Between Me, You, And The Past

Between Me, You, And The Past
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Tonight Farzan slept sitting in a waiting chair with his hand holding a hand that was not infused with Nasha.


Farzan had just fallen asleep about an hour ago because he still had to work on some files and also told Deon.


Nasha had not woken up since. It has been more than 6 hours since 07.30 pm.


But now those eyes opened slowly with a blink of an eye. The room is a little dark with lights on on both sides of the nightstand. Every night the main lights are turned off and replaced with sleeping lights.


The silence of the night made Nasha unable to calm down, wanting to go far away from here but her legs could not even be used properly.


Nasha glanced to the side where her hand felt held so tightly by someone as if afraid until the owner of the hand left her.


Looking at that face towards her with a cry that she could not prevent. Nasha was only afraid that Farzan would think the same way as his sister.


Nasha was afraid Farzan was just pretending it was okay when in his heart he was angry because Nasha could not take care of his son.


Nasha was afraid that Farzan also thought it was not her son, their two children. Somehow the thought came continuously, making Nasha just want to go away from everyone.


Nasha was afraid that he would just be a bully and also a pesky bearer to everyone nearby.


Nasha tried to let go of Farzan's hand slowly. Shifting his body until attached to the end of the bed that is bounded by an iron pole.


Nasha looked for a locking lever so that the side of the bed could be lowered and she could get down from this place.


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Farzan who felt the movement of Nasha of course woke up. Farzan is a sensitive person during sleep, even small movements can make him awake.


While Farzan only looked at Nasha with his sad look. It is undeniable that his heart hurts more to see the current state of Nasha.


Farzan soon climbed into the bed and hugged Nasha tightly so as not to do anything else that put his life at risk. Farzan saw a fruit knife glimpsed by Nasha for not finding the locking lever.


“Do not. I beg you not to be like this,” whispered Farzan slowly while holding Nasha tightly.


“Engga want here. Want to go,” muttered Nasha with tears growing rapidly.


“Do you no longer want to be with me?” whispered Farzan.


“You go. All evil. Do not want to be here,” shriek Nasha with a head that continues to shake.


“Leaving me?” farzan asked, cupping Nasha's face, stroking the cheeks slowly, which continued to be flooded with tears.


Nasha just cried while closing her eyes. One side he wanted Farzan to continue with him, but the other side he did not want Farzan to hate him and live in lies. Yes, according to Nasha Farzan is lying right now.


“Why? Do you doubt me?” farzan asked as if he knew the meaning of Nasha's silence.


“I didn't lie anything. Losing our child is not your fault, but because of the destiny God has set. No need to listen to your sister. I know better. That boy is my son, our son. Don't think about it anymore. Please,” said Farzan who knows what Ucan was talking about.


Seeing Nasha crying, Farzan brought Nasha into his arms without continuing his speech. Farzan simply stroked Nasha's head and back, letting Nasha cry for a better mood.


“You go. Do not want to be here,” muttered Nasha continuously until both eyes closed and fell asleep still with tears pouring out.


“Why do you keep wanting to leave? What about me if you go?” lirih Farzan pressed his arms.


Slowly Farzan put Nasha to sleep in comfort. Farzan would pull out the armrest Nasha's headrest and put it on a pillow so he could move again in the side chair. But just then Nasha was aghast waking up and became restless.


Seeing that Farzan again hugged Nasha and stroked her back. Only then did Nasha go back to sleep soundly and no longer agitated.


“Now you can't let me go, hm? What could you possibly mean, just get out of this town? Maybe the countryside can make you calmer. Yes, I understand now. If that's all right, we can temporarily stay in the village around G city. But I don't know if you can travel more than 10 hours by car. But riding another vehicle I do not know it is allowed or not,” muttered Farzan rethinking Nasha's words and his intentions.


“Tomorrow I will consult Reno and Billa to quickly make a decision. There is also a place in the whole person so that I can punish,” Farzan murmured that ended his wrath before finally falling asleep.


Some headquarters are indeed placed around the suburban forest which is rarely lyricized by many people. The goal is also to not be detected by the enemy. Facilities at the headquarters are not playing, ranging from warplanes, helicopters to medical equipment in every headquarters that Farzan has.


The headquarters was built in accordance with the existing companies in the country. So if any traitor Farzan would easily take him into exile and also after he was done with his sentence, they would be immediately brought by the local police to follow the legal process in the country.


For Farzan prison alone was not enough to give a deterrent effect, so there had to be another punishment from him so that they could think repeatedly if they wanted to find trouble with him.


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This morning after helping Nasha clean up and also taking medicine, Farzan asked Reno to come to his room to talk about moving Nasha to another city which was quite time consuming. Also find out what vehicles are suitable for later use.


Luckily Nasha wasn't as hysterical as yesterday, but still didn't want to talk much to Farzan. If asked, Nasha only answered by shaking her head or nodding.


Billa also comes before Farzan to his room, although Nasha looks scared and reluctant Farzan left him alone, just alone, but Farzan can handle it by whispering if he always sees Nasha from the hidden camera in the room, then Nasha nods and lets Farzan out.


“Where? According to Lo which is safer,” asked Farzan after telling her his wish.


“We saw the condition of Nasha first anyway. The power of all vehicles is also safe, but there must still be medical personnel, fear of something happening on the trip,” Reno explained while thinking about risks and so on.


“Gue want Lo same Billa also come temporarily until Acha state is better. Even if there is the best doctor in the base, I still want Acha in your care temporarily. I'm afraid Nasha is not comfortable with new people, at least until the trauma is gone,” said Farzan who was watching Nasha who only nodded or shook her head when asked by Billa.


“Ya I agree. But we wait a few more days to make sure Nasha's condition does not drop on the trip later,” advises Reno while tapping the table a few times.


“OK. I have to go back to Acha's room, it looks like he's starting to feel uncomfortable,” said Farzan, who was taken by Reno who came to Nasha's room to pick up his wife.


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