
...74. The Dream 2...
A few hours ago Sasmaya was still hesitant about Gama's determination to seriously marry her. He does not want to hang hope on a figure who has ever disposed. Do not want to be too hopeful and force his soul mate to come soon.
Because he knows the expectations are too grandiose, most likely a chance painful. Moreover, making the success of others as a benchmark for achievement, it is a big mistake.
Expecting high on the figure of Gama to mate with him also in fact made him forget. To deny that Gama is one of the billions of people created on this earth. Not perfect. Has flaws. Having a past that leaves trauma. End phobia. It even caused the man to choose a different path.
In the end he realized. Release all loads. Controlling desire. Declare destiny to go according to the provisions. Thank you for whatever God has given you. As small as anything. Including disappointment, hurt, and sadness. The tests that brought him time. The trials that made him to stay upright stood staring at the future.
Until the time comes. God has other plans. What he has revealed has come to himself. He never thought, even instead of dreaming more.
Now in front of him stood a man who was ready to welcome him, to meet dreams and despair. Throwing smile. Hands out. Ensuring that the two are now truly married couples.
She smiled shyly. Receiving a helping hand with the rest of the tension and groggy. Guided to sit in a chair.
“You’re God’s own creation,” whispered the man. Makes him turn his head at Gama.
The man who had now changed his status to her husband was flirting. Then back to smiling.
Time seems to go fast. The night crawled late. After completing all the wedding administration, all who attended the not-so-wide room were one by one saying goodbye. Leave the nuclear family.
“Papa titip Sasmaya. Whatever Papa has done earlier do not make a benchmark. It's just a form of affectionate parent to his child.”
Gama nodded. Want to kiss the back of Irwan's hand which is now his father-in-law but quickly pushed aside. Papa pulled him into his arms. “Jaga Sasmaya! I'm putting this responsibility on you. But that doesn't mean I don't care. Sas is still my son. Until at any time,” patted Gama's back with vigor.
“Definitely. I'll take care of him, Pa. Until I close my eyes.”
Miko raised her hand. Fitting palms with Gama. Without further ado, “Please take care of her .. life doesn’ you with a good woman twice.”
“I promise to,” say Gama with smile.
“I'm happy that Mbak Sas is finally married,” Miko told him. “But I'm more happy because papa will no longer share his affection,” he added.
Sucks. He forced his lips. Punching his sister's shoulder. Miko is sometimes annoying. But maybe a form of attention for him. Or even he who never cared about his half-sister, so their closeness looks stiff and feels bland.
“Envigorous learning. Papa is happy if his son is smart,” reply is no less sneering.
Miko thinned her lips. Act cocky. But just turning the heels ready to leave a pair of brides that night, Miko again turned her body, saying, “I will prove, if I am more than Mbak Sas!” passed without intending to look back again.
While Gama who heard their conversation interjected, “Baby, don't be like a child. Miko is like that because it seeks your attention.”
He did not have time to reply to Gama's words, even though the sentence was strung in his brain. Choose save. Discuss it someday. Moreover, the baby call that sounded for her puffed up her feelings.
Papa and Miko go straight back to Semarang. Om Tirto and his family also immediately returned to Kemuning. So did Pakde Wiryo and his family and other relatives.
Sofyan and Affan. I don't know what her boss said to her husband. Seeming from his position looks intense, intimate, sometimes whispering like worry heard others.
“Papa,” he chose to approach Sofyan who was standing in conversation with Eyang and Ranti.
Sofyan opened both hands. Painting a smile for him. “Welkom, Sas.”
He was caught up in Sofyan's embrace. “Moeder en zoon... finally completely united. Ik ben gelukkig! Papa happy.” The radiance of happiness had enveloped Sofyan's face. “Dank to, Sas. Thank you.” Swiping his daughter-in-law's back.
Sasmaya. Re-feeling the invoking newness.
...***...
“Sleep .. I will take care of you,” said Gama. He shook. It was after changing into a kebaya outfit and removing her makeup. Both went straight to the hospital.
They decided to stay in the hospital. Replacing Ranti keeping eye. I told my mom to rest at the hotel. Spend the rest of the night remaining one-third in the first night after both are declared husband and wife.
Sasmaya shut her mouth. Long evapor.
The man gave a gesture of patting his thigh. They sit on the sofa bed.
He shook. Vaporized again. This time it was longer.
An anxious gama saw him pull his head. Lying on his shoulder. Even kissed his head at a glance.
“How did you say Ijab kabul fluently? You're okay, right before and after that?” tanyanya with her head leaning on Gama's shoulder. The guy is good at hiding everything. It is called enigmatic.
“For this woman next to me. I can fight everything. Yes ... a little groggy anyway, for fear of being wrong and fear of being slapped again equally papa.”
“Hah.” He looked up.
The man chuckles. “Just joking ...,” rubbed his head.
The head that was leaning on Gama's shoulder started to feel comfort. The eyes that had been forced to open slowly clenched. Every now and then, with all his might, open it again. Forcing to speak, hoping to expel the whacky drowsiness. “Do you have any deal with mama? Why can you finally give your blessing?”
Gama grabbed the left hand of the woman next to him. Rubbing the back of his hand. “That's important we're married, Sas. You don't need to know how I got that blessing.”
“Hem.”
“Baby ... Affan gave us a honeymoon ticket to Lombok. He even gave you extra leave. We can leave the day after tomorrow. How?”
There's no response. Even movement.
The man's lips were interested. It was sleeping apparently. Slowly he laid Sasmaya's head on the sofa cushion. Turn a sofa into a bed. Ensure first the condition of the eye. Before finally lying down next to his wife. Hugged it from behind.
When Sasmaya woke up, she felt something wrapped around her waist. A nurse knocked on the door and asked permission to enter the treatment room. To perform checks on patients.
Slowly he put down Gama's arm. Shuffled and sat. Look for a moment at the sleeping man. A small clang accompanied by a pull at the corner of his lips.
...***...
Not Lombok being their destination honeymoon. But the south coast is located about 60 kilometers from the center of Yogyakarta.
After being in the hospital for 2 days. The condition was stable and allowed to go home. Both decided to go there.
To a beach that still has not been visited by many visitors. Forget the hotel like a newlywed on a honeymoon. Forget the facilities and all the support.
Because he and Gama are now trekking. Climbing a coral hill that stretches to form a stretch. After deciding to park his vehicle in the last spot. From the parking location they have to walk about 400 meters again.
“Huuuu .. hh!” he exhaled a sigh of relief. Once they arrive at their destination. Hand lifting. Taking a deep breath while closing.
“Great,” he added when his eyes were open. It turned out that it was not wrong, did not disappoint the recommendations of his friends in the community. Even more than what he describes in his mind.
“Know where this place is?” Gama. Stand next to him. Amazed. Come enjoy the sun that began to slither on the west foot. Not too hot. Moreover, the wind is quite strong.
Plans to Lombok are off. The woman who looks happy next to him actually invited him here. Even Gama's desire to book the best hotel for them to stay later at night was denied raw.
Sasmaya said they'd camp.
Soon after, Gama took down the tent bag they had rented. Installing it. Not until it takes a long time, the tent has been installed.
Sitting on knees. Relax on the hill. West facing. Enjoying twilight. Watching the sun start to set. Looks exotic. Accompanied by the waves that hit the cliff.
The man took his hand. Grasping it. “You sure tonight we sleep here?” sasmaya changed her mind. It is easy to find a hotel in a short time. Connections with hotel entrepreneurs make it a privilege.
“You're not comfortable?” turned around to ask. Look at the man for a moment. Then back to switch on the sun that began to spray form a yellowish and reddish coating.
Tuck Sasmaya's hair behind her ears. Although he had to do it repeatedly because the mess again blazed the wind. “Who is afraid!” whispered Gama tease. Right by his ear.
Make the fur nape instantly bristling. He looked at Gama. Slipping face. “Thank you, you have proved it.” He forgot to say this. Because it was only today that the two really had time together.
The man took off his grip. Gently rubbing the cheeks of the woman who was nearby now with her index finger.
“I should thank you. You want to be my dress partner. Become my life partner. Give me another chance to prove it.”
Pull the corner of her lips up.
Gama smiled. Pulling chin. He placed a kiss on her lips. Glimpse.
The atmosphere on the rock is more romantic. Where the sky has turned golden orange. And the singing of the waves became the next charming background. As if it was the right moment for the two to make a mess.
Gama nodded his lips. This time longer than the first.
There was a tremor in her turbulent chest prompting her to welcome the man's treatment. Clenching the eyelids. Feel the happiness that makes warm and passionate.
They're late. As the mouth continues to clench. Snuggle. Articulating desires. Until I realized that the sun had sunk. Accompanied by a drizzle that falls soaking the earth.
“Baby, we enter the tent,” invite Gama.
He nodded. Receiving Gama's hand. There was a little concern wrapping it up. Why the weather suddenly changes. There was no sign of rain.
“Quiet. There I am here.” Gama seems to know and can read his worries. “We're safe,” embrace it.
Have a simple dinner. Instant noodles chicken onion flavor cup. Although simple in fact it feels so delicious. Especially when hungry.
While the rain still falls. Although the intensity is light. He and the man were even more excited to exchange words.
About their initial introduction. Blind date through an app. Which can be said to be a complete failure. But it turns out that failure was replaced with matchmaking. If the matchmaking runs smoothly, in fact they must face trials repeatedly.
“Mister A full enigmatic. Cheating!” grandchildren annoyed. It turns out that Gama knew his identity first than he did. Meanwhile, he had to think hard to uncover who Mister A really is.
The man chuckles. Splash body. Then pat her arm.
He followed Gama's orders. Make the arm as a cushion. They're dealing. Chosen-minded. Underneath the orange lanterns.
Gama's pointer went down his face. Started the forehead slowly down to the nostrils. He gently rubbed his lips. Stop in the chin. Rubbing in there.
“In your opinion, can we do it here?”
Brow shriveling. Absurd question. Who's off the subject tonight.
“No need to answer!” tukas Gama. Changed position. Stack it. “That time you want to do egg freezing, right?”
Sasmaya nodded. Look at the man who is above him.
“But haven't had time to do that procedure, have you?” tanya Gama again sounded urgent.
He nodded back.
A smile was painted on the man's lips. “I'll give it now.” The man's hand turned off the lantern in the tent. Followed by Sasmaya's screams afterwards.
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Towards epilogue ....