Blind Girl Mr R
Episode 49 of Healing

Not for you or me but for us.

Sunday mornings were so bright despite the strong winter winds today making people choose in curled up homes, he said, Mandy was still faithful in her room as usual sitting on her small sofa while hugging her knees, his mind is still glaring about what happened last night when he found his best friend and now Randall forbids him from leaving the main mansion.

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"Mandy may I come in" the soft voice of a beautiful brunette woman knocked on Mandy's room door that wasn't fully closed.

"Emh... viona doctor, early in the morning, please come in" Mandy said without moving from her seat, with a forced smile.

Viona walks in and starts to step closer to Mandy unlike any other day when she goes to therapy on Mandy today she takes off her white coat she just wears a white t-shirt with the most famous image of a mouse worldwide and short jeans plus flatshoes.

"don't call me doctor, today I just want to talk to you" Viona said as she landed her butt on the couch.Mandy smiled flatly.

"have you eaten I'm so hungry, I was carrying a black forest maybe being prepared Mateo"

"Really" Mandy was a little excited when she heard her favorite cake. Before long a man brought a tray that was two pieces of black forest and warm tea.

"Thank you Mateo" said Viona smiling.

Mateo just bowed respectfully and re-passed away.

"cold man" said the viona, watching Mateo's back pass.

Mandy enjoyed every mouthful of chocolate in her mouth, a taste that never failed to make her mood better. Viona gave a small smile to see the look on Mandy's face that began to cheer up. Mandy put a small plate on the nightstand.

"Viona am I wrong" said Mandy arrived without looking at her interlocutor.

"meaning?" actually Viona was a little relieved Mandy was willing to start talking to him because some days she tried to approach Mandy nihil Mandy just smiled and answered briefly all her questions.

"i. I. refused his wish, it's not that I didn't want to be with him, I really wanted to be with Randall until I died, even though I had to exchange everything I could afford, I did, but what I deserve, what a murderer like me deserves for him" Mandy looked at the liquid in the glass she was in with her hands as if she was going to talk to it, he did not dare at all Bu to stare at his interlocutor, he was disgusted and disappointed at his stupidity.Crystal clear circles began to fall from the corner of his eyes. Viona got up and walked over to Mandy.

"nobody is killed or killed, we never know when lives will be taken from our bodies including your baby, maybe now you're disappointed in yourself but, uh, did you ever think Randall felt the same way!?"

instantly Mandy looked up at the brown-sweetened netra now before her, slowly shaking her head.

"but it's all because I vio, I'm so stupid.I'm wrong, if I don't come out that day then everything will be fine"

" create with yourself forgive yourself, Randall is like you, give him your forgiveness and together you will be able to make peace with the past, not for you or him but for the two of you"

Mandy begins to digest the intent of Viona's words, Viona hugs Mandy who is still sobbing trying to give a place to spill everything she has been incubating all this time. after becoming calmer, Viona decides to say goodbye and let Mandy make peace with herself.

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"Why are you still busy" Mandy tries to go to her boyfriend's office, and Randall is still struggling with a laptop on her lap. Because there was no answer, Mandy decided to walk slowly to Randall.

Mandy immediately closes the laptop in Randall's lap and gets rid of it, she replaces it with her, Randall can't resist when Mandy acts this spoiled, this was also the first time Mandy as she was currently sitting on her lap.

"what's up"

"there's nothing I just miss" Mandy said as she held her hands around Randall's neck.

"missing" Randall frowned, didn't they meet every day.

"yes I miss the old you, who are so sweet and gentle, and the dashing Mr. Randall who has always protected me, and there is love at your every touch"

"what a difference would it make me like that" Randall stared fixedly at Mandy's eyes trying to figure out the direction of the conversation.

"there's something different about you. RAN can I say something"

"certain"

"forgive yourself not because of you"

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Randall was silent for a moment.

"i just understood that you're just like me blaming yourself for what happened to our baby, but that won't change what happened, Ran don't blame yourself for everything that happened to me, forgive yourself as much as I try to forgive myself"

Randall was silent at all Mandy's words, a burden in his heart as if experiencing with the water coming out of his eyes, yes the man was now crying in front of his lover, Randall hugged Mandy tightly.

"excuse me", whispered Randall right in Mandy's ear.

Mandy wiped the tears with her fingertips, and covered the man with both hands, giving a kiss on Randall's lips .

"i love you" said Mandy. Randall grabbed Mandy by the nape and began to link their lips no rejection Mandy even reply lovingly, they melted the heart in every touch of their lips, after a long time Randall released the link.

"i love you more" Randall fused their eyebrows with his second breath still gasping for breath.

tonight there is only love, even without union, but both are immersed in the affection they feel, although there is still guilt in the heart though regrets will always be there and unforgettable yet they try to make peace with themselves.