Betting Love Above Destiny
85 Thin Differences Between Admiring And Loving

"Ning Zaskia, sure?"

"About what, Ma'am?"

Nabila gestured to Azmi who was talking to Nizam in front of the wide open door of the room.

"God willing" replied Zaskia.

"Because ?"

"God because of Allah, Ma'am. May be guided and given the strength to do so." Zaskia answered that with a smile, visible from her gaze there was no burden.

"Alhamdulillah. I'm just worried, Ning." Nabila was relieved, having seen and heard everything straight from Zaskia's mouth. At first he was hesitant, because he saw how strong and high Zaskia felt for Arafka. Perhaps the fact about the young man had made the beautiful girl change her mind. But, by directly deciding to accept others, it was also not entirely justifiable. At least, in every purpose of worship, good intentions must be put forward. Marriage, is a worship, if it is done just because you want to avoid something, or want to run away from something, then this is very unlikely to be an excuse.

That was according to the thoughts and judgments of Nabila, when he and Davina heard for themselves Zaskia's decision to accept Azmi. As a friend equipped with a strong sense of brotherhood, Nabila felt obliged to ensure. And after he received such an answer, then a sense of relief that then he got.

"From the time Mas Rafka got engaged, I had intended to forget my feelings, Ma'am," said Zaskia. He knew exactly what Nabila's question meant.

"I ask God to be given strength for it" Zaskia continued.

The matter of completing the feeling that has been residing, it cannot be equated with completing a job. Not only needed, skilled hands, punctuality and qualified skills. But, there must be a participating force that has an invisible role, which is to divert the existing taste and throw it away, or move the direction on others.

And that, is not something that can be done by man, but by the Sovereign of the Heart, Who is Powerful and Willing to leave love in each of the chosen hearts. He Who Doesn't Doubt His Performance.

"Everything that is rested upon Allah, then Allah will suffice" murmured Nabila.

"That's right, Ma'am. Exalted in God, "praise Zaskia. Praise for the greatness of his god.

"I just copas on Rafka's mas story last night, Ning. That's the bragging of the shaykhona that was told to us last night" Nabila said quickly.

"I remember too, Mother." Zaskia laughed crisply. It's a fact. From what Rafka tells us about her engagement to Meidina, they all understand not just one thing, but many things. And also increased knowledge and understanding. That is called Ibrah, or the summarily meaning of taking lessons.

Note:

Ibrah is an attempt to take lessons from the experiences of others or events that occurred in the past. Ibrah itself is widely found in the holy book of the Qur'an, which contains quite a lot of past stories from previous people, both those who obey the law of God, and those who deny. The goal is to be a lesson.

Meaning of Ibrah according to islam:

Worship is a condition that allows people to arrive from concrete knowledge to abstract knowledge, in the form of observation and tafakkur, which leads people to know the essence of a thing by being witnessed, observed, and observed, induced, weighted, measured and decided by man.

Induced is: the drawing of conclusions based on special circumstances to be treated in general.

Back to the story.

"The truth is, Mas Azmi did the same thing, too" Zaskia said half-whispering while stealing a glance at Azmi who was out there. Coinciding at that time, the handsome young man who acted as a vocalist in Albadar was also staring at him. Their smiles met, in a few seconds.

"It's me who doesn't know what to do" said Nabila.

Zaskia immediately smiled turning her gaze over.

"There are between two people who are in love, so an invisible figure," continued Nabila while mesem.

"Fell in love, Ma'am? We were? I'm the same as Azmi?" Zaskia looks astonished.

"Yes. I judge that by the way you look. There are both implied admiration, praise each other beauty," explained Nabila, and indeed that was in his mind when he saw the way Azmi and Zaskia looked at each other just now.

"I'm amazed, it is, Ma'am," said Zaskia. "If it's love, maybe not yet" he continued.

