Betting Love Above Destiny
81 Equally Win And Equally Lose

"Let's sit back, Mas Fattan," Rafka said. Because since realizing who the young man in front of him, Ra Fattan still chose to stand alone, ta'dziman on the son of shaykhona.

Unlike Arafka who is able to master feelings first. Until he looks calmer, and seems more controlling. The truth is Rafka is not not surprised when he realizes who Rayyan Ali Fattan is for Meidina Shafa, his future wife.

"I'm sorry, Mas Rafka" said Ra Fattan, after the two sat together. Actually he had no reason at all when choosing this sentence as the beginning of kalam back, after the discomfort of taste that had struck the heart, even though previously their conversation had been intimately intertwined.

Because actually, what things need to be forgiven, so Ra Fattan apologized. Is it because of the relationship that was established with Meidina Shafa? didn't it happen when the ayu girl had nothing with Arafka.if it was to be judged further, it should be an apology that was worth saying by Rafka, he said, because he was present in Meidina's life when the ayu girl had a promise of love with Ra Fattan. All that, because it had been present first the awkwardness in Ra Fattan, because the young man in front of him was the son of his teacher.

"There's nothing to forgive, Mas fattan, I didn't come here as your son. But as a man who's been engaged to the woman that Mas Fattan loves." Arafka said that casually, even accompanied by a smile. However, Ra Fattan seems quite surprised, although he can already guess, that Arafka will not meet him, but because he knows what is really between Ra Fattan and Meidina.

There, Rafka invites Ra Fattan to both occupy their respective positions as fellow men who are related to the same girl, without carrying the name of sheikhona.

"Yes, I admit it's all true." Ra Fattan was momentarily silent to take a deep breath. "But, if it's like this, maybe I can just let go, Mas Rafka." Fattan said so because he could guess what the conversation would be after. After all who sat before him at this time was the son of shaykhona, the son of his teacher. Although Rafka asked him to position himself in their respective places, without the frills of the name of Shaykhona, but Rayyan Ali Fattan will not be able to ignore it just like that. Therefore the handsome young man said it first, before he was asked or forced to say it. This is according to the point of view of Rayyan Ali Fattan, not necessarily so if the point of view of Arafka Wafdan.

"Mas Fattan, the purpose for which I met, you, did not mean to ask permission to marry the woman you love. Or to ask, Mas fattan sends the woman you love to me" said Arafka immediately, leading Ra Fattan to stare at her. The young man softened up, to reassure Ra fattan of what she had just said.

"Please listen to my explanation first, Mas Fattan," Arafka asked in very polite language.

"Yes, please, Mas Rafka. I'm sorry, if I've been in a hurry to guess." Ra Fattan replied in a no less polite manner.

"It's okay, I get it." Once again Arafka smiled kindly. "I carry out this engagement with Meidina Shafa, based on the instructions from God obtained by aba through riyadhoh.which makes us believe, if what I live is the will of God." Arafka began her conversation in a deep tone. With a smooth and polite sentence, if it can be interpreted with straightforward language, it may be interpreted as such.

That Arafka proposed to Meidina was not due to the intention of cornering the woman who had been chosen by Ra Fattan as his prospective companion. Moreover, just using his fangs as the son of shaykhona, so as to arbitrarily seize women who have been chosen by other men. But it was because of that girl that God inspired her brother to be chosen as Arafka's companion.

"So does the feeling that was in the Fattan mas for Meidina, and vice versa, all of it is also the will of God. And now between me and, Mas Fattan still do not know, which of his two wills is more desirable to Him." Arafka continued her remark back which made Ra Fattan momentarily speechless.

"Maybe God is more meridhoi what is being, Mas Rafka living at this time," break up Ra Fattan, after a few jokes later.

"It's still possible, Mas fattan, not yet certain" said Arafka.

"i have no reason to doubt the ijtihad of shaykhona. What he got, must be the right of God."

it would be understandable if Ra fattan said that. All believe and most also witness, how kyai Abdullah Umar Hashim in serving his Lord. Very careful and careful. It was a servant like him who was able to access the messages of God quickly. So it is not surprising that Ra Fattan has such an assessment.

so if Ra Fattan can be justified by his opinion, Arafka also cannot be blamed by his judgment.

"It would be better, let's find out for ourselves, Mas fattan, which of these two things is more diridhoi," asked the handsome young man to the handsome young man in front of him.

"Subhanallah.'' And finally Ra Fattan rubbed his face, after a moment he silently looked at every meaning of Arafka's sentence just now.he admitted the truth in the speech of his teacher's son. Truth that he seems to have realized at this moment.

"No one feels defeated, in the name of love and sacrifice. But it is more about trying to live out what God has ordained, in each of us" Arafka said with a straight look.

Because if you want to talk lose win. They both lost and both won. Rayyan Ali Fattan won, because Meidina loved him. But, Irfan Arafka Wafdan won, because at this time, she was her future husband.

On the one hand Rayyan Ali Fattan lost, because Meidina's future husband was the son of sheikhona, which made him would not have the courage to compete with the young man. But Arafka also lost, because even though she had become a future husband, Meidina still could not accept it until now. (When the story of the meeting with two people happened)

"Thank you, Mr. Rafka. Jennengan has reminded me of what I should have done. All this time, I was just preoccupied with my disappointment, and neglected to get what I was supposed to be looking for, which was a clue." Ra Fattan said that while slightly bowing her shoulders, a sign of deep respect. Respect is born of gratitude for the achievement of something very big. Which he had needed so much all along. A Guide from the Maha Rahman.

If Ra Fattan can be said to be late to gain that awareness, it is not due to a lack of understanding. Not because he doesn't have enough SQ. But because it has become commonplace, that man is a social creature, each of whom needs the other equally. It is like exhorting each other in terms of truth and goodness. And also as an intermediary comes understanding and knowledge, like Arafka in Ra Fattan now. And that's an inevitability.

(SQ is spiritually intelligent. This has been explained in chapter 44 entitled Smart Four Way. That is, physical intelligence (PQ) Intellectual Intelligence (IQ) Emotional Intelligence (EQ) and Spiritual Intelligence (SQ), according to a book called Quantum Ikhlas.

In the book it is mentioned that, a perfect human being is a human who lives balanced and intact with all his intelligence. The four directions mentioned above are intelligent.

Back to Ra Fattan and Arafka.

"I was very impressed with Mas Rafka" said Ra Fattan again, following his previous words.

"No, Mas Fattan," Rafka refused quickly. " It is precisely me who feels very amazed at, you. Because what's on Mas Fattan, it's not on me. I am indeed the youngest son of shaykhona, but actually I can not do anything," he added again with a bowed face. He honestly admitted that Kyai Muhajir's son was more than himself.

"With can be low, Mas Rafka. But I saw clearly that the blood of Shaykhona flowed strongly in Mas Rafka. When parents decide one thing in their lives, Mas Rafka chooses to obey and seek the resolve based on the guidance of God. Jenengan put forward the ridho of God in determining the step," explained Ra Fattan with honest assessment that he felt.

"It's different with me ..."