
It's been two weeks as an intern there and I've started to be able to handle patients on my own. My day was busy at the hospital and did not have time to help them sell, fortunately they also understood about my situation. Want me to close but they say do not because they are hard-earned to fight from zero that time, I also did not have time to choose WO for marriage later in two weeks. It turns out this is a busy doctor but there can still be a little time to just contact him, just this late he was rarely active. Maybe he was busy trying to finish his job there, I was positive.
"*K**Where is he why his phone is not active ya*?" , asked ilyas to me.
"*Y**a I don't know either, I'm reporting every day but the phone is not active and maybe he's still busy*" I replied.
There's a golden look on my face because it's not like this, maybe he's like before that is giving me a surpraise. The day at the hospital I was busy because it was starting to be released just like ilyas, I was like a professional doctor. Suddenly my phone rang and a new number came in,
"*H**allo baby, sorry to worry about you, I moved again and my phone is gone, I borrowed a friend*" said ryan.
"*S**thank you are fine, moved where and when to go home again*? ", I asked a little worried about her.
"*next week I go home and we get married dear*", replied ryan.
Ryan did not answer where he was transferred.
"*Y**a heart your heart there dear*", my heart is still worried, the phone was cut off.
Maybe he was busy there I thought, I'm relieved he's okay. Today I learned to operate on people but my mind is still her, I just have to really focus on life. I tried to focus on saving people's lives and thank God I succeeded too, there was a sense of pride that I could. I've had a lot of patients that I've treated and they're cured, I was called in by the hospital. I thought I would be in omelin and it turns out that I am no longer an apprentice, later I can work in this hospital after graduating from college.
"*S**Savioralye you intern student who was successfully contracted to work here*" said Ilyas.
"*Y**a thank you for teaching me*", I replied.
I was happy to tell her but her phone was gone and she hasn't been able to tell me back either.
"*D*he transferred the assignment yes, last night she notified me*", asked ilyas.
"*Y*a mas, her phone is missing so let me know via her friend's phone*", I replied.
I'm actually still worried about her because never to lose a context like this same her. My feelings are different, not the same as he usually is, maybe it's just my feelings. Today is exactly where he wants to come home here I'm so happy he came home, suddenly my cell phone entered a short message, he said,
"*S**whom I came home today and wish me well until destination*", that's a message from ryan.
"*Y*a dear to my heart*", answered me and he did not reply back, may he return home safely.
I'm happy because he came home today, my passion for work increased everyone might be looking at me weird.
"Had he told you that he'd come home today" I replied.
"Yes today he came home but there is bad news for you" ilyas said.
"What bad news? ", ask me.
"He was in an accident to come back here, reportedly his friend who became a driver he was sleepy" said ilyas who made my shortness of breath and limp my body.
I was unconscious because I was so shocked to hear all this, I realized when I was in the patient room.
"Mas ilyas where's ryan, mas? ", ask me while crying.
"Patiently, may he be well, you pray for his salvation" answered Ilyas.
I cried my body was broken to pieces and I felt helpless. I went home and I told the house guy, I hugged my son and I slowly told him. My son cried in my arms, how not to cry people he was very close to my son.
"Patience ma'am, I hope you're okay" said Ai.
I don't know how to describe my broken heart right now, but I'm sure it's still alive. The day I went through without any more spirit and just limited to profession as a doctor the rest I actually wanted to confine myself in the room. Until now there is no certainty that he is alive or dead.
"You who are patient and must be sincere if the news is bad and good we do not know", ilyas strengthened me.
I just kept quiet, I wanted to go pick her up there but I had to be a professional because I had a patient. Later there is also a party who knows about his circumstances, I can expect him to come to me. I looked at the things he loved for me from him, I miss you so much. It has been two days since the news of the accident there is no news about him, I also had time to ask aris and aris was not heard from again. I tried to shake him, I started to study without him. My activities busied back and not thinking too much about it but I still hope he lives, if he dies too hopefully his body will meet soon. At the end of the day there were a lot of patients and I was busy with my patients.
"Here I help" said Rayn from behind me,
"Thank you", I replied.
I helped Rayn to take care of her. When I'm done I go home and Ilyas meets the parking lot,
"Well donk move on open your heart to others, don't keep thinking about him" ilyas said.
"I'm not moving on and I can move on from him, I just hope he's alive and I want to be professional too, will soon I finish being an apprentice student continue to thesis deh", I replied.
I drove away from Ilyas who was in the parking lot, after that I also started compiling the thesis to be finished quickly as well. I no longer helped them sell because I was busy with my college, let alone this would be a thesis so I was busy, even though I still had time to play with my son.