you think that I am also not taking the punishment?" Tandas Rafka with a flat gaze swept across Masayu's face.
Masayu looked surprised, he seemed to have just realized that this place for him was a forbidden area. Al-Badar natural studio area, Al-Hasyimi santri should not be entered either center or branch, except for those who have interests and have obtained permission from stakeholders.
But, if crashing himself at the rate of the handsome young man's motorbike alone, Masayu dared to, Moreover just to break the rules of the pesantren by entering this region, he would definitely be even braver. What's everything for?
Masayu named it for the love of Irfan Arafka Wafdan. But what is true is love, or just obsession alone.
At Arafka's words, now his pair of eyes began to condense, and slowly there was a single clear point rolling. Masayu was crying, without a puff and without a sound.
"Sorry, if my words are too harsh" Arafka said in an uneasy manner. However gentle and friendly a word of rejection, it will still be painful. Arafka was well aware of that, but he also could not justify the way Masayu had made him several times to accept the sanctions of the foundation regulations.
"I love it, Mas Rafka," jolted Masayu in a quite high voice. He seems to be very dissatisfied with what he got this time. May the girl open her heart soon. And will not do anything further, in order to get the love of Irfan Arafka Wafdan, the idol in Al-Hasyimi.
Then Masayu came out of the area by running. Some of those who saw it, could only sigh, some others looked at each other, some whispered to each other, expressing opinions secretly for what they had witnessed.
Ustadz Widad threw a smile at Arafka, as the handsome young man looked at her after Masayu's departure. "May remain Istiqamah, Dek, in the trials that come," he hoped in prayer without letting go of a smile. Ustadz Widad knows enough, if the melodic guitarist Al-Badar was very often get a shot of love like this. And all this time, he saw Arafka always solid, with what had become a decision of the heart.
"Amiin, thank you, Mas" said Arafka and then he looked at the wall fence that fell not far from it. "I will ask the handyman to fix it immediately, Mas," he said.
"Don't think too much, Deck."
"No, Mas. The event should be 4 days away, everything here should be neat," Arafka said as he reached for a mobile phone and contacted someone.
Ustadz Widad-teacher KM-it was about to pass, but his gaze was briefly directed to the terrace of the Hall, where there were 4 KM-class stars standing there. The handsome young Ustadz cast his smile for a moment before it passed.
"Look at the smile of Ustadz Widad, why do I feel dejavu," said Davina, staring at the handsome ustadz's steady back that began to drift away.
"How's dejavu?" tanya Nabila was curious.
"Smiles that seem to be for all of us here. In fact, there is one of us who became the center of interest of the smile. I feel dejavu" Davina said.
Nabila was just mesem and gave no response. While Madina seemed to frown at the thought of her best friend's speech. And Zaskia, the beautiful girl turned her eyes away, so that her three other friends, did not see that there was water floating in her eyes. Not because of the smile of Ustadz Widad, but because of hearing the words of Irfan Arafka Wafdan at Masayu just now.