Between Me, You, And The Past
Routines (lecture & work)

After yesterday we attended a seminar that spent quite a lot of time, it is time to go to college as usual. Today I was in the campus not long because the courses taken during the final semester were not as much as the time at the beginning of the entrance. It doesn't feel like I'm about to enter the final exam time of the semester, and I'm about to enter semester 7.

Indeed there are not many changes, only when it is the last semester like this it will certainly be busy with compiling the title, content and so forth which are commonly called thesis. I'm not sure I'm going to graduate this year, because it's going to be a little difficult to divide my time between work and college.

Sometimes I think about quitting my job, but if I quit, then in court I'll use my parents' money. It's not that it's not enough just that I'm kind of denying myself because I'm determined to pay for my own college. If the pocket money is still used, but for college money I want to try with my own hard work.

Maybe I'll take a break from college for a while to focus on just one activity. But if asked later what is the right answer for me to give them? Did I say that there are some courses that need to be repeated so I can't graduate on time? Or what? Huh.had it been, I better think about it later, now it is better to prepare for the exam and leave later.

By the way, it's 10 a.m. now and college time is over. After college, I would usually go for food around campus with Rumi. But since Rumi didn't come in so I decided to go straight to work.

*company*

“Alhamdulillah nyampenya more flat than expected. Tumben once today is not jammed yahh, usually every day will be jammed at a junction, but not what is important I will not go home too late later,”, I said in my heart.

I walked to the back room with several lockers to store work clothes or change clothes or also put OB/OG luggage. In that room I met Mba Loli, she did not want to be called Mom because she said “I am still 23 you know, and I have not been married, even if I married I still called Mother, Mother, the effect is that I am very old, and our age is also very much only different 2 years, so specifically you call me Mba aja, the point gapake comma,” he said at the time.

Sometimes I feel so lucky to be surrounded by good people amid the loneliness that lays in my heart. But also I often forget that I have them at a time when my mind and heart miss Arza very much he's the guy I always played with first. And actually he's also the reason that makes me a little brave to have a classmate, for my often emotional nature? It was a form of defense of my heart so that no one would get too close.

I am spoiled but also bar-bar if at home or with my extended family and friends. But if with someone new to know sometimes I turn into a quiet person. Because often confused looking for topics of conversation with new people.

Over time I can overcome this, but it is still different with new people, except for him. Now is not the right time to keep thinking about him, I'm afraid we're not in a match and can't see each other again. I don't know why I had a feeling that I wouldn't be quick to meet him. Destiny indeed no one knows, so I am as strong as possible to decide this too high expectations. Afraid that they might get hurt.

“Woyy.. don't daydream about it, this is again workaaa,” said Bu Tery who served as secretary of the President at this company.

“Ehh.. yes Ma'am sorry, just thought about college, want to take a leave or stop working souu hehe. sorry ma'am if he works as a gabener,” I said while pocketing both hands and grinning the horse.

I know some people in this company. I think they're all good. I don't know what the human heart is, but it's enough to judge them well to reduce the time to be bad. Sometimes it is too haha.

“What semester is it now? Kok out anyway, don't dong, mending also you take a year off first who knows next year already there is a application so gapusing think about the cost of hahaha..” said Bu Tery while laughing at the words at the end of his sentence.

“Is.. Mom mah, I have not thought about marriage, not necessarily Dad agreed if I married young haha,” said I chuckled small, because it was never thought to marry anyone.

While talking to Bu Tery, there was a man I had just seen the first time, he also asked Bu Tera to his room to discuss the successor to the President who would serve in this company. Looks like that guy's a trustee of the President so he has access here.

“Sorry Bu Tery, I am the new personal assistant of the President, previously introduced my name Brady Leondra,” he told Bu Tery, at once Bu Tery followed Mr. Brady to his room which was right next to the President's room.

Wonder there are still people who grudge for something small, even though they have apologized but still do not want to understand.

From there, Mr. Zeroun often asked me to clean the top floor and took turns with Bu Eno. For a long time because my work is considered good by Mr. Zeroun, so I always clean this floor first, just move to another floor if something is not finished.

Mr. Zeroun is also very kind, he is friendly to his employees, even if it is just an office girl like me. But maybe because of his age that is not young anymore or there are problems that I do not know, he asked his son to replace his responsibilities. That's what I know a little bit about Bu Tery.

“Zainaa, are you called-Kok his old tumben? Usually also cepet, why again now?” said Bu Tery who was in front of me.

“Ehh.. hgga kok Bu, just aaa... Mm.. Mom called me why?” my words immediately diverted the conversation so that Bu Tery did not know my daydream earlier.

“Oh that. I ask you to make warm tea for Mr. Brady, now yahh Naa. directly bring it to the room only later, thanks in advance, now,” said Bu Tery while pointing at one of the rooms.

“Oalah.okay Bu I made first, later I will transfer there,” said I.

After that I rushed to the pantry to make a warm tea.

A few minutes later I was done with the tea and had also delivered it to the room.

Now it's time for me to come downstairs, clean up the lobby a little bit, after I'm done I'm going to change clothes and then get ready to go home because work hours are over.

Just now when Mr. Brady came the clock had already shown the number 2.30, and it looks like Bu Tery will be overtime today. Luckily, I told you that if there was no more work, I would go home, and Ms. Tera would also let me go home if there was no more work downstairs.

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