Between Me, You, And The Past

Between Me, You, And The Past
DiSh’S Cafe (part 2)


“So? What should be an answer?”


“Maybe,” replied Diel with a smile.


Really Diel does not expect that answer now, it's okay if Nasha does not answer or impressed “hanging” herself, Diel does not care. What is important if Nasha is not his match, he will try sincerely, but he will always keep Nasha from far away.


“Diel please. don't gini, I'm just afraid I can't try, I'm also afraid of disappointed-in you, I just. hiks...”


“Eh.. don't cry Sha, I'm a real gapapa, even if you answer also gapapa, but don't get rich other people well, keep being my friend, how?” said Diel to calm Nasha who was slightly sobbing.


Diel did not expect Nasha would be carried away like this, he thought even if Nasha was not answered would be ordinary or even remain indifferent as usual. But Diel forgot, Nasha is a person who does not want to disappoint others, even he chose to make himself disappointed rather than the people around him. And give up what he always does.


“I'm really gapapa Sha, I'm like this because I think maybe later there will be no chance to talk, no more, it could be that later you meet someone in your past and I have a chance at all to talk. I'm sorry if I did make you feel uncomfortable because of this, but Sha, I really just want to talk, so you know, that's all,” continued Diel because Nasha was still a little sobbing.


“Ta but,” said Nasha stopped for holding back her tears, trying to cover up more precisely, she rarely cried in front of others, so that's how it is.


“If you want to cry, cry first Sha, I know how confused you are, but I also do not make you answer right, so please Sha, do not think too much, don't be because of this you stay away later, I gamau it,”


“A I'm just playing disappointed-in someone, because I know how painful it is to be disappointed-in, and I guess other people feel that, even though I know that not everyone will avoid that feeling, it is, but I try so that no one is disappointed,” said Nasha who began to stop crying.


“I understand, and I'm sorry I forgot about it, sorry because of this you become rich gini, I should have said that if you know it becomes gini,”


“Eh.. is not that Diel, but honestly I am confused now, and I give you a love of certainty also, because my heart is still stored one name that can not be forgotten just like that, and a promise in the past that I have to keep. Maybe the promise will disappear someday, because life must also continue, right, only when it has not arrived, because my heart has not adjusted it,” said Nasha ended with a smile.


“I know Sha, I know, and I hope that when that promise you lose, I replace it,” Diel replied with a smile as well.


“Thank you Diel, you already want to understand, and sorry because of this,” said Nasha hanging because on the sidelines by Diel.


“It’s Ok Sha, gapapa, and thanks for listening to me today,”


“Kaya to whom haha,”


“Yes yes, your my best friend and my future wifey haha,”


“Apaan hell haha,”


Diel knows what the answer will be, but trying it should not be. If in pendam there can be regret later when you can not talk. For now there may not be a chance, but may Diel hope that someday there will be a little hope for them? Maybe, and hopefully.


“I love to see your laugh this Sha, although not being someone special to you, but being able to watch you keep smiling and laughing is becoming a joy to me. Keep happy, Sha, even if the smile is not only with me,” Diel's inner self.


Diel unconsciously daydreamed for a while, and Nasha who saw the clock was almost 7 pm immediately gasped, then..


“Eh.. why is it so early hours again, duh late home sought-in nih definitely, Diel kita pu..lang yu,” said Nasha who slowed down because of the dreamy Diel.


“Diel.. hello.”


“Hm.. sorry sorry, why?”


“ck... daydreaming what try? Yes, because of that?”


“Not no, just calm down, did you want to say what?”


“Ish. 6 o'clock, I want to go back, oh yes how much is this? I paid it, yeah,”


“No.. I already paid, relax,”


“When do you pay? From the same time I'm here,”


“So when you daydream, haha,”


“Emang yes? Ga dreamy ish,”


“Yes yes, it's up to you, which obviously I paid earlier point,”


“Hm. yes thank you for that, hehe,”


“Lumayan can be saved money, but eat well, haha,”


“Iya dong, haha,”


After they finished talking, they rushed home, because Nasha forgot to tell the house people if she was going to come home late. Who knew that Diel would take him to such an unexpected place, right? It turns out that the meaning of “introducing to buy kawil” will culminate with this.


