BETWEEN HUSBAND AND EX-GIRLFRIEND
The beginning of my madness
Husband and I began to stretch communication at home as necessary, each cell phone is passworded so let it be safe. No matter what my husband does I do not know, he often comes home early or late at night but I do not dare to ask anywhere. My grocery money is still routine every month, nothing changes just attitude and nature that changes. I was no longer burdened with the problem of getting pregnant because I was afraid of being disappointed again, I was getting comfortable with my world. Every day I always WhatsApp with my ex-boyfriend, we do not discuss the problems of each household but instead remember the past when we first met and dated..
"indeed, I've always been comfortable with you" my ex-boyfriend said. We do often WhatsApp but not by phone, he was afraid and I was too.
"why didn't you fight for me" I asked about the beginning of her leaving me.
"i was once intent and wanted to return to you after a year I left you, but I got word that you were married first, there I felt in vain, there, I worked so I could marry you", he replied.
"why don't you tell me and be frank before you and I end up losing contact" I concluded.
"because I know you're disappointed with me again, my intentions will also be considered a lie, you think, so maybe I decided to come to you suddenly as a surpraise if I really love you, but instead I'm the one who was loved by you" answered my ex-boyfriend.
"sorry I used to be so selfish that I had to go through all of this myself, sorry your intention became like this because of me", there was a sense of regret, there was a sense of regret, there was, there is a mixed feeling of sadness in my current feelings.
"we may be quite like this until anytime, because time has not sided back" I continued.
"why can't I be with you anymore, can't we still be, you still love me right, I love you", he went crazy and made me jumble, sin or what should I be..
"hallo", I'm softening my voice
"hallo my angel who I could never hold and could only see" he began to become a bastard.
"fell me", I answered with shame.
"why don't you shut up and answer all my questions" she started to confuse me.
"greatest ex, I may be stupid or selfish I do not know. You used to make me hurt, make me hate you, but this taste and even this second it remained intact", I tried to explain with stale bases.
"so do you want us to continue the story of us who once paused for a moment, we'll be happy I guarantee it", he always believed in me. That makes me weak in front of him.
"you think we should be together again with our current situation that could never be fully back", maybe I was starting to go crazy like him.