"Ning, some say, to love it, is to admire it with the heart. As for admiring, it is loving with the mind. The distance between the two, can be reached in a few kilo meters, if logically. But emotionally, the distance is not thicker than the skin. As for love, it's a matter of taste, not of logic."

"It can be." Zaskia said with a gamete tone.

But what Nabila said was something that could not be denied. Before the sentence existed, there had been a fact that could not be denied the truth. The culprit is the lovers who fall into the category, slowly love. This category is thinly different from the term love because it is accustomed, thin different also with love at first sight.

"Tell me what's not done, Ning!"

"What, Ma'am?'

"So Ning Zaskia said what about Mas Azmi."

"That sentence is, everything that is placed on Allah, then Allah will suffice. So actually Azmi did undergo that from a long time ago."

"No, Ma'am. Yesterday, Ali Fadhlan told me."

"Where's story? How could Ali Fadhlan know?" Nabila to shift his seat to get closer to Zaskia because he was very enthusiastic about the news.

Zaskia also told me. 🌺🌺🌺

Ali Fadhlan is Zaskia's older brother. Yesterday, when she returned briefly from the hospital, because asked by her umminya who was having an outing event, her brother who had just come from the boarding school in the Lirboyo area asked.

"Where are you from, Dek?"

"From the hospital, Mas. Accompanying Meidina's mother, she's being treated."

With a reply from Zaskia, Ali Fadhlan was only seen nodding.

"Mbak Meidina in KM, Mas. What used to be, Mas Ali never liked," said Zaskia while laughing crisply.

Early Meidina Into being a KM student, Zaskia's older sister was indeed fascinated, and serious intentions were born to the girl, but at the time of istikharah, the clues that came were even less good. Then Ali Fadhlan even liked each other with son Kyai Hamdi Umar, who was a playmate since childhood. And two families don't mind that either.

Ali Fadhlan only smiled as the younger brother revealed that.

"Mbak Meidina is now engaged, Mas" said Zaskia.

"Yes, Mas Rafka's fiancee yes" Ali Fadhlan said.

"Do you know Ali?" Zaskia looked questioningly at her brother.

"Or From Ummi."

"Ooh, but why call 'mas' to Mas Rafka, it should be a sister, 'is Ali older, '" Zaskia protested again. At the time of this conversation, Zaskia did not know that Arafka was her son Shaykhona. While Ali may have known it, that's why he called Mas, a sign of ta'dziem flavor.

"Send whom, Dek?" Ignoring Zaskia's words, Ali asked her sister another question.

"As azmi," said Zaskia Short.

"Azmi Khalidi?" Ali Fadhlan asked with a slight jump.

"Yes, there's another Azmi."

"Can I get Azmi?" Ali Fadhlan looked at his beautiful sister with a squeaky look.

"Aba who gives," said Zaskia.

"Prophe? It's getting suspicious." Ali Fadhlan even changed his sitting position.

"What's suspicious, Mom. It's like investigating a case of mystery" Zaskia grumbled. Ali Fadhlan was silent, his gaze scanning Zaskia's face like it was analyzing.

"So the story goes, sheikhona first ordered Azmi mas to deliver me from central Alhasyimi here. He then sends his greetings on aba, through Mas Azmi." Zaskia also told the beginning of the story, Azmi was assigned to bring Zaskia.

"But we were never both. Mas Azmi. always invite friends, or drivers here who come," continued Zaskia again. For the sake of seeing her brother stupefied with his description.

"A gesture" Ali Fadhlan later said.

"What gesture?" Zaskia who originally told the story while opening the book in her hand, now so distract her from the book and look at the brother.

"The gesture from the shaykhona to the aba, that Azmi is, a good man to you."

"Kok talks, Mas Ali went straight there huh." Zaskia asked with a slight tone of protest.

"You don't know, Dek, if Azmi likes you?" Ali Fadhlan looked at his sister with a serious look.

"And did Mas Ali know that?" Zaskia asked back.

"Tau" replied Ali steadily.

"Or from whom?"

"From Azmi herself."

"haa?!"