Between Me, You, And The Past
Turns out!?

Nasha ran a little towards the highway so she could look for a taxi or public transport to get to a place where she could tell me who she was.

Parkland. Yes, this park used to be a place where Nasha was no longer lonely and also felt comfortable because there was a man who was bigger than her who always calmed when she was afraid.

It only took 10 minutes because the road was not jammed, and Nasha chose to use an ojek to arrive faster.

Nasha was sitting on a circular chair covered in a roof, a place where she always felt safe.

“Kak Arza,” Og Nasha while shedding tears.

“I really need Brother now, hiks,” muttered Nasha continued to cry unstoppably.

“Why my destiny is so painful,”

“Do I not deserve to be happy?” I don't know who it was.

According to Nasha from staying away by Arza she never again felt safe and kept frightened even the slightest hurtful words. The fear of violence also sometimes can not control Nasha because the shadow that is difficult to disappear from his head continues to come.

Now that Nasha had just gotten comfortable, she again had to take things apart and return in her own fear.

“Kakak know? I am now pregnant,” shrieked Nasha as she stroked her stomach and smiled slightly.

“At least with him I don't feel alone anymore, haha,” Nasha said with a bitter laugh.

“If I can't see Brother again. It'sit's okay. I might as well stay away from here. It seems we never meet again and live each other's lives. It is enough I hope and I want to end all this,” said Nasha as she lowered her head and closed her eyes which continued to release the water.

“Cha,” muttered the voice that Nasha had been waiting for a long time.

“Kak Arza!” nasha's spirit raised its head forward and stood up before turning towards the origin of the sound that was behind it.

“Acha,” the voice was getting clearer and made Nasha hurriedly turn her face away.

Nasha turned around and saw a pair of shiny black shoes as well as material pants, a white shirt whose arms were rolled up to the elbows. Just looked at the man's face.

“Mas Farzan?!” disillusioned. Again Nasha was just too hopeful and even got the opposite reality.

Yes in front of him now there is Farzan who is still in a work suit even though he does not wear a suit and tie.

“Not,” says Farzan.

“I'm not Farzan. In front of you right now is Arza,” said Farzan lirih in surprise and happiness. She has always loved Nasha, who is a person from her past.

If you're asking why Farzan was in the park today, we'll see one day before.

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The Flashback

That night all the affairs in two different countries were resolved. Farzan and Brady were getting ready to go home on Farzan's private plane.

“Lo really didn't contact Nasha for more than one week?” asked Brady who knew a little Farzan deliberately busied himself in order to go home early but still could not.

“Hm.. want how again, I try to let everything settle more quickly. But it still can't. The old man smelling the ground was really draining his emotions, he should be made to finish straight away. Darling Arfa is pregnant so I can't get my hands dirty for a while now,” Farzan said unknowingly telling Brady of Nasha's pregnancy.

“Hah?! Nasha is pregnant again means?” brady said surprised and happy because he will have a nephew.

“Eh.. huh, yes,” lazy Farzan when he realized he was wrong. It's not about hiding, but Farzan wanted to tell his core family first.

“Lo certainly did not realize 'already said that,” teased Brady who knew Farzan's release talk.

“Ya. Family has not been informed about it,” explained Farzan assented.

“Btw, congratulations yes. Take care of them, do not mind the person who ngaku it,” said Brady congratulated as well as reminded.

“Ya I know. Wait for the day they pay for everything. For now let their plans go as they wish,” said Farzan with a slightly angry look.

There are a few small conversations before the two are busy with their respective needs or fall asleep for a while before arriving at the airport. Their estimate will be until when the new sun rises later or around 06:00.

Farzan himself did not intend to go straight home, but to the company briefly and then came to the park he used to go to duli. Hopefully today he can meet with his ‘Acha/Cha’.

Before lunch time, Farzan had gone again to the park and drove his own car.

Arriving in the garden Farzan sat on a circular chair and covered the roof above it. The place where he and Acha met.

“Where exactly are you? We promised to meet again. It was also my fault for choosing to leave so that I could take you away later. It turns out my decision wasn't entirely correct. Now I even have trouble meeting you again,” monologue Farzan staring at the expanse of grass and also some beautiful flowers in front of him.

Spending about an hour, Farzan ended his daydreaming event thinking about his happiness first and moved on to return to the mansion and meet Nasha.

Just shut the car door and lay his head on the dashboard of the car before starting the engine. But not yet had the car engine on, Farzan heard a fairly noisy motorbike and stopped near the park. It looks like the bike is an ojek because the woman who gave the helmet also took a few pieces of money.

Farzan had little hope of getting a clue from the woman. But the more he saw the woman was similar to Nasha. So Farzan decided to go down and walked slowly closer to where he had just been sitting.

Farzan heard all the murmurs from the woman. From the moment he said the name he told first until all his complaints. Farzan believes he is Achanya.

To his surprise, the woman sounded more like Nasha. The sound of even the gestures of his body though.

Farzan ventured to call the woman with his first call to Acha. And sure enough he was eager to say his name.

Farzan was more and more convinced that it was Nasha's voice, after calling out once more, the woman turned around and sure enough it was Nasha.

It is fitting that since the first time they met, Farzan had felt a sense that could not be described. Between happy and confused, also the vibration that makes his heart serene.

Flashback Off

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Nasha was still silent with Farzan's words earlier. Nasha still can't believe everything that's going on right now.

By arriving Farzan claimed he was Arza the person he had been waiting for and also he expected.

“That's possible,” muttered Nasha shaking her head with tears falling.

“Mas no need to lie!” nasha's sentak didn't accept.

“I know, Mas has met people in your past. I am also sure Mas is not the person I have been waiting for,” Nasha said with a brick because she was still crying.

“Not!” farzan refused to say Nasha.

“He's not the guy I'm looking for. But you! My little Cha who always whines and also looks for a sense of security while here. Cha who can be himself who is whiny and also spoiled just in front of me. Cha is strong when someone hurts him. Cha who always forgave those who did no good to him. Cha who fills my day and wants to be friends with me who does not talk much,” said Farzan while shedding tears and Nasha who was increasingly crying to hear Farzan's words that did happen first.

“Cha I'm here now. In front of me. You are back and I found you,” Farzan said again as he walked closer.

“Ngga. Ngk. This must be wrong. All this is strange,” Nasha's bell still belies it all. Nasha didn't want to be too hopeful.

“Please don't brag. I'm tired enough. That woman, she's been seeing me and I know her a little bit because she's my sister's best friend. He's been meeting me and talking to get you guys together.”

“My task is done. I also carried out the punishment. Now Mas Farzan is free. I can't be here anymore. I say goodbye,” said Nasha who still does not believe.

With a certain step Nasha walked quickly away from the front of Farzan and ran as hard as she could. Although his stomach hurt, but Nasha still ran hoping Farzan did not chase after him.

But it turns out that Grasya who just arrived and saw Farzan and Nasha talking face to face with tears in both eyes they can guess if they already know the truth.

“Ngga possible. It could all fall apart if Farzan knew everything. But it's too late. It seems like only this way can I do now,” Grasya muttered with restraining her anger.

Grasya quickly plugged the gas at high speed and crashed it into Nasha's body, as Nasha was about to cross the road while running.

Accidents are inevitable. Farzan who saw Nasha was covered in blood and also closed his eyes immediately panicked, lucky there are residents who immediately contacted the ambulance and could quickly come because it was not too far away.

Farzan could only hold Nasha's hand while praying that Nasha and her son could be saved. Although the possibility is certainly a little.

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happy reading's..

mark typo well, hehe..

bye bye