Nothing, sometimes whatever it is, if it is stuck and needs to be discussed, it is more relieved to talk to the person concerned, rather than to be harbored and end worse, or talked to the person who is not right, and the end of that story.


***home***


After a journey of about 45 minutes, riding above the level, they arrived at Nasha's house. Diel and Rumi are known by both Nasha's parents, because they have studied together, or just playing, so it is no doubt if they meet.


Before entering..


“Loh... ko come down?” ask Nasha.


“Almost last time,” replied Diel.


“Udah malem Diel. ntar you come home kemaleman,” said Nasha, furious also long ago the same attitude of Diel which sometimes sucks like this.


“Yaudah anyway, just a moment too, anyways it has been a long time no play here, hehe,”


“Ish.. yaudah, it's up to you,” said Nasha and walked straight into the house.


*At home..


“Assalamualaikum,” said Nasha and Diel simultaneously, while greeting both hands of Nasha's parents who were in the front room.


“Wa ’alaikumsalam, new tumben returned to Sha, tumben also ushered-in From,” said Nasha's parents' greetings together, ended the question from Ms. Nasha.


“Iya Ma'am, sorry Nasha so come home late, earlier I asked Nasha for help to anter somewhere first, and quite far away the place, again sorry Yes Well, Mom, Nasha so come home late, From the thought will not be long, it turns out to eat a decent time,” explanation is that Diel of course, Nasha just pay attention, he was the one who would answer, he was the one who would answer, but it turned out that Diel was quicker to reply, so he just kept listening.


To call Diel, it is because the house person called the first name Dariel, and cut the last 2 words to make it easier “ he said” haha.. and the call of Diel and Rumi to Nasha's parents is indeed the same as Nasha, because too often play so used to calling like that.


“Oalah kirain he played first where,” said Ms. Nasha.


“Iya gapapa, but next time tell people home first yes From, will we be thinking like,” said Nasha's father.


“Iya Yah once again sorry, I forgot my permission, hehe,” said Diel.


“Iya gapapa, if you can do not repeat again yes,”


“Iya ready well,”


“Oh yes until you have not made a drink, what would you like to drink From?” sela Nasha's.


“Gausah Bu, this is also From want to go straight home, it's already malem too, if so From saying home first Yes Well, Mom, Assalamualaikum,” said Diel while saying goodbye to Nasha's parents.


“Already if gamau drink first, liver on the road, Wa ‘alaikumsalam,” said Nasha's Mother and Father.


“I anter to the outside first yes, Mom, Well,” said Nasha.


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“Sometimes I wonder, why yes if you are talking to Mom or Dad, their answers are so calm, gabanyanya again, it is my turn to say the lecture is long, strange, strange,” Nasha grumbled all the way to Diel motor.


“Hahaha.Maybe because I am more suitable to be his son than you, you are wayward, this kind-hearted gakaya me, hahaha,” said Diel while continuing to laugh and mock Nasha.


“Laughter, I'm good gini is said to be wayward, how is the same thing that is said what they try, soleh? Is that? Huh,” upset Nasha.


“Hahaha. ya ga too, haha,”.


“Tau ah, already there home,” expel Nasha.


“Curried, ngusir, ntar if you need aja in well well-in, basic,” reply Diel.


“Bodoamat, how about later if you need mah, haha,”


“Iya-in aja, haha,”


“Udah yes I go home first, do not miss, haha,” said Diel after wearing a helmet and gloves.


“Dih males, yaudah there, heart hearts on the road, and thanks,” said Nasha.


“Sama same, do not hesitate Sha, if you need help and I can help I will try to help ko, yaudah I go home yes, bye,” said Diel, and left Nasha's house after Nasha nodded.


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to be continued