Butterfly In You

Butterfly In You
Chapter 91: The End of Tragedy


"I'm sorry I love you." ~Shehan Murad's.


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Lilis' eyes opened little by little. He nodded though slowly. His hands also moved slowly. After fainting for some time, LiIis' condition has now made progress. He realized he was lying in a different room - not the main room of Shehan's house.


The light of the hospital room lamp hit right into Lilis face and made her glare. Then Lilis turned to avoid the glare of the light. LiIis accidentally discovered Shehan was sleeping in an uncomfortable position - the man sat on a chair and folded his hands on the edge of the bed. It was the folding of the hand that Shehan made as a headrest pillow. The man fell asleep after continuing to wait for LiIis.


"Mas ... Shehan...." LiIis's voice was almost like someone was whispering so quietly. His hand wanted to reach Shehan's head, but was blocked by an infusion tube planted into the back of his hand. Lilis removed the attached plaster and then removed the infusion-out needle from her hand. Only then could he caress Shehan's head freely.


"Mas ... Shehan...." Lilis's eye pellets pooled in tears accompanying the second call that slid off her dry lips. LiIis was sad. When she realized she woke up in the hospital, it meant that Shehan must have found out about her health condition.


"Mas ... Shehan, I'm sorry!" Puddles of tears LiIis poked on the cheeks. His hands trembled as he moved away from the head of Shehan he had just grabbed. Although still staggering and staggering, Lilis was determined to leave the hospital. I don't know what she's thinking, but she doesn't want to be with Shehan anymore after Shehan finds out about his illness.


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Tomorrow.


Shehan was still sitting on the chair he had been wearing since last night. He just woke up and was immediately surprised when he saw the hospital bed was empty. The infusion hose that LiIis used was also lying just like that on the bed. A few drops of blood appeared to have been absorbed by the cloth and dried near the infusion needle.


"The lyrics? Where's Lilis?" Shehan is looking for his wife. Circulating the view from corner to corner of the room but still did not find LiIis figure.


"Where is he?" Rushing Shehan got up, went to the toilet if only Lilis was there, "Lilis! Lilys!" call Shehan again and there's still no word.


Chequek!


When the toilet door opened it was empty inside. Shehan's mind is getting worse. He hurried to the hospital to ask. However, the hospital's response was unsatisfactory. Shehan who was already in a daze looking for LiIis finally sat down on one of the waiting chairs lined up neatly on the side of the corridor. He buried his face into both palms. Rest for a moment tired and frustrated.


'Where is Lilis in the middle of this precarious state?' inner Shehan, panic. Finished leaning his face, he dragged both of his palms slipping his hair back.


Shehan pulled out his phone from his pants pocket. A few times his finger scrolls the screen to find his home phone number stored in the contact storage application. Just about to call Mbok Tum, luckily Shehan's phone was ringing first and Nining-her mother-in-law called.


Ddrrt .. ddrrtt....


'Bu Nining? Why call suddenly. Or maybe Lilis....' Shehan's thumbs touched the call sign.


"Hello, Mother."


"Son Shehan, I'm sorry that you suddenly called." Nining's intonation sounded hesitant from across.


"It's okay, Mother."


"Son Shehan, I want to ask you about LiIis. Mother was surprised this morning LiIis had reached Banyuwangi. Alone and unaccompanied by Nak Shehan. Besides you see, LiIis was trembling and her face was pale. If I could just figure out what's going on?"


"So LiIis is in Banyuwangi now, Mom?" Shehan was enthusiastic just as he had expected.


"Yes, Son Shehan. Now sleeping in the room. I asked why I suddenly went home - did not tell me first and why I went home alone. But said LiIis do not say the same Nak Shehan if he returned to Banyuwangi. So now Mom's secretly calling Nak Shehan. Are Nak Shehan and LiIis in trouble?"


"Mother, please take good care of LiIis. I'll be there right now. Sorry, can't tell you about our problem yet and please don't tell Lilis first if I want to come. Arriving at Banyuwangi, I will tell Mom."


"All right, Son Shehan. Be careful on the road, yeah!"


"Thank you, Mom."


After the phone call with Nining ended, Shehan immediately moved to his car. Go to Banyuwangi to pick up LiIis.


Lilis stood up while daydreaming-staring out the window of her room. The breeze that entered through the opened window caressed LiIis's face as well as hair. For a moment Lilis closed her eyes, dwelling on the calmness and silence.


Chequek!


The sound of the door being opened instantly jolted LiIis' daydream and then turned to the origin of the sound. Shehan while still holding the door lever looked at Lilis with the look of an injured eye. While Lilis gasped Shehan suddenly appeared before her.


'Mas Shehan's....'


They face each other.


"Mas ... Shehan..," call Lilis softly and vibrate. Suddenly she turned to face her husband who was still standing in the doorway.


Shehan closed the door and walked slowly into the room. His heart and all his desire right now is to reach Lilis. LiIis herself was silent in her original position - staring at Shehan with eyes no less hurt.


When their distance was close, Shehan and LiIis were both silent. Letting the longing that comes out of their body language speak. After being satisfied to look, Lilis with a trembling voice called again to her husband.


"Mas ... Shehan...." Tears of sadness flooded LiIis's eyes. Not lasting long there, immediately the puddle spilled into heavy rain.


Shehan silently looked at his wife as much as possible and for as long as possible. I don't know until when I'm satisfied to look at it like this. Not for a minute, he could no longer hide all the lara that tore his heart. Shehan collapsed-kneeling before LiIis with his head lowered. Both of his shoulders trembled bearing the heavy burden of thought.


"Return .. to me! I-I .. please come back ... to me!" Shehan's voice trembled as he almost cried when he said that.


Lilis really did not have the heart to let her husband slump, falling into the abyss of misery. Shehan, who once saw him as solid as a cliff, is now smashed open. LiIis sat on the floor opposite her husband.


"This is why I left Mas in the hospital. I don't want to look at me with pity. Hicks ... hiks ... hicks...." Lilis sobbed.


Shehan raised his face, looking at the grieving wife. "Come, we're going! I'll take you to America to treat your illness there. We have to try, we can't give up, Lilis!"


"I'm no longer helped, Mom. That's why I once told Mas to go back to Sister Sarah. Hicks...." LiIis sobbing.


Shehan gently wiped away his wife's tears. "Nothing is impossible as long as we try. The important thing is that we have tried and not given up on the situation. Then we leave everything to God."


"Buck...." LiIis voice when calling sounded heart-wrenching.


Shehan pulled LiIis into his arms, hugging Lilis tightly. He did not want LiIis to leave or stay away again. "Stay like this! Stay by my side. Please don't leave me. Don't fight alone. Let me accompany."


"A-ku ... At first I, did not mean to fall in love with Mas. I just want to follow the contract of our marriage agreement." Lilis.


"I didn't mean to fall in love either. Sorry, I love you."


"Mas Shehan, I'm afraid Mas. I'm afraid .. hiks .. hiks ... hiks...."


"Don't be afraid, honey! There I will accompany you. Come on, let's go! Now we go, don't delay it anymore."


Lilis nodded weakly. "Yes, Mum."


Shehan cupped LiIis's face with both hands. Approaching slowly for the sake of giving a kiss of affection on LiIis' forehead.


Cup....


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SERIATE...