Betting Love Above Destiny
88 You Shouldn't Ask for Love

"So, what's more damning about you this whole time is your marriage?" That's a question from Nabila.

"Yes. It has become our common understanding of what a happy marriage is like. Not only because they have a handsome partner or a rich one" Meidina replied.

Indeed, the four star students in KM, are Muslim women who can already be said to be quite mature in the field of religion. Happiness for them, is for the believing and pious soul, while outward beauty and such, is only a contributing factor of happiness.

So, despite being engaged to Irfan Arafka Wafdan - a very handsome and famous Albadar melodic guitarist - did not make Meidina Shafa happy. For she did not know whether her future husband was a man who believed in the Lord, and feared the truth. On the one hand, he agreed with the bond between them. Which makes him have to keep going, even without confidence.

"But in a short time, while I was being cared for here, God has shown all of us, especially me, about who and how the man is going to marry me. A fact I never expected, and it made me feel ashamed of my fiancee, I was ashamed of myself, and even more so I felt ashamed of my Lord."

Meidina Shafa sobbed, and for a moment her sentence was like clogged, so that she could not speak for a while. Apparently, what he said just now, was a very heavy soul pressure felt.

Starting from Davina who stated that God was introducing her future husband to Meidina, that's when the ayu girl began to assume the same thing, especially when one by one who Arafka and how the young man, who was, systematically revealed, very well arranged, as if it had been written in a minutes, about the series of all events that will take place.

So, for all these things, which soul, which will deny that from the order of events and occurrences, it is the arrangement of events written by the Supreme Being of life.

Even with Meidina, he had no reason to deny that this was the divine plan of the Rabbi.

"I refused him all along, to be my priest, because I felt better than him. It turns out everything is wrong, everything is not right. I've raised myself to something I don't really have. I ..." Back the ayu girl sobbed and was unable to continue her speech.nabila immediately grabbed her while rubbing her shoulders, to strengthen the ayu girl who felt a very strong soul pressure due to her own behavior.

Meidina also had to repeatedly rub her eyes. Because the tears were as if the flood was poured and was reluctant to stop. "It turns out, I'm nothing compared to him. I may have studied religion first, but there is more to it than I have done for it. I only know and understand, but he has actually lived and practiced correctly."

Back Meidina sobbing strongly. Apparently this is a burden on his soul, which makes him only able to be silent, with tears that continue to divorce. There were no words he could speak with the burden of feeling as if squeezing the body.

And he came back with a stammer, saying "His cup, not how long man has learned to be a servant of faith, but how much he has done to cultivate faith. All this time I've been misjudging. I have decided wrongly. May God forgive my pride." Meidina scooped up the already wet face. Nabila again embraced it and rubbed the back of the girl's hand, to strengthen his feelings that are very clear if he currently feels shaken. Davina also could not hold the stuffing even her shoulders until it seemed to tremble, as well as Zaskia who had to wipe her tears many times.

That's the fact, Rafka did not waver with his intentions and decisions, although he knew that there was one name in the heart of the girl, which was somehow erased and replaced. He did good without expecting anything in return. For him, enough God alone as a place to lean, and a place to hang all hope.

"Alhamdulillah." Nabila and Zaskia could still be heard saying, while Davina only echoed gratitude in her heart, because the sweet girl was still unable to neutralize her feelings, she said, from the cry that embraces his soul in a day that cannot be described with words.

"And I felt no need to ask him if he would love me and love me, because I was sure that with his faith and his conscience, he would not ignore the responsibility of the woman he was with."

It is true what Meidina just described, when last night Rafka said that love is a responsibility. Actually only three criteria are needed by women from men who will accompany him. Believing, fearing and responsible. For only a man who believes and fears Allah will be responsible for himself and his wife. The responsibility to love, honor and take the wife on the path of the divine.

"This is my heart now, and this is what I want to tell you, because you are my friend and my brother. And I hope you can take a lesson from what I've been through."

"Meidina." instantly, Davina hugged her best friend while crying sobbing. "I'm sorry, Din," he asked between sobs.

"What to forgive, Vina. Instead you must promise me, to make a permanent decision about Ra fattan, which suits your heart. Don't make the same mistake as I did."

"Yes." davina nodded as she looked at Meidina, and again she embraced her dear friend. "I'm sorry yes, Din," he said again. "I've judged you so fragile about Ra Fattan, it turns out you're looking for the truth in your decision.I'm sorry ya." Davina is back with tears. For a moment still speechless.

"But I'm happy with what you've found, I'm happy and ..." Suddenly Davina slashed her words instantly, and not only that, the sweet girl slowly released her embrace from Meidina. Because he saw Rafka was already in the room. He stood within about three merres behind Meidina. And that handsome young man was not alone, but also along with the others. There are ustadz Widad and ustadz Fadil, as well as Azmi and Nizam. I don't know when they were all in that room. Was it a long time ago, or just now? for at first the four of them were in Meidina's care room, and the people of Adam, they talked outside the room.

Zaskia and Nabila were also looking at them, so wondered inwardly, did all of them, and especially Arafka hear what Meidina Shafa said?

Meidina Shafa herself did not seem to have realized the arrival of them all, because she remained in her original position, sitting down and wiping away tears. Till,

"Ning Adin."