
In my new home and new life, I want to forget all my sinful past. I want to improve myself because soon I have children and I have a husband who loves me, I hope not to meet my boyfriend here. Maybe I was playing with fire but I was afraid to put it out, I just left without putting the fire out. I knew that one day a time bomb would explode when my boyfriend found me and my husband here, but I wanted to enjoy life with my husband for a while. My pregnancy is just around the corner next month when I give birth, my husband and I have prepared everything and we have every shopping holiday for our children. My husband is very enthusiastic when choosing clothes and toys for his child, maybe this is the slow me and my husband waiting. Rare moments are beautiful and rare, we also have to wait a long time even though my mind says this is not my husband's child but this is the son of my girlfriend. I intend to do a DNA test if this child is born but unbeknownst to my husband, I just want to make sure. Since my pregnancy began to grow, my husband decided to hire a housekeeper because I could no longer take care of the house and cook. I was also bargained for later rent a babysitter but I refused her let me take care of it because from the first also before I became pregnant I can take care of the house let alone my child later let me who takes care of it alone. I don't dare to play sosmed because I'm afraid of my boyfriend's will, I just help at home as much as I can sometimes cut vegetables. But same my maid I can't help her afraid of being scolded by my husband, I still mean it because there's no work. I often confide in my maid, she was around 40 years old so cool to be brought to chat sometimes eat with her. There is no limit mistress and maid let him be comfortable with me, if my husband is late home or my husband has a sudden need sometimes my maid sleeps in my room. He sleeps in a disopa, he's good afraid I need anything to be easy. I also often spend him the needs of his children in the village and his own needs, while the salary is clean is not cut to buy another. I am often massage every night with my maid until I fall asleep, today I have a stomachache because maybe I want to be born. My husband is still in the office, I was taken to the hospital as my maid took a taxi, she also immediately contacted my husband told me to go to the hospital and I was already helpless because of the pain. Arriving at the hospital I was immediately handled by the doctor and my husband had arrived there, I was a normal mother and my son was very handsome. My husband adzanin his baby, I cry so much to the moment. I go home, my son in my husband's cradle. If she cries new be given to me, who is literate every day even I am in the cementin my husband, my husband is on standby with his son. If my husband cries his children and sometimes I'm told to sleep. Since the presence of my son the atmosphere of the house became warm, my job to take care of children is sometimes shared with my husband. I actually like my husband but my husband who always asks, I keep him from morning until afternoon, my husband from afternoon until my son sleeps. My son's name is Prince, he's my favorite prince. If the night I wake up to milk my son but sometimes my husband also join me,
"Trimaksih has become a husband and father who is on standby for us" I said while looking at his exhausted face.
Today my husband went out of town, this is my chance to go to the hospital to test my son's DNA with my husband. My husband left and I was ready to take my son, fortunately my husband was there for one week. I deg deg an look at the results later, I go home again and later the results are 3 days again delivered to the house. Every hour my husband often asks for video calls with his son, I never think negativ about my husband when away from me. The three days I waited for now had come, the letter from the hospital was home. I was was when I opened it and the results were true that this was not the son of my husband, the results showed that my son was not bound by blood with my husband. I cried again and was full of regret for my great sin against my husband, I was afraid of my husband's will and I burned the lab results. I looked at my son, though,
"Buna dear and grateful because you are here but sorry buna dear, buna sin the same you guys, may this all just buna know and let buna who bear ", I hug my innocent child.
"Tomorrow the day after you bring our children to the meeting", said Haris.
"Indeed, it's okay to bring the same wife's child", I'm a little doubt because I've never been brought to meet with his office friend or his work partner.
"It's an opportunity for me to know my wife and son with my coworkers and my friends, this meeting is quite relaxed really" replied Haris.