Between Me, You, And The Past
Emotions are unstable

Seeing Nasha being slightly distracted by the sunlight, Farzan brought Nasha into the room and put her to bed.

But just as Farzan was about to change clothes, Nasha suddenly opened her eyes that looked still sleepy.

“Where are you?” with a hoarse voice Nasha asked while tightly grasping Farzan's hand.

“Why wake up? Only half 8,” instead of answering Farzan instead asked and returned to sit on the edge of the bed by rubbing Nasha's head.

“Ngga know, where are you going?” nasha asked again, it seems like Nasha is not comfortable if Farzan left her.

“I want to change clothes together to make an appointment with a doctor,” replied Farzan with a gentle smile.

“Em.. yaudah,” said Nasha, her mouth said like that but her hand had not released Farzan's grasp and instead intended to close her eyes again.

Farzan chuckled at it, speech and deeds are very different. His words said as if he could go, but this grip was not released even more tight.

“I go to work first huh?” said Farzan gently while slightly letting go of Nasha's hand.

Surprisingly Nasha immediately opened her eyes and immediately released Farzan's hand.

“Hm. yes. Yaudah I want to go to the bathroom first,” said Nasha Iirih and shifted to get off the mattress by staying away from Farzan alias down on the far side. Evade, maybe.

Nasha also walked quickly without looking at Farzan again. Somehow he felt Farzan would be uncomfortable if he did something like that.

Farzan will also chase, but Nasha's bathroom door closes and in a double lock from the inside.

“Hah. should Lo inget his emotions no longer stable. Surely he thought of things beyond expectations,” muttered Farzan dwell on the side of the bathroom door.

“Better I just wait here, call the doctor also from here aja,” continued Farzan while walking to the long chair in the walk in closet.

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While in the bathroom Nasha filled the water in the bath and gave a little vanilla fragrance. He wanted to soak in the water so that his strange emotions could disappear, even if they became branched.

“You why the hell Cha, your behavior is strange know not. You should not do that, if Mas Farzan is uncomfortable how? Or maybe disgusted, if you sleep must be very ugly. Jauhin Mas Farzan Cha, he has met the woman he loves, you can not do disgusting things like earlier,” monologue Nasha who had involuntarily cried as much as she wanted.

“Udah does not need drama deh Cha. Basically, you are the baperan,” muttered Nasha while patting her face hard and pulling hair so as not to think about it anymore.

“You will also stay, right? Haha. He wants to say that he can accept or learn to love, but only that woman is in his heart. You should start preparing yourself if later you have to go far to not disturb them. You also can not return to the house, especially the home of Momy and Daddy. Who would want to call your rich man. Out of town anyway. The money in the atm is still there. Than to trouble people, right? Hehe,” various expressions are in every sentence Nasha, sometimes bitter laughter sometimes sad sometimes also forced to stay strong.

“Pura pura baik aja tuh hard ya, haha. I've tried to keep getting used to something like this, but it still hurts. I think I'm the wrong one here. Big cepet cepet really you. Later if in stay will be difficult,” complained Nasha continuously. It seems like bad thoughts always come even though Nasha tries to stop them.

Nasha was going to clean the foam attached to her body and dry the bath. But his head was too painful at the moment so he just fell silent and massaged his nose slowly.

“So weak are you. Though in the past, I was still able to work together with college. You are too comfortable with the same care in the meantime, from tomorrow you must be strong again. Don't show your weakness.”

“But later get out of here you were rich earlier. Confused I'm with you, what do you want?”

Nasha continued to grumble, blaming herself and everything else. I don't know when he can stop. Maybe when I get out of the bathroom.

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Nearly 45 minutes into the bathroom, Farzan had finished talking to doctors and staff at the hospital to act as usual.

But since he finished contacting the hospital, Farzan continued to wait while paying attention to the bathroom door that had not been opened as well.

If asked what Farzan was worried about? The answer is yes, of course. But Farzan also did not want to bother Nasha. Maybe in there he was expressing his emotions.

Farzan let it go, later when Nasha comes out new he will invite Nasha to talk or maybe later just wait for a better mood Nasha.

Exactly one hour Nasha in the bathroom, the door opened from inside. Farzan just shut up and pretended to play mobile phone so that Nasha was also ordinary.

Nasha also did not intend to see even talk to him, the look on his face was relaxed and a little flat? Might as well.

Farzan was also confused how to start the conversation, it was his fault that he did not understand the emotional state of Nasha.

Now Nasha's mood is unpredictable. If previously Nasha was even ordinary when Farzan forgot if they were married. But maybe for now it will be different in his heart and mind.

Nasha went back into the bathroom after bringing the clothes she would wear later. Nasha refused or denied Farzan's wishes. According to Nasha, all men are just like his father who acts as he pleases and likes to rule as he wishes.

Farzan would probably be like that too. He better just agree to all Farzan wants just as he used to obey his father. Let him feel hurt and depressed himself. Very lazy when he wears the heart and carried away feeling like now, he became weak and difficult to cover the cries of others.

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happy reading's..

mark typo well, hehe..

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