BETWEEN HUSBAND AND EX-GIRLFRIEND
The empty hope returned
Because I was at home and there was no work, I ended up selling online shop with my friend, first fad doang anyway. But after I understand how to sell it and many who buy, I really like it. My income is saved, my husband also allows me to sell. Every day when I just sell, I forget about the problems. Yes, the name of the sale sometimes there are quiet buyers as well but it's okay, I pursue my online sales even though I do not have the skills to sell. I took off my promil because I was busy selling, sometimes forgetting to drink. This month I did not realize that it was too late a week, I said to my husband, he was very happy and full of hope. Husband was enthusiastic to buy a testpack and I was told badress, her homework was done. The morning I testpack turned out to be still negative, I asked other people maybe another month new in the testpack back. My husband forbids me from getting tired and doing homework, all done alone. There is a sense of happiness and also anxiety because I was afraid of disappointing her back, it has been two weeks I have not had a period. My husband took me to the hospital for USG, I was so scared.
"what if it's going to be disappointing again and not good news for us". I'm worried about that.
"i don't care if we try first, the number so dear" my husband assured me back..
I followed what my husband said to USG, after entering the room and seeing a doctor. The cold heat that I feel at this time, just me resigned what the results will be later..
My husband and I went home and as usual I was told to go to my room to rest. I can just watch tv just hold the phone, can walk if you want to shower the same poop. The rest he takes care of everything, food, drinks and snacks he has prepared in the room. I'm like a queen there, my stomach hurts like I'm about to menstruate outside. The night I felt bad and I went to the bathroom to check. It turned out that the uninvited guest came back, I cried and my husband came up to me hugging me.
"forgive me back to disappoint you" I said. My husband just smiled and kissed my forehead a sign of being fine, I went back to the room and rested. I move back to cook and sorted out as usual, I do promil back after the completion of menstruation. May there always be hope back for this, I promil up to three kinds in one day from the start of spices, honey, and fruit. Because now that I focus on promil, I forgot to sell my olshop. If my mood is good it may be selling but if not good I am lazy, just playin cell phone only. Because I sold on the new facebook, which I closed since marriage. I was fad reopen old Facebook, fear also appeared because there are many memories of the past. I saw my porch full of various posts..