
Today my feelings and thoughts are stirred, I try to strengthen my heart by not crying in front of my child. Suddenly my phone rang there was a call coming in, I saw him calling me but I didn't pick up. Maybe he saw me crying when I took my son home,
"you it's ok from home?", a short message came into my phone from him, I didn't reply.
"if there is a problem with your family, I will be your loyal listener" he continued. I was still silent not to talk to anyone, I heard the door of the room on tap. I could just shut up but my son opened the door, my husband came in and came up to me. My husband hugged me tightly but I refused him, I went out and I went into my room. Anger, hate was mixed in my heart, but I realized I was like that too. In what sentence would describe this situation, I tried to make peace with the situation. My activities are still the same I run but this time without greeting my husband, I try to behave normally in front of my son. After my husband left, my son and I decided to walk down the street in the mole, accidentally my son saw his father walk the same way the ica.
"father." my son called out to him and ran towards them. I tried to stop him but it was all in vain,
" father, I'm just as buna again want to eat, dad follow ya, aunt father who is" asked my son and my husband. I took my son from my husband's arms,
"it's a shame you saw that father again with his co-workers so can't eat with us, let's go" I replied because I didn't want to linger long to see him. Good thing my son understood, we walked away from them and looked for a place to eat there. I guess from a distance no one saw the incident, I went home. For a moment this pain can be treated by walking with my son, my husband tonight did not come home again and suddenly there was a short message coming into my phone.
"tumben what's wrong? Where's your wife and son" I asked.
"i want to take you out" he replied briefly.
"take my son, I'm lazy to go outside", yes I was there again males where. He found my son in the house and carried him and he kept pulling me into the car, yes I was shocked afraid his wife knew.
"i'm not good with your wife and your son, I'm afraid my husband knows you're both leaving" I said in fear. But she calmed down quickly, I wondered what was going on with her household and what she knew about my household.