Between Me, You, And The Past
Decisions

After work I kept thinking about my college. Maybe after asking for His guidance I will get an answer that I need right.

At home as usual Dad and Mom were in the middle room, and my sister was in her room. After shaking hands with my parents I went straight to the room to change clothes and so on.

After carrying out the duties of a Muslim, I decided to go to sleep and probably wake up at midnight. Indeed, if I do not sleep too late or am not tired, I will wake up by myself at midnight and perform the prayer.

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Thank God I can worship today. Hopefully later I get the right instructions for a decision that I will take later, my mind.

I didn't have a class this morning which means I'm going straight to work. The company will hold a new President's welcoming event in a week, so during this week most employees take care of work that has not been done, so that it is a little relaxed when the event is held.

Most employees wonder how the son of Mr. Zeroun. Because they think Mr. Zeroun is handsome, his wife is very beautiful. They think his son is also very handsome. I was curious, but my curiosity was not that he would be handsome or not, but I was wondering if he would be as good as Mr. Zeroun or vice versa?

I don't know it doesn't seem like it's the scope to be curious or to compare someone. Enough to work well and serve the company. That's what I'm gonna do. However, because the company wants to hire me, I can finance my college until now.

I think I know what decision I'm going to make now. Maybe it's good that I work here first and raise money for the trial fee and so on. Because to make the Final Task will definitely require a lot of money. It seems like after the exam I will take care of my college leave.

By the way, the final exam this time coincides with the welcoming event of the new President. And if the exam I'll ask for a week's leave of absence on the company. But if it's replaced, can I still take a vacation? I'd better ask Ms. Tery.

*top room*

“Excuse me Mom, am I interrupting?”

“No, Why Sha?”

“Someone I want to ask Mom, what can?”

“By, do you want to ask what?”

“Sorry Mom, next week I have a final exam and as usual I want to ask permission not to go to the company for one week. But because when I will permit later the President has changed, am I still allowed permission or do I have to keep working?”

“Means you won't come to the event next week dong? Though here it takes a lot of energy later haha.”

“Iya Ma'am, tomorrow I have to test, so I have to repeat the material that has been hehe.. if the matter of energy mah will still have other temen Bu hahaha.”

“This you, can ajaa hahaha..”

Finished talking to Bu Tery I continued my unfinished task of cleaning the file room. Sometimes I also rearrange paper documents that are stored not at the right date and time. I also read a little to increase my knowledge.

Replace each curtain cover and also put it back, clean the dust, and so on. It's not an easy job, but it's not difficult haha either.

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Thank God today's work passed without any significant obstacles. Gratitude I always pray that every path I go through will have His merit and mercy. Every challenge that I pass, always get a way out of His goodness. Living with gratitude will be much easier to pass than living with complaints and feelings of deprivation. Looking down is more beautiful than looking up. Maybe looking up is also beautiful, but the beauty is only a moment.

Huh.one of the tough decisions for me because I decided unilaterally about this job. I want to talk, but sometimes not everyone, even the closest ones, will listen. Listening to others speak is more difficult than talking.

Sometimes people are selfish. And because I'm human so I want to be selfish too. Trying things they think are jobs that lowly people do. And if you think about it, they must be doing the work I am doing now. But they stick to his thinking. It is strange that human. Blasphemed but did too. Haha..

Okay now I have to get ready to go home and prepare for my exams soon, because tomorrow I have to work too. I hope that what I'm fighting for will produce the results that I need not just because it's my will. Amens.

Before I go home I want to go to the park that I used to go with Kak Arza. Sometimes longing comes too much. And my way of dealing with it is by going to a place that can indeed reduce that longing. I wish it wasn't good, but how my heart is tied to it, and I can't change it even if I want to. I just pray that we are given the best path, whether together or not. But if parting is best, then I will try to start accepting anyone later who becomes my priest I will accept it with sincerity.

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hi everyone, greetings from me..

sorry if there are still many errors in writing,

thanks to those who have read..