Between Me, You, And The Past
Bored and whining
"Sir Arzaa.. please," whined Nasha as he shook Farzan's hand from the side where he was sitting.
"Why, hm?" gemas Farzan saw this whimper of his wife.
The two of them were sitting on the corner sofa of the room because Farzan had just held an online meeting and Nasha was accompanying him.
"I want to walk downstairs, right? Here, too, Kak Arza is busy working, so I want to go to the garden, want to see the same eating strawberries, oranges, apples, grapes, let alone yes?" nasha said as she continued to think about what she wanted for her snack this time.
Yes, from that day Nasha whined to be allowed to go down by herself. Nasha was very bored if she had to see Farzan work and just stay by his side.
Whereas in front of the two of them there is a snack and drinks and again in front of them there is a tv screen that is playing one of the Barbie film series.
"And again watching cartoons," said Farzan without turning his gaze from the laptop screen that displays the presentation material.
"Ish tau ah, just hand over, Brother," upset Nasha with a muttering voice because she did not want to disturb Farzan again.
Nasha, who was so upset, looked back at the television screen in front of him with glassy eyes, did not care about one of her favorite films was showing the most exciting part though.
Farzan is still focusing on his laptop because only soon this presentation will be completed. Actually Farzan was worried, but this meeting was discussing a new plan that could not be delayed back, so he was forced to ignore Nasha in the meantime.
"Patience, son, later we will be diem out by ourselves if Papi again says," Nasha's mind grumbled.
"But not so deh, can not argue husband," he added again worried.
"Yaudah deh do not do it, sorry Yes Unfortunately Mami, later if you want to be angry also no papa," said Nasha chatting with her Son.
Nasha had just stared blankly ahead because she was too focused on talking to the child in her womb, until she did not realize that Farzan had finished a few minutes ago.
Farzan who saw Nasha just daydreaming like that so feel guilty because it was too focused on his work that makes his wife bored.
"Cha," called Farzan gently with a slight sway of Nasha's body.
It took a few calls that made Nasha's daydreams crumble and turned to look at Farzan with a confused deheman.
"Sorry, dear" said Farzan as Nasha looked into his eyes.
Nasha's brows furrowed in confusion over hearing Farzan's apology.
"Why sorry?" confused Nasha who seemed to not remember him was upset earlier.
"I'm sorry for boring you and for ignoring you" Farzan said, feeling guilty.
"Heem," nods Nasha with Deheman in response after remembering that he was upset.
"Now going to the garden, hm?" farzan asked softly, he had no problem with Nasha's brief response because he realized he was wrong.
"Engga," Nasha quietly shook her eyes and stared back at the television screen.
"Dear Achaku, sorry? It's not my intention to ignore you, but it was urgent" Farzan explained gently so that Nasha would not be offended and feel guilty.
But still, Nasha who basically does not enjoy being added to her hormones now, is increasingly feeling bad and feeling guilty.
"sorry. I should have understood more about your busyness, instead of complaining and bothering gini. I'm so sorry," said Nasha, feeling too childish, even her eyes back glazed.
As much as possible, Nasha held back the tears and stood up to go to the bathroom so that she could cry later.
Right now in his mind he was so childish and selfish for not knowing the situation. Farzan was supposed to work at the company, but was still at home to accompany him. And he was willing and complaining a lot.
What if Farzan was caught off guard by this attitude? Will Farzan move to another heart? Will he be left alone? Or something worse later?.
I don't know thinking about it has made Nasha not strong, especially if one day really feel it. Nasha thought there was nowhere else that would be willing to accommodate her later.
His family had left him first, which meant there was no place for him to go later.
"Cha. Hey, don't think like that" said Farzan who knows very well the nature of his wife, especially during pregnancy.
"Not that I don't get it, but I'm worried that you're going down by yourself, even though there are maids and bodyguards, but I'm still afraid," explained Farzan hugging Nasha who had started sobbing.
"Sttt. ingga Darling. I was really worried" said Farzan again.
Farzan continued to explain and appease Nasha so that she no longer felt guilty and felt selfish, even though her attitude was nothing wrong.
Bored people are natural, right? People who do the routine every day can be bored, especially if you have to wait, it must be more bored again. Right?.
"Udah huh? It's the time of the movie that's watching you, not you who's watching the movie" Farzan joked to have Nasha finish the rest of her crying.
"Aaa. justin. Still crying," Nasha's whining has started as usual again.
"Hahaha. Gemes knows that you are rich again gini," said Farzan with a laugh.
"Abis is very sweet Brother Arzanyaa," said Nasha scowled.
"Haha.. Yes, I'm sorry, unfortunately I am," said Farzan while peeping gnash Nasha temple.
Nasha just nodded with as much as I had been crying.
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They were silent for a long time, because the focus on watching on the television screen has now changed to another animation, namely SpongeBob SquarePants.
"Why squidward likes to be angry with spongebob?" ask Nasha random.
"Maybe he bete because he is disturbed" Farzan replied without glancing at the television screen.
"But Kasian also likes to be hit by the ugly, ugly" said Nasha again.
"The character has been made that way, dear" said Farzan patiently.
"Hm. yes yes," nods Nasha quietly.
Nasha refocused on the screen in front of her, Farzan was still with his routine playing Nasha's hair.
"What lunch do you want?" tanya Farzan arrived after hearing the voice of the dzuhur Adhan.
"Em.. would you like spaghetti?" ask Nasha again.
"Nasi first yes," said Farzan refused subtly.
"Jaudah wants to be teriyaki aja," said Nasha in the end because it does not want complicated.
"Don't forget the chicken nuggets, yes" added Nasha.
"Okay, I made it for a while, yeah," said Farzan, peeking at Nasha's forehead before walking to the other end of the room, which is the kitchen.
"Sister Arza want me to help you, don't you?" nasha asked while watching Farzan who was preparing the ingredients.
"Thank you. You sit there sweetly" Farzan refused with a gentle smile.
"Makasih Kak Arza," Nasha nodded with gratitude.
"Anything for you" replied Farzan.
Farzan started cooking the food that Nasha wanted, occasionally he approached Nasha to ask what she lacked, but Nasha always said everything was delicious. So Farzan just ripens and presents it later.
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happy reading's..
mark typo well, hehe..
bye